All Chapters of Loving a Selfish Lycan: Chapter 101 - Chapter 110

I moaned uncontrollably in bed, fingers dancing along my neck and body filled with his drug. I knew I slept for hours, but I also knew he was inside me, his Alpha seed and Vampire venom coating my nerves and rushing through my blood. I don’t care what he says or thinks, he was what I needed.I rose from bed and my hand ran over the cold sheets. I held my head high and refused to cry. He was gone, but that was his choice and one day, he would regret leaving me. I refused to be upset anymore. I showered then got my kids up to begin our day. We had new routines to began and the pack as a whole was starting to rebuild. Schools were open, hospitals and stores fully staffed, and the pack house bustling with people all about. The second we made it to the dining hall Blake was there waiting for us. Instead of sighing at his presences, I decided to embrace it. “Good morning!” I gave him a bright smile and the kids ran around him. He matched my mood, giving me his charm and playing some with

An hour passed and a twenty minute cold shower calmed me enough to feel like myself again. My mom was leaving work to go personally pick up a suppressant for me. I should had thought of it sooner, but I didn’t think it would come back so soon.Between being a powerful Luna, constantly around my fated mate, and the fact Blake never accepted my rejection, my spirit needed to be complete. I didn’t want to be at my own soul’s mercy, yet I also wanted to be fulfilled. Not just sexually, but completely.It was hard running a pack as a Luna next to her Alpha, but no relationship in my life. My mom realized last week I had been speaking more and more of a life with Blake. She put the pieces together instantly and ordered the medicine I needed. It was a potent drug that others would become sick if they took, which made it rare to find. We didn’t know who Charlotte had got it from back in fairy land, but I’m sure that contact wasn’t close enough to help.I checked on my kids and my sibling want

“What do you mean Blake?” I tried searching for his scent, but I came up short.“I was supposed to meet him tonight. When I didn’t show he killed my men.” Bolton growled as he got off the bed and put on his shirt.“What? Why would he kill them?” I got up, naked and bare, filled with his seed and finally satisfied of my heat. “Put clothes on!” He growled at me. His dick was getting hard and peaking out from under his shirt.“You’ve seen me naked plenty of times. Now tell me what is going on?” I demanded.“He thinks I setup an ambush tonight.”“Ambush for what?”“Him!” He shouted at me in a rage. He held his pants in his hands, debating if he should put them on or take my body again.“Blake really believes you are trying to kill him?”“Armand told Viktor of my previous plans to take over the Leto pack. Now that you are here they are all finding it hard to believe I don’t want it anymore.”I smiled walking to him.“Sasha, I have to go. I need to explain to Blake why I wasn’t there.”“Ar

“What is this bullshit!” Viktor’s voice rang through the dining hall, making everyone freeze in fear.“Take them to my room and guard the door.” I told my bodyguards. Matthew and Ivan followed behind my kids with shoulders back and war faces on. They didn’t know if there was an actual threat, but they knew I wanted my babies safe. “Please continue eating. Our former Alpha is not upset with any of you and if he were, I promise, as your Luna, there would be nothing to fear.” I reassured my pack then turned to the door. I could hear Viktor ripping Blake a new asshole as the entire pack overhead what a failure our former Alpha thought our new Alpha was.I slammed the door open to our study, hitting it to the wall. “Enough! I will have you removed or locked in a cell if you speak this way to our Alpha again.” My black eyes threaten a long a painful death to Viktor. He appeared speechless for a moment and I honestly wasn’t sure if it was truly because of my wrath. Did Viktor fear me?“We

As I half ran, half walked to the steps my worst fear got to me. One hand wrapped around my mouth and the other around my waist, lifting me and carrying to an empty room.I was thrown into the table, hitting my head on the side of it. Before I could stand there were four warriors dead at my feet and the door locked behind a large man that I knew wanted to take my soul.“I’m come in peace.” Armand raised his hands in defense. I looked to four of my pack members dead on the floor.“This is the opposite of peace. You will die for harming my pack.” I growled at him.“I had to do it, Sasha. They are under strict orders to take you to Viktor.”“They are under strict orders to protect me from any threat.”“Not these four. Viktor has a third of the pack in his pocket.”“They wouldn’t betray me, not for him.”“They would if he threatened their families. A father will go to great lengths to protect his children.” He looked at me with no hate or anger in his eyes. “Fine! I’ll entertain this ide