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Loving a Selfish Lycan Tired
Months passed and nothing changed other than my belly. It was growing fast and it amazed me every day how I felt my son more and more. I knew nothing about my pregnancy though. Blake didn't allow any doctors to speak to me."Come here mate." Blake called me to his bed and I walked to him like a good omega. He mind linked my maid when I woke this morning to come to his room.I knew what he wanted, it was the same almost every morning and every night. His hand brushed over my baby bump, then he guided me to straddle him. "You looking fucking perfect all fat with my child." I gave him a small smile and looked down to his chest. He had a gorgeous hard body that mine constantly desired. I didn't know my need for him to fill me would be this consuming. It's all I thought of and I felt more and more that my only purpose was to be with him, to please him.I did everything Blake asked of me and never complained. What was the point? Nothing would change, in fact, it would probably get worse."
Loving a Selfish Lycan Fake
"Sasha, it's good to see our Alpha has let you come out to play. Are you learning how to behave?" Cynthia approached me with a big hug and whispered in my ear."I'm trying my best to be his perfect mate." I said cunningly. She hated it that he chose me and not her. "Well, the next red moon he will have his true mate. Our Alpha just needed to appease his parents by producing a Lycan heir. Omegas are the best whores for the job." She smiled at me then sauntered off.My eyes narrowed in on her, praying for her death. She was so fake and pathetic. I looked around at all the people. I don't know why Blake wanted me here for this celebration, but my maid said he ordered my presence. I didn't want to see my pack, but I was tired of only walking from my room to his. Fake or not, it was better than nothing. I felt a hand to my back and instantly relaxed. I hated how he calmed me so easily."Calm yourself, Dove. A proper Luna doesn't show jealousy or anger." Blake whispered in my ear, standing
Loving a Selfish Lycan Breaking
My head felt heavy and between my legs burned in need. I sighed, opening my eyes. Will I ever calm down with a need to be fucked? I enjoyed it and I knew it was because I was a werewolf and that I was marked by a Lycan, but I was so tired of this insatiable need."Where's Blake?" I asked in a panic when I didn't feel him close."In his room, mistress." My maid said."I need him." I sat up and felt pain in my shoulder. He had remarked me. The burn would remain for weeks. "How long was I asleep.""Four days, mistress.""Four days!" My eyes widened. "Is my baby ok?""Yes, he is strong. The Alpha has news for you too. You should go see him." "Yes!" I jumped up excited. Goddess, I hated him, but also needed him. I threw on a loose-fitting dress and opened the door when I remembered he said he loved me. Was that true? Did he really say that? Or was my mind making me hear what I wanted.I smiled wide. I think he did say it. Maybe he was finally giving into me, to us. He loved me and needed
Loving a Selfish Lycan Library
Every day for over a week I came to the dining hall for food. It was the only time I left my room and thankfully Blake didn't bother me. He thought he was breaking me down, but he was only building me up. Pain was all I knew and from now on, it would make me stronger.I felt him take others throughout the day, even when he was away from the pack house, and I felt the burning most of the night, but the pain was becoming less. It wasn't going away; it was just becoming my new norm in life. Burning flames ignited in my chest for hours at a time. It was nothing I couldn't handle though. My entire being seemed to be a punching bag for the supernatural world.I figured out that the men I sat around at the dining hall were our pack warriors, and they didn't care much for our new Alpha either. They would never speak such betrayals, but I cracked their code word, demon wolf, as a reference to Blake. Coincidentally, that was the same code name I had for him too. Maybe I was just making it more
Loving a Selfish Lycan Done Trying
Two more weeks passed and for the first time I woke with a smile on my face. I pushed the books I had scattered on my bed to the side and crawled out of bed. My stomach was so large it was in the way of everything and made it hard to get up.I moaned, finally reaching my bathroom. It took so much strength to do the simplest of things. I turned on the shower and began undressing. Between my legs throbbed in need and I tried pushing it down. Damn Blake and damn this stupid bond. Our goddess was a bitch to make us this way. My hands rubbed my shoulders, relieving the ache in my muscles. If I wasn't a weak omega this wouldn't hurt as much, and the bond wouldn't make me so submissive. I hated our goddess and hated omegas.I moaned again as I felt myself drip down my thighs. I needed to be satisfied and I knew I needed Blake. Wasn't being pregnant enough?"Need help, doll?" Blake's voice came out behind me and my head fell back in desire. Shit! I need him."No! Fuck... yes, Blake." I whined
Loving a Selfish Lycan Questions
