A Promise of Lies

"My beautiful, Raven." Blake whispered, then took my mouth to his. I moaned instantly, needing to feel him more than anything else, but I couldn't allow myself that pleasure, not yet.

"Blake, please." I said, pushing his chest lightly.

"I want you, Raven."

"I want you too, but I can't, not until I'm marked. I'm damned enough, I can't be ruined."

"I want to ruin every inch of this skin." His voice turned soft as he peppered kisses over my neck.

"I'm sure you do. Blake, we can't keep sneaking around and I can't control myself, not today." My body was a mess to feel him, all of him.

His hands slapped the wall on each side of my head. "I thought there was nothing special about today."

"There isn't." I looked down sadly.

"It's your birthday, Raven. You're an adult wolf now. Did you wake this morning feeling a burning need between your legs?" His hand cupped my pussy and I moaned loudly again. The need for him to mate with me was unbearable.

"Blake, please don't do this. It hurts being this close to you."

He smiled at me as his fingers started torturing my folds over my leggings.

"Is this little pussy throbbing for me?"

"Yes." I cried. His eyes grew darker as a tear slipped out of mine.

"Let me take care of you then." He leaned closer and I grabbed his neck to kiss him like my world only needed him to survive. I can't resist him.

He chuckled at my desperation, then knelt in front of me. "This pussy is the sweetest I ever tasted, and now..." his nose buried into my legs, sniffing my thick arousal. "Fuck! Now it's perfect, Raven. I'm going to enjoy taking everything from you." He smiled up to me then ripped my pants down.

"No! Oh fuck!" I shouted as his tongue dove right where I needed it. I relaxed my muscles, letting him ravish every piece of me until I was coming all over his tongue.

"No?" He said, standing back up. He didn't like to be told no. I thought he would take me, right here and now, and ruin me forever though.

"I'm a mess today, Blake. All I can think about is mating. I want to rip your clothes off and feel you inside me so bad that it hurts." I whined as I empty my soul to him.

"Soon, doll. Soon you will be mine and I'll make sure that pussy is always satiated. Day and night I'll fuck you so hard." He buried his nose in my neck, licking my sensitive spot, and making me gush out again.

"Blake, we would never be together. Tomorrow you will have to take a chosen and all this will end. You won't want to even look at me, let alone fuck me day and night." I knew this was the truth, but I didn't want to think one day I wouldn't have his touch.

His hand gripped my chin roughly. "You are mine, Raven. I told you that since we were kids, and it will always be true. Come to me tomorrow, and I will choose you." He looked at me with anger as he spoke, making me confused.

"What?" My mind was a jumbled mess. No, he can't choose me. His father would never allow it.

"I won't repeat myself. Now it's my turn to come in this little mouth. Kneel omega!" He ordered and I moaned out. I loved it when he got dark and dominating.

My hands grabbed my pants to pull back on my body, but he stopped me. "Did I say you could hide away that pussy? She is dripping for my cock and needs another release."

I bit my lip with a smile as I lowered to the ground with my pants around my ankle. He unbuckled his belt looking down at me. I loved how he watched me. It was full of anger, but also so much desire.

"Spread your legs apart." His foot kicked my knee and I did as he said. He lowered his pants and I instantly started drooling.

I've seen his dick many times before, I've pleasured him as he pleasured me many times before too, but we never had sex. It was always in secret too. No one could know the Alpha liked playing with a worthless omega, but I feigned for his attention every second of the day.

If he really chose me, we could be together anyway or anytime we wanted. I looked up to his eyes, eyes that held dominance, but also love for me.

"Will you really choose me, Blake? This isn't some game?"

His thumb brushed over my lips as he pumped his dick lightly. He was already hard and always so thick.

"I said I won't repeat myself."

"I know. I'm sorry. I just..."

"Do you not believe me, Raven?" He said it with so much anger.

"I do. I'm sorry. I'm just..." I bit my lip with a giddy smile as excitement burst through my body. Could he really be mine forever?

"Fuck! I love this innocent little face of yours. I need to fuck it hard. Open those lips, doll."

I looked to his cock and parted my mouth as he ordered. He slowly moved his tip in and out, grunting in pure pleasure. "Fuck, Raven. You have me so worked up. Your pussy smells like sweet nectar, begging my wolf to fill every inch of it with my cock. Make your little pussy come as I fuck this mouth."

My eyes widened to him that he wanted me to pleasure myself and I stopped bobbing over his dick. His eyes squinted at me with a dark desire. He was upset I stopped and didn't immediately listen to him. He wanted to punish me for it too. Blake demanded obedience and my body craved his orders.

