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Mating

Author: Phoebe Phoenix
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

I took Blake's hand and he guided me to the bed. I couldn't hear anything around me as my heart beat so fast. I was going to be Luna.

"You're so innocent. Maybe I should call you Dove." Blake said in my ear as he turned me to face the crowd. I didn't want to see them though and kept my head down.

The bed laid sideways next to us so everyone could witness our joining. Everyone would see me naked while Blake took my virginity.

"You're shaking you're so nervous, Dove." Blake's hands rested on my shoulders then moved down my arms.

"My mate, Sasha Glancia!" He announced and everyone cheered.

"I'll be gentle, Dove. This is our time now."

I shook my head nervously to him. He looked at me sincerely and I wanted to just forget everyone else but us. His hands wrapped around my front, untying the white robe and slowly lowered it off my body.

I stood before hundreds of pack members completely naked. I wanted to hide, but I knew I couldn't. I just had to get through this, then everything would be perfect.

"Gorgeous, frail, little omega." His hands moved my hair back to fully reveal my breast. "After tonight no one will see this body but me. Go lay down!" He spoke with venom and I had no idea what was upsetting him so much.

I nodded to him then turned and laid on the bed. I didn't want to be a disappointment to him. I could hear him undressing, but I didn't dare to look. My sight remained fixated on the high ceiling above me.

I felt the bed dip and jumped at what it meant. This was it. I was going to have sex for the first time and in front of everyone.

Blake moved my legs apart and I could see his hard chiseled body naked above me with a massive dick standing tall from it. He was so thick, I knew without a doubt, this would hurt. I was a weak omega. Not only would taking a strong Alpha as my first be painful, but his knot would burn as he stretched me beyond I could handle.

"This is going to be perfect." He smiled down to me, licking his lips at my glistening pussy then moved his body between my legs.

"Blake!" I whispered in fear. A tear rolled down my cheek and I felt so ashamed that I was totally losing my nerve.

"Shhh, Dove. You're mine. I told you that you belonged to me. Be good and do as you're told for me."

"I know, I'm just nervous."

He chuckled, looking over my face. "I love how sweet and gentle you are. Take a deep breath, Dove. I'm going to start and it will hurt."

I nodded my head as another tear fell. Then I felt him between my legs. He gently moved his tip through my walls and it felt like an immense pressure trying to insert into me.

"Blake!" I whined, gripping his arm and digging my fingernails into him. It hurt a lot. My body was so tense and I was trying to push him out.

"Do you want to be my mate, Dove?" He asked, looking down at me.

"Yes!"

"Do you want me to make you mine?"

"Yes!"

"Then I won't stop taking you as mine." He spoke possessively, then with a hard thrust he moved all the way through my walls. It felt like an immense pressure stretching and tearing my insides. I let out a scream as my back arched and he chuckled above me.

"You're fucking perfect." He growled, letting his Lycan come forward as he tried to remain still for body to adjust to his girth. "And now your mine!" He warned me.

Blake leaned his body over me so our faces barely had an inch of space between us. "Just look at me, Dove. Look how pleased you make me as I take this body for my pleasure."

"It hurts though."

"I know, baby." He smirked. "But it won't always. Can you take this pain for me?"

I bit my lip nervously, tempted to look at the crowd.

"I can do this for you." I said confidently.

"Good girl. You will learn to please me in so many ways, little Dove."

I swallowed hard again. "Make love to me and don't stop. I want to be yours and to give you many children. I can take the pain."

"I knew you could." He smiled then pulled out to his tip. My eyebrows scrunched as I whined in pain and relief. I was so full before.

"I'm taking every piece of you." He said and thrusted hard into me. My hands gripped his biceps as I screamed, but he ignored my pleads this time.

His body kept slamming into me, over and over, forcing a tension in my walls that burned yet left a wake of pleasure. His face looked deviously at me, watching the tears roll out of my eyes like he was enjoying my pain as he took my body.

"Fuck, Sasha! Your little pussy is so fucking good. I waited so long for you to be mine." He spoke loudly, making me blush that everyone could hear him. "Don't look at them. I'm your Alpha." He spoke this time like he was mad at me. He wanted my attention only on him, and he liked the crowd watching as he took me, owned me.

"Sorry, ow!" I screamed, squeezing my eyes closed. His hands gripped the back of my thighs and his back straightened then he started slamming his dick hard into me as his chest growled in satisfaction.

My whimpers started turning to moans as the pain ebbed and pleasure took over. I felt an incredible build up inside me, one I never felt so strong before.