After a while of crying, I dragged myself back out of bed and to the shower again. I was confused about Blake, but I knew it didn't matter. I made my choice and for once, I was choosing me.My hand rubbed over my large belly in sadness. If I reject Blake, he wouldn't let me be a part of their lives. I wanted to feel guilty about leaving them, but there was nothing I could offer them.They would be raised by Blake and his advisors. I didn't even get to know anything when we went to the doctors. They examined me then spoke to Blake privately. I would never really be their mother. I would be an image for the pack and nothing else. I didn't want to be that. I didn't know what I wanted to be, but it wasn't a breeding mate to Blake. I always knew it was a possibility at the chosen ceremony. I just never considered that was what Blake wanted of me. I was so naive to think he truly loved me.I ate my food, listening more intently to the warriors around me. I felt a little proud of myself that
Loving a Selfish Lycan A Softer Side
After I read all three books I left for dinner. The second I walked into the dining hall I felt his presence. Blake was here and I wanted to roll my eyes. When he was close to me, it was harder to ignore the urges to jump him.He gave me a wink and I nodded towards him, then quickly moved to my seat at the end of the table. Blake looked like he was in a good mood and I didn't want to be played with. I wanted to eat and feed these demon wolves inside of me.The men began chatting about an upcoming mission and Blake was in the middle, goofing off with several women. I don't think he took any battle plans seriously. Although, his father and siblings sat at the end discussing other matters too. Maybe the warriors didn't have anything else to talk about other than war."We should up the training to seven days a week." One warrior said."We need approval. I don't think he sees the Vampires as big of a threat as they are." "If you make it about a competition or show of strength, he will agr
Loving a Selfish Lycan A Family Affair
Blake brought me to the fifth floor then out to the roof top. There were several black tables set up, a band playing, a table of desserts, and string lights up above keeping the whole area well lit."Blake! You brought Sasha." Charlotte approached us, first kissing her son's cheek, then giving me a hug. Blake's chest rumbled and his mom quickly pulled away. Did he not like even her touching me?"Take the breeder to have some sweets, Luna. Blake and I have things to speak of." His father Viktor appeared behind us and he looked pissed. I don't think he wanted me here. I definitely didn't miss what he called me. I thought Mistress was bad."Breeder? That is a bit harsh, dad." Bolton walked up next to him and ran his eyes over my dress. He seemed to like it, but once his eyes met mine there was nothing but disgust in them. I didn't know what that was about, and I didn't care."It's fine, brother. She knows her place, right Sasha?" Blake looked to me with a smile. Goddess, I wish I had the
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Loving a Selfish Lycan History Repeated
Seventeen years in futureMy name is Sasha Lycanic, born a low-level omega with nothing special about a single hair on my body. To make my life infinitely worse, my father was a traitor. My life didn't start out bad, it just kept plummeting downhill and for so long I was too weak to take the wheel. My eyes stared at myself through my vanity's mirror with a small smile tugging at my lips, remembering the days of my youth. I was young and naive. I loved deeply and oh so wrongly. I chose a life that damned myself, and I didn't realize it until it was too late. Now I was grown, no longer a child or so naive."It's time!" My mate called to me and I rose from my chair. Today, I cannot be weak. Today, I would be proud and support my son. My Lycan son, born out of malice and betrayals. I loved him, as I did all my children, but he was the oldest, the first and our future Alpha. "Coming darling." I said in a sweet voice. I may not have become everything I thought I would be, but above all
Loving a Selfish Lycan New Era
I sat beside a lake taking long breaths. I knew I couldn’t plead for my life again. This was beyond the goddess’ power and I’ve cheated death too many times. My hand moved over the small bump on my belly and tears fall down my cheeks. If I die, so do they. Would I ever know who they were, or do they become nothing since they were never born?“My daughter.” The velvety smooth poison nearly cracked my skull open and it made me smile. I wiped my tears away as I looked to the moon goddess. I wasn’t dead, at least not yet.“I never thought I would be so happy to be in this much pain.” I cried to her.Charlotte appeared next me and I hugged her instantly. “I miss you so much.”“I miss you too. We don’t have much time and the goddess wanted to speak to you through me.”“Ok.” I bit my lip, body filling with excitement. This had to mean I would return home soon and I couldn’t wait to kiss my mate’s lips.I looked to the moon goddess as Charlotte spoke her words. “This is the last time we will
Loving a Selfish Lycