The world makes a better place if we all think about fixing it, in normal life, we repair things, we fix the broken and make them work, as, for me and Amber, we fix things right after we have been together which is almost one week now.Going together at work though we aren't informing everyone yet, especially about our deal, we still move and act as is.I am now at my office trying to figure out why this patient I have which is VIP doesn't receive a proper diagnosis for the past five years she has been hospitalized we all get confused about why she has didn't has a concrete diagnosis though she can barely stand and walk.While I am in my thought someone knocks on the door and it is Chloe."Hey""Hi Doctor Esther, hmm do you have a minute?""Well I guess, what is it?""Ahem, I-I am not sure if I am going to do the surgery with Doctor Vlad""Why?""My parents are here""What?""My mother has a heart problem which is CHD though with proper medication and all she is been okay though yeste
How does it take to strengthen your courage? how can you stand by your point and ideas, will you get weak at the time of rejection or still dares to do what you think is right and say what you think is needed to be expressed? that is what is all in my mind as I start talking with the Rivera couple.Both of them looked straight at me when I told them that I may have to talk to them."Is there something wrong Doctor Esther?"It takes me a little moment before I answer Mr. Rivera, I just need to calm myself before telling them what I need to say."I have the result here and yes, your heart is failing because there is a presence of disease in your coronary artery and we need to fix that by doing the bypass graft so you need to be in surgery""Oh god, is it a dangerous surgery?"Mr. Rivera asks."There will always be a possible risk in any surgery but this procedure is a common one and I have handled lots of these cases""Well then, when she will get the surgery?""I can arrange and schedu
"Mom! Please! Don't leave me!!!""Female 54 passed out having stomach pain and her daughter is her only family-based to her"When Esther and I became together, I feel like I want to see her always and that is why I am here at the ER while she is busy with her work.Right now my attention is caught by this girl crying for her mother, she keeps crying and crying so I walk towards her and approach her."Hey, hi I am Amber a manager here, how about I bring you somewhere you can stay and not here, don't worry doctors will be the ones to look after your mom"I said and she just walks with me when Esther look at me and smile so I smile back and just nod at her.This kid seems to be 11 years old though something is not right with the way she moves and reacts."Here we can sit here, so what is your name?""Y-Yani...""Yani? I see, okay Yani, can you tell me what exactly happens to your mom?"I ask but she seems to get so hard to speak, simple staters are what she is showing."I-I d...don't kno
"Her bp is dropping!!!""What?""We are losing her!""No no no!!! I'm going to do CPR! Prepare the diff! One...two...three...four...!""It is not working Esth!""No! We will save her!!! Charged the diff! 200! Clear!""Esther stop it!""No! Scalpel I will open her and do the heart hand massage! Give me that damn scalpel!!!""Esth!!! Esth!!! Esther!!!!! Look, hmmm her heartbeat stops just 10 minutes ago! So please stop...we lose her...""Hmmm no, she can't die! We just plan everything for her!!!! She cants!!! Hmmm sob*sob*hmmmm, we will just make a life for her!! Hmmm sob*sob*hmmm!!!! Aaaahhhh!!!! Hmmm sob*sob*hmmm!!!!"That moment...still lingers in my head that made me dream of it, I check the time and it is still 2:30 am, damn! I don't know but I can't sleep now!I walk out of my room and have some warm milk sit outside in mom's garden.I don't know why but I feel so sad about what happened to Yani, she is so young to die, we have a lot of plans for her, sometimes I don't know if I a
Between telling lies and hiding the truth, what makes this different? Will you take it on a lier of hider? Who seems to be right or just lesser evil? I am not sure what is on my mind right now sitting here at the bench outside still thinking about what Felisa just told me!It is still clear to me..."She is one of the great neurologists and psychiatrists I know!""W-What?""Your mom! She is so famous in her time when she is still a doctor, I bet Amber knows that""Amber knows her?""Why? She doesn't? Did she ever face or met your mother before because she may know her, chief Gilbert is your mom's colleague!""No...I don't know...and I don't know either who she was before..."Silence is all over Felisa and Vannie I know they already noticed that I am lost to any words she just said, seriously I am in shock right now, I didn't know that my mother is a great and famous doctor before!I just head out of the room and ran outside, I just need to breathe, all I heard is too much! I am not ye
Bad shot...funny hearing these words from a 50+ years old woman, I can see that my mother is indeed a badass in this field before, though it leaves me a question, what kind of procedure was that? Is it existing today, usually procedures can either be killed or saved lives depending on the situation but if I am correct, she never mentions that it was being turned down she just said that she walk away from everything and never come back.I don't know but I feel like I wanted to know more and I can only get the information I need from those people she has been with and left in the middle.Right now walking out of my office while wearing my white coat and going to the ER I remember Amber told me that we will have lunch with mom in her room, damn! Such a fan!Seriously, I never imagine that my mother whom I know is a store owner turn out a great and unforgettable doctor here, yes the term is unforgettable since a lot of pioneer doctors of us here know her, they visited her now and then and