"It's time, Sasha. Fuck!" He grunted.

He lowered my legs and lifted me by my neck, keeping a fast movement inside me. "I want to hear your screams." He whispered then sunk his teeth into my neck.

My entire body lit on fire, burning uncontrollably as he kept fucking me in my sore pussy. His teeth were only half way in me as he growled out. My head was turned towards his family and I swear I saw a look of guilt on his mother's face for me.

Then Blake tugged at my neck, deepening his canines and growled viscously over my skin. I didn't know why he was marking me so slowly or wasn't releasing me yet, but I was paralyzed to do anything about it.

I screamed out again as I felt an explosion inside my body. Everything inside me whirled in tension then just burst between my legs and it felt so incredibly amazing.

"Mmmm, Blake, that feels so good." My body ached in so much pain, but between my legs was throbbing around his thick cock as liquid pumped out between us. I never came so powerfully before.

It was embarrassing to cum in front of everyone, but it also felt euphoric. Blake thrusted hard into me one more time with his teeth still buried in my neck, then he started grunting as he filled me with warmth. I could feel him pulsating inside me and even though it hurt, it also felt like he was healing my soul.

"Oh, my goddess, Blake." I moaned out and he slowly retracted his teeth from my neck.

"You pleased me very much, Dove." He licked my wound, healing some of it, then laid me back to the bed. He slowly pulled out and his hard again dick was coated in glistening fluids from both of us.

I looked to my mate in pure bliss. I didn't care if this was in front of our pack anymore. They all got to see my handsome mate one last time. From now on he would be only mine.

"You did so good for me, Sasha. How do you feel with my mark, baby?"

My hand went to my neck, wincing in pain, it wasn't fully healed. "Amazing." I smiled at him. I saw the pride in his eyes that I was his and my wolf jumped inside me.

He lifted off the bed, reaching his hand to me to pull me with him. We stood naked, with my back to his front and he widened my legs as his cum leaked down my thighs. "You look good with me inside you." He said, making me blush.

I bit my lip to suppress a moan. It felt intoxicating being filled with him and wearing his mark on my skin. I was his, forever bonded to him.

"This little omega got me so excited I finished inside her before I completed marking her." He said, running his hands over my breast with hard nipples displayed for all to see. He seemed to enjoy showing me off to our pack, even more so how I was now his.

My face paled at what he said though. We had to do that again to see if he would knot. I wanted to do that many more times, but after I rested and not with an audience.

I couldn't look out to the crowd. This was too much. I thought we would leave now, but I hadn't marked him and he didn't knot inside me.

He moved my body to face the end of the bed. "You are good for me, Dove, but you're not enough to fully satisfy me." He spoke and my heart started beating fast.

"If you can survive my knot then you will be my first mate." He said then looked out to the crowd. "Every six months, under the blood moon, I will take another omega. One just as sweet and innocent as this one." My head turned behind me, staring at Blake as he spoke.

What does he mean his first mate? I was supposed to be his only mate. I did agree for him to take others, but I didn't think he actually would. I thought I would mark him too.

"Survive?" I questioned. I was hurt he wasn't choosing only me, but my life seemed to be more important.

"Yes! You didn't know?" He smiled like a demon about to take my soul. His finger lightly slid over my mark making me sigh in pleasure. "Only 50% of omegas survive a Lycan's mark and even less survive their knot." He lips curled up to his ears. "But 100% that do survive, get pregnant and usually give birth to a few Lycan's."

I could die? This couldn't be true. How didn't I know this?

I looked to his mother. She was an omega with 13 children from a Lycan.

"My mother is one of my father's omegas, his favorite and our Luna, and we are only a handful of his children." He whispered in my ear.

I shook my head in disbelief. I saw that same guilt on his mother's face and my tears spilled out of my eyes.

"You said, I was yours." I sobbed to him. I thought he meant only I was his.

"You are, Dove. You might even become my favorite and get to be Luna one day. You have to prove yourself though."

"Prove myself?"

"Yes, fuck, I love how naive you are. It makes it so easy to play with your little heart." His words cut right through me.

This was all a game, a game that he would play for the rest of my life. "You're mine now. Let's see if you can take my knot and survive." His finger slid over the half-healed mark he left on me. His touch eased the pain there and I moaned, needing his touch always.

He didn't fully heal his mark on me. He wanted me to feel pain, he liked me feeling pain. Pain he caused me. What have I done!

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