He grabbed my hair to keep my head still and thrusted all the way down my throat, making me gag as my eyes rolled back. "Don't make me anger and do as you're told." He ordered.

I moaned out as he pulled back, letting me adjust some to the pain he just gave me. My fingers moved between my legs and I started fingering myself. He held my head still with half his dick in my mouth and I whined out from pleasuring myself.

"That's it. You're always such a good slut for me, Sasha." He looked down at me as he watched my fingers and his hips moved slowly in and out of my mouth.

"You like being my personal slut. I'm going to take every piece of decency from you, Raven." His hand grabbed the top of my head, fisting my hair and started thrusting hard and fast down my throat.

My eyes rolled in the back of my head, and my throat kept tightening over and over again. He was rougher today than he ever had been before. I could feel his need to have me completely and it was as strong as my need to be filled by him.

I was a little scared, but I also liked it. He was losing control and because of me. I knew my arousal would be more potent today. I had secretly hoped it affected him like this too.

"Fuck, yes, fuck that pussy faster, Sasha!" He ordered and my hand moved in rhythm with his thrusts.

"Raven, baby, you look like a perfect whore with my fat cock down your throat." He grunted long, watching my mouth take his wide cock all the way down my throat, my eyes kept rolling back and I could smell both of our arousals filling the room.

I screamed on his dick as I felt my orgasm about to snap. "That's it, Raven. Come on those fingers like the desperate slut you are." He chuckled, slamming harder down my throat again and all I could do was scream in pleasure.

"Fuck, you're mine to tease, mine to fuck, mine to take... however... the fuck... I need." He thrusted all the way down my throat and held himself there as his eyes rolled back and his dick pumped down into me.

"Fuck, you suck my dick so good for a little slut." He pulled out and cum leak out of the side of my mouth.

I was lost to those green eyes as he stared down at me in complete satisfaction.

Then I heard a snap and shot my head to the right. Cynthia and her friends were there with phones in hand.

"Told you she was pathetic." Cynthia flipped her hair, walking to Blake and wrapped an arm around him. "Does she suck your dick better than me?" She asked with a hint of jealousy.

"You're both good little sluts for me, Cynthia." Blake smiled at her then took her mouth in a rough kiss. He opened his eyes to me and let out a growl kissing her roughly.

He was enjoying this dominance he had over us right now. I kneeled on the floor at his feet, pants around my ankle, and his cum down my chin, while he kissed another woman with his dick out and already hard again.

I wiped my mouth as tears fell down my cheek. Was this another game? Did he know they were there?

I pulled my pants up and ran from all of them laughing at me. He said he would choose me. Was that a lie? I wanted to believe he acted as he did to keep his father from harming me.

He dated Cynthia for years, but they both took other lovers. I knew Blake had an insatiable need, especially being a Lycan. He always said I was his favorite and spent most of his free time sneaking off to the woods with me.

I felt foolish to be one of the many girls he fooled around with, but I also liked that he gave me the most attention. He never pressured me to have sex either. He even said he wanted to wait until I was marked before taking my body. I thought he meant marked by another, not by him.

Cynthia was a strong Beta that his father approved of to be a strong Luna. I knew if he could choose a mate for Blake, it would be her. Blake enjoyed her body, but I was always the closest to him. I needed him to want me the most.

It sometimes seemed like Blake enjoyed hurting me though. I knew his Lycan demanded obedience and feigned for power to rule over all others. I learned at an early age of the appetite of a strong creature like Blake. He was one of the few Lycans in this world and felt like a God among us. He was also kind to me at times though. Was he cruel to me as a show to appease his father, or was it because he liked toying with me?

I knew his father, Alpha Viktor, didn't like me. After my father was found to be a traitor, he banned my family from attending any events or socializing with the pack. If Blake so much as looked my way, his father filled with anger.

When Blake and I were alone though, he was everything I wanted in a mate. I begged the moon goddess day and night to be his fated. When he turned 16, he told me I wasn't. He told me his Lycan would be able to sense it, even if I wasn't of age yet.

I was heartbroken and that night was the first night he made my body explode from his touch. He promised I was his favorite, wished we could be together, and even said he would have me one day as his. Now that I'm 18 I knew too. I had a pull to him, my wolf begged me to be near him, but no bond snapped in place.

I ran all the way home and collapsed in my bed crying. The whole school probably seen that picture. Me on my knees, pants around my ankles, my fingers in my pussy, and a fat dick in my mouth. They wouldn't show Blake's face. He wouldn't allow anyone to know what we'd done together. It would just be another reason I was worthless.

I cried and prayed he really chose me tomorrow night. All this pain would disappear and I would have the only person I ever wanted in my life as finally mine.