They say our brain is the main system of our body, it regulates every organ we have, it gives us a better function and all, but what if the brain gets shity, do we get shity too? That is the question I am preferred to ask once my mother had a meaningful talk to me about her work but it turns out she will have but not to answer my shity question!Now we are about to enter her room for Malia the only reason we need and not anything about my thing!That girl needs to be saved no matter what, she seems to be trapped in such an illness that we don't even know.As we enter the room, mother is now sitting and reading her book."Hey, mom!""So, what do we have here"Mom said smilingly looking at us, I know she wonders why we are all in a group now showing our assessment to her!"Ahem Ms. Rupert--""--Fiona, just call me that""Alright Fiona, hmm this is really urgent and we don't know now exactly what we should do to help this patient, you are the only one we know who could help us"Amber sai
"I miss this!""I am fucking miss this too!"Amber whisper while pressing me on the wall and kissing me hard on my neck down to the collar bone, she is sucking my skin that made me moan and ask for more!Slowly taking off my shirt and bra and both my mounts are now showing, Amber squeezes it hard and I love it!Sucking and licking my nipples is what I really miss, now she is totally making me naked and lifting me as I hugged my legs on her waist, she starts moving to go to her room and gently put me down on the bed."Faster love...I do miss it when you make me cum!"I said in a very seductive voice looking at her while stripping in front of me, she quickly make a move especially when I open wide my legs."Damn you, woman! You really love doing this to me huh?"She whispers while crawling herself going to me kissing my skin going up and then stopping between my legs.Before doing what she wants to do she gives a spare second to look at me first."It going to be wet"She whispered."I p
No secrets can be hidden forever, truth is meant to be discovered, and that reality is what I am prepared for, I said I am willing to take Amber's hate towards me for not telling everything...but I am...I am scared...looking around me, I feel like I am at the deep of the ocean...I can't breathe and Amber is reaching my hand but I can't move my arm to hold her hand...and then I woke up..."Esther...! Thank god you are awake now!!!"Mom said and I roamed my eyes around and I can see that I am in the ICU.My head hurts so much and I feel like I have slept for how many years!Mom is in tears now until Vannie and Felisa came to me."Esth!!! Oh god!!! Hmmm sob*sob*hmmm oh my, I just can't believe this! Hmmm, you made it hon!!!"Vannie said with tears in her eyes, I have never seen her like this, she is crying so hard and hon? Are they seriously together? But...I am just, wait...Amber...where is Amber?"W-Where is...where is Amber?"I ask and I can see how they stop after asking where she is
After a sort of chaos and rumbling in our life, do we still know how to restart? Does anyone have able to have another chance? Looking at George and Hellen having a good time now, Hellen seems to be a piece of wonderful music in George's ear, right now, I just couldn't believe either that Esther can handle that very dangerous procedure with just Chloe on her side.For that, I have planned something great for her, about our deal, well originally she should fulfill it but I can't just let her do the thing, I need to give her what she deserves as well so I want to surprise her by going on a vacation.She is so busy at the ER right now so I call her mom to bring some of Esther's clothes and bag.I have already talked to Vannie and Felisa as well to take over everything here while we are away.Later Doctor Rupert arrives and handed me Esther's bag and then leaves, I quickly go to the ER to look for Esther and there she is, having a cool moment with the nursing staff."Hey love""Hey""Mhmm
How much can you do for love? Can you kill? Hurt others? Can you be a bad person? Almost everyone knows all that can be done by any person who is crazy about love but there is something even more strange than all, you change your personality as well as your gender just for the one you love.I can't believe what Amber share with me about George Victor who is one of the best plastic surgeons in the US, but he came back to the country for Hellen who was his childhood friend and dearest, he almost ran out of money for Hellen's treatment and had an offer a one million dollar from a gay mad patient that challenged him to something he could do and that changed his gender and he did it for money and treatment for Hellen.Seriously, I also can't believe that he would do that so even though he is a woman now and only a few people know, they just decided to keep it a secret that Georgie was a man then, her parents and Hellen accepted it, it's just too strong and unbelievable he did it for love,
