Loving a Selfish Lycan

Loving a Selfish Lycan

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By:  Phoebe Phoenix  Completed
Language: English
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In a world where Lycans reign, Sasha, born an Omega, faces a destiny entwined with betrayal, obsession, and dangerous secrets. Shunned after her father’s betrayal, she becomes the focus of Blake, the oldest Lycan Alpha, who harbors a perilous connection with her.As Sasha grapples with her submissive nature and the manipulative plans of Blake, she is thrust into a tumultuous journey of self-discovery. Faced with choices that challenge her programmed obedience, Sasha navigates war, encounters fairy realms, vampires, and witches. The more she learns about Blake’s family, the more she yearns to escape the life she unknowingly chose.Defying her Alpha, pack, and the goddess who shaped her fate, Sasha discovers that her path leads to a profound understanding of choice and sacrifice. In a gripping tale of transformation and resilience, Sasha learns that sometimes the ultimate sacrifice is necessary for the happiness of those she loves. *** This book has a strong narcissistic ML and this behavior is not condoned in any way from myself as an author or as a whole in this book. This is intended for 18+ and is a fantasy book about dark creatures. ***

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It Was All Down Hill from Here

"Look at those vile clothes she wears. She should just rip out her heart and end her misery." Cynthia said, gossiping with the other volleyball players."She is too weak to rip her own heart out. If her family had any money, I'm sure they would have paid someone to do it for her." Another girl responded."I would pay someone to do it. I hate being associated with her family. They are traitors to our Alpha and should had been killed with their father." Cynthia spoke a little louder. She didn't need to though and she was aware I could hear her perfectly. I was a weak omega, with a small wolf, but I still had wolf hearing.I felt a dark presence behind me and took a sharp breath. He was near me. I could always sense him. Even though he tortured me worse than any other, I still feigned for his touch."Are they upsetting my Raven?" Blake spoke in my ear. He called me that name because of my hair, something he always fancied."No!" I said, tilting my chin a little higher. I learned years ago

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muttispencer
This was a great book to read. Lots of twist and turns even at the end. Loved it
2024-07-22 19:09:33
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Cat
Great read!
2023-12-14 02:52:20
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Karen Schmitz
Great book with an interesting story!
2023-10-06 07:56:22
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Victoria
I actually hope it's not Blake at the end of it all! I love Bolton even though his push and pull gets me on my nerves! But he has always been loyal, unlike Blake!
2023-09-24 01:41:50
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Cat
Ok. Still really enjoying… but Not Blake in the end … right?? Right? RIGHT?????? I reread the book teaser & I’m starting to worry that I walked into HEA with Blake and you tried to warn us… “ML”= Blake, ‘sacrifice for loved ones’ I mean it is your story & I’m Def here to read it, but ...
2023-08-09 21:27:30
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Cat
Ok. I’m going to upgrade my last review/comment that I really need her to end up with Bolton!
2023-08-09 07:15:03
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Cat
Very interesting so far… hoping she doesn’t end up with Blake!!
2023-08-05 23:04:23
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Travis Hadley
A very interesting book to read
2023-07-26 05:52:22
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125 Chapters

It Was All Down Hill from Here

"Look at those vile clothes she wears. She should just rip out her heart and end her misery." Cynthia said, gossiping with the other volleyball players."She is too weak to rip her own heart out. If her family had any money, I'm sure they would have paid someone to do it for her." Another girl responded."I would pay someone to do it. I hate being associated with her family. They are traitors to our Alpha and should had been killed with their father." Cynthia spoke a little louder. She didn't need to though and she was aware I could hear her perfectly. I was a weak omega, with a small wolf, but I still had wolf hearing.I felt a dark presence behind me and took a sharp breath. He was near me. I could always sense him. Even though he tortured me worse than any other, I still feigned for his touch."Are they upsetting my Raven?" Blake spoke in my ear. He called me that name because of my hair, something he always fancied."No!" I said, tilting my chin a little higher. I learned years ago
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A Promise of Lies

