CHAPTER 61 SEASON 3

Hugging my knees on the bed and staring at the corner, I aim for Esther to understand me for the past few days and now that she is...why is it much hurting than when she is not?

She understand me and then let it go, let me go... the way I cry when I woke up from the hospital is nothing when I cry earlier...I want to run towards her and ask her to stay but she is right, all we have needs to end even it hurts me a lot, even it hurts her a lot.

Everything is my fault, this is all my mistakes, even I wanted to stay the same I cannot, I need to agree with her and stop making things complicated for her as well.

I am now at dayshift like her, I am not sure why Mr. Gilbert keeps putting her the same shift I am going to stay at the hospital, I mean I am trying a lot to avoid her but I couldnt though we both manage to stay cool and okay with each other within few days.

I just always head back to my office after dealing with the patients, even my body wants to move the way it is, walking