I am really not a fan of being happy literally! I mean it always comes to my mind that once you are happy then sadness comes next but after releasing myself from the hatred that I have been with for a decade, I guess having a peaceful mind can also be called happiness for real.And with that being said, damn! Chief Gilbert is now returning and that means, gosh! We need to face him! I am not sure how to explain things to him but this is Amber's idea so how can I say no!The good thing is that Mom is already fine and I let her go home though her best friend aunt Aida who is a psychiatrist as well finally reaches mom so she will help her with the store and stuff if I am not around, I mean isn't full well to do the heavy stuff.A few minutes and we are now here at the hospital, and I am so nervous about how he is going to react, I mean we had a deal after all!We both head to the chief's office even though I am feeling nervous so much!"Hey relax!""I am scared! What if he won't understan
They say that when you study well, your understanding will expand, and you will be able to understand things and situations more easily, but what if the situation itself is the one that drives you not to be understandable?When I finished crying so hard in Amber's car, I could hardly forgive myself when I saw the tragedy that befell mama's store, the neatest and most beautiful convenience store you'll ever find. here in our area.I just can't believe that's what happened because of those bad people, the Sandoval family, even though I wanted to strike them too I restrained myself, mom was the only one who faced all their allegations and all the shits they did to the store."Everything is my fault, if only I follow her instruction, dad would still be alive today""No one wants that to happen, things happen for a reason, but all that Sandoval's rage to your family isn't right! They should be punished, ask. your mom to file a case and I will support you""That is what I plan to do, I will
When things got broken, we fix it, when a torn paper we buy a new one, when it already cannot be used, we replace it, we can all do something for everything, all our mess can always do something about it, but in reality, in people's lives, not all broken can be repaired over a night, especially if it is a broken soul...a damage heart and mind.Looking at Millie talking to mom, I know she needs it, after all, she has been through, she needs comfort, and she needs a very good psychiatrist that can somehow fix her traumatic experience, though it comes to my mind, is there someone can fix a broken heart and mind? How about a broken soul?"--love! Are you okay?"Amber suddenly asks while I am in my thoughts."Yeah! Of course! Ahem, why?"You are zoning out, I am telling you something but you don't seem to listen""I am sorry, maybe I am just tired, it is just almost one hour left before the end of the shift""Yeah and that is exactly what I am trying to say, I need to go back to the office
They say anything sharp, heavy or fast things can kill you aside from having an illness or being sick. but what if you don't have all the description but rather the feelings you have...Trauma, depression and anxiety that when it will mix all means creating a poison that will easily kill you within.I am looking right now at these couples with sadness on their faces and tears in their eyes. I can feel the mother's pain while explaining what happen to Millie."W-What are we doing here Ma'am?"Mr. Dollan asks which cuts me from my thoughts."Right! Ahem okay, I just want to ask you if you really know or not about what is going on with Millie, because the way we see it, Millie is suffering more than an illness""What do you mean?""This might be very hard to hear and to accept but we think that your daughter is a victim of a bully in the school, this is an act of violence especially if it comes to a point that they will seriously injure her""Bully? Hmmm, I guess you are right, the way th
Determination and pain, they say once you aim for something you need to be determined in doing it but be aware of pain along the way, because not everything we want we'll get...and for that idea, I am now in the middle of deep thought so I seek my girlfriend's advice!"You mean her husband knows that every time they do it, she is in great pain yet he doesn't bother about it?"Amber said."Kind of like that, all this time Kelly believes that her husband doesn't know about it yet she is willing to bear all the pain for him""And once she knew, it may hurt her more""Yes, this isn't about being hurt or what, her life is like a ticking bomb right now, anytime it will explode and that is the end!""I get that part Love but, you can't just tell her he knows without proof that he knows! Medically and physically proof as much as possible!""Should we go investigate first?!""You are being sarcastic! I am just trying to be fair here and to save you from impending patient complaints!""I am not
"I miss this!""I am fucking miss this too!"Amber whisper while pressing me on the wall and kissing me hard on my neck down to the collar bone, she is sucking my skin that made me moan and ask for more!Slowly taking off my shirt and bra and both my mounts are now showing, Amber squeezes it hard and I love it!Sucking and licking my nipples is what I really miss, now she is totally making me naked and lifting me as I hugged my legs on her waist, she starts moving to go to her room and gently put me down on the bed."Faster love...I do miss it when you make me cum!"I said in a very seductive voice looking at her while stripping in front of me, she quickly make a move especially when I open wide my legs."Damn you, woman! You really love doing this to me huh?"She whispers while crawling herself going to me kissing my skin going up and then stopping between my legs.Before doing what she wants to do she gives a spare second to look at me first."It going to be wet"She whispered."I p