"My beautiful, Raven." Blake whispered, then took my mouth to his. I moaned instantly, needing to feel him more than anything else, but I couldn't allow myself that pleasure, not yet."Blake, please." I said, pushing his chest lightly."I want you, Raven.""I want you too, but I can't, not until I'm marked. I'm damned enough, I can't be ruined.""I want to ruin every inch of this skin." His voice turned soft as he peppered kisses over my neck."I'm sure you do. Blake, we can't keep sneaking around and I can't control myself, not today." My body was a mess to feel him, all of him.His hands slapped the wall on each side of my head. "I thought there was nothing special about today.""There isn't." I looked down sadly. "It's your birthday, Raven. You're an adult wolf now. Did you wake this morning feeling a burning need between your legs?" His hand cupped my pussy and I moaned loudly again. The need for him to mate with me was unbearable. "Blake, please don't do this. It hurts being th
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Truth or Lie

"Get the fuck up! I don't pay for you to live here for nothing!" My step dad, Stephen, screamed at my door."Be there in two minutes. Sorry!" I shouted back, turning off my alarm. I cried for hours last night then passed out. I guess I was so tired I didn't hear my alarm blaring out next to me.I quickly jumped in the shower, washing just my body, then threw on a white shirt with a blue skirt and white sneakers. I had two minutes to be downstairs to start breakfast. Me and my six other siblings all had jobs to do around the house, and at our step-dad's appliance store, and his restaurant.He wasn't a nice man, but he did pay the bills. My mother was still a gorgeous woman, but no one wanted her after my father's betrayal. She was fired from her job at the hospital and for over a year we barely got by. I still remember the way my stomach ached in pain for food as we would go days with none. My stepfather took pity on my mom and agreed to mark her as his chosen mate. She had to do ever
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Choosing Ceremony

I stood in a sheer white gown, nervously playing with the little flowers embroidered on it. One small daisy rested over each of my nipples, barley covering much of my breast. I wasn't sure if I could do this, but it was too late to back out now. I signed the agreement to be an offering to our Alpha. My mind, body, and soul were on the line, and if Blake chose me, every part of myself would become his in any way he wanted.My snowy white skin looked almost porcelain and blended into the dress. My black hair was long and silky with a light curl and baby's breath wrapped between the strands. My lips plump and red with no makeup. The omega dressing me said our Alpha wanted his selection to be innocent, but sexy. That is why I looked like a child in a see thru dress. It was elegant, but definitely not something I wanted to wear for all of my pack to see.I took a deep breath, remembering his words, "Come to me at the ceremony and I will choose you." That is what Blake told me. He said h
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Mating

I took Blake's hand and he guided me to the bed. I couldn't hear anything around me as my heart beat so fast. I was going to be Luna. "You're so innocent. Maybe I should call you Dove." Blake said in my ear as he turned me to face the crowd. I didn't want to see them though and kept my head down.The bed laid sideways next to us so everyone could witness our joining. Everyone would see me naked while Blake took my virginity. "You're shaking you're so nervous, Dove." Blake's hands rested on my shoulders then moved down my arms."My mate, Sasha Glancia!" He announced and everyone cheered. "I'll be gentle, Dove. This is our time now."I shook my head nervously to him. He looked at me sincerely and I wanted to just forget everyone else but us. His hands wrapped around my front, untying the white robe and slowly lowered it off my body. I stood before hundreds of pack members completely naked. I wanted to hide, but I knew I couldn't. I just had to get through this, then everything would
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Knotting

