All Chapters of Loving you Again: Chapter 61 - Chapter 70

Hugging my knees on the bed and staring at the corner, I aim for Esther to understand me for the past few days and now that she is...why is it much hurting than when she is not? She understand me and then let it go, let me go... the way I cry when I woke up from the hospital is nothing when I cry earlier...I want to run towards her and ask her to stay but she is right, all we have needs to end even it hurts me a lot, even it hurts her a lot. Everything is my fault, this is all my mistakes, even I wanted to stay the same I cannot, I need to agree with her and stop making things complicated for her as well. I am now at dayshift like her, I am not sure why Mr. Gilbert keeps putting her the same shift I am going to stay at the hospital, I mean I am trying a lot to avoid her but I couldnt though we both manage to stay cool and okay with each other within few days. I just always head back to my office after dealing with the patients, even my body wants to move the way it is, walking

Sometimes we made a decision without thinking a lot about it, we just go through it with the situation we have and regret it later...which I wish I wont come to that either doing a big mistake of regret in the end.As we enter Felisa's pad, seriously she has a very nice place, I can say that everything is seems to managing well, I like her interior and everything around here is such a lovely to my eyes."Your place is amazing""You like it huh""Yeah, very cozy who wouldnt love to live here?""Me..."I stopped when I heard that, I mean this is her place yet she seems not to like it here."Why?""It isnt so...homey...""Really? you dont find your place like one when I find it so cozy and relaxing to stay with"I said and she just simply smile on me."I miss my own place, my real house but...my work is here so I need to stay""Oh, well we are opposite, this town, this village is my home where I grow up""I know...which is why, I tend to love it here"Saying that makes me feel like if it

The world makes a better place if we all think about fixing it, in normal life, we repair things, we fix the broken and make them work, as, for me and Amber, we fix things right after we have been together which is almost one week now.Going together at work though we aren't informing everyone yet, especially about our deal, we still move and act as is.I am now at my office trying to figure out why this patient I have which is VIP doesn't receive a proper diagnosis for the past five years she has been hospitalized we all get confused about why she has didn't has a concrete diagnosis though she can barely stand and walk.While I am in my thought someone knocks on the door and it is Chloe."Hey""Hi Doctor Esther, hmm do you have a minute?""Well I guess, what is it?""Ahem, I-I am not sure if I am going to do the surgery with Doctor Vlad""Why?""My parents are here""What?""My mother has a heart problem which is CHD though with proper medication and all she is been okay though yeste

"Mom! Please! Don't leave me!!!""Female 54 passed out having stomach pain and her daughter is her only family-based to her"When Esther and I became together, I feel like I want to see her always and that is why I am here at the ER while she is busy with her work.Right now my attention is caught by this girl crying for her mother, she keeps crying and crying so I walk towards her and approach her."Hey, hi I am Amber a manager here, how about I bring you somewhere you can stay and not here, don't worry doctors will be the ones to look after your mom"I said and she just walks with me when Esther look at me and smile so I smile back and just nod at her.This kid seems to be 11 years old though something is not right with the way she moves and reacts."Here we can sit here, so what is your name?""Y-Yani...""Yani? I see, okay Yani, can you tell me what exactly happens to your mom?"I ask but she seems to get so hard to speak, simple staters are what she is showing."I-I d...don't kno

Between telling lies and hiding the truth, what makes this different? Will you take it on a lier of hider? Who seems to be right or just lesser evil? I am not sure what is on my mind right now sitting here at the bench outside still thinking about what Felisa just told me!It is still clear to me..."She is one of the great neurologists and psychiatrists I know!""W-What?""Your mom! She is so famous in her time when she is still a doctor, I bet Amber knows that""Amber knows her?""Why? She doesn't? Did she ever face or met your mother before because she may know her, chief Gilbert is your mom's colleague!""No...I don't know...and I don't know either who she was before..."Silence is all over Felisa and Vannie I know they already noticed that I am lost to any words she just said, seriously I am in shock right now, I didn't know that my mother is a great and famous doctor before!I just head out of the room and ran outside, I just need to breathe, all I heard is too much! I am not ye