"This time, I'm going to fuck you like my whore, because now, that is what you are. Bend over." He whispered with a husky voice in my ear. I wanted to just bend over and feel him again, but I was hurt I couldn't mark him.I shook my head no in disbelief. I wanted him as all mine. Would this be enough for me? "You want to be punished, don't you?"My eyes widened at him. "I wouldn't deny me ever again, Dove. Bend over!" He ordered with a growl on his last words.I bit my lip with tears rolling down my face. I could still back out from this. Once I'm pregnant the pack would never let me go though. I didn't want to be one of his mates, I wanted to be his only mate."You agreed to be mine, my mate, and so you wear my mark." He pressed down on the wound on my neck making me squeal. He was angry I was denying him. "And you agreed to give me many children and so you will take my knot. I'm losing my patience, Dove."I could just leave, reject his mark, but I would be weakened to nothing, pos
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Accepting

I moved in and out of consciousness as the sun bathed my room in light, then faded leaving me in the dark. My mind was a jumbled mess, filled with memories of my past and psychedelic dreams."My sweet, Dove." His voice was soft and his fingers felt like feathers gliding over my body. I swear Blake watched me as I slept for days, letting my body heal."Blake." I whispered. I needed him close to me. His presence filled me with purpose and I felt my body healing when he was close."I'm here, baby. You’re mine now, so don't leave me, little Dove.""I don't want to. I'm so tired though.""I know, baby. You did good for me the other night. You were everything I knew you would be. We have a lifetime together though." He kissed my hands and I smiled at the sweet gesture. He could be so cruel, then so perfect.My eyes lids felt heavy as I tried to force them open. I wanted to see him, needed to know if he was really here."There's my beautiful, Raven." The light in his eyes made me want to jum
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Behave

As I walked closer to his room I heard moans and scrunched my face. Whoever else was on this floor needed a soundproof room. "Fuck me Alpha, yes please, fuck me, me, yes, yes!"I knew that voice and she said Alpha. Anger boiled in me as the pain in my chest increased. I threw the door open and froze with tears.Cynthia was naked on top of Blake riding him. Her breast bounced rapidly and she didn't stop on my account. Her back arched as she screamed "Alpha" coming all down him.Blake watched her with anger, then moved his head to me with a sly smile."Mate! You're awake. I haven't had a good release in days, baby." Blake looked at me as he pinned Cynthia flush to his body. He swayed her hips over him to make her moan, prolonging her orgasm.Tears bubbled in my eyes. I knew he would take another mate, but not for six months. I foolishly thought, maybe, things could change."Come here." He ordered, moving Cynthia next to him. She sat on the bed humming in bliss. "What is this?" I asked
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Same Hell, Different Place

I finally picked myself up and walked naked back to my room. I was stripped of any decency when Blake claimed me as nothing but his whore. I had no shame left in me and I was done trying to be anything in this world."Mistress!" My maid looked at me with pity in her eyes. At least it wasn't hate. "I'm fine. I just need to shower then food. Alpha's orders." I said void of any emotions. My body was littered with red marks and bruises and I felt each one of them. "I'll get you new clothes." She nodded to me and I left to the bathroom. I cried a little as I washed my body, but I was mostly numb. I was here, in the pack house, in my own room. I had what I wanted, but I was tricked. I was a toy for Blake, a toy he got off on torturing. This whole pack got off on torturing me, and now I was certain the moon goddess did too. She was the one that made omegas so weak for an Alpha's touch, and I was weak for Blake's. Despite my anger at him I still burned for him deep in my soul. It wasn't f
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Tired

Months passed and nothing changed other than my belly. It was growing fast and it amazed me every day how I felt my son more and more. I knew nothing about my pregnancy though. Blake didn't allow any doctors to speak to me."Come here mate." Blake called me to his bed and I walked to him like a good omega. He mind linked my maid when I woke this morning to come to his room.I knew what he wanted, it was the same almost every morning and every night. His hand brushed over my baby bump, then he guided me to straddle him. "You looking fucking perfect all fat with my child." I gave him a small smile and looked down to his chest. He had a gorgeous hard body that mine constantly desired. I didn't know my need for him to fill me would be this consuming. It's all I thought of and I felt more and more that my only purpose was to be with him, to please him.I did everything Blake asked of me and never complained. What was the point? Nothing would change, in fact, it would probably get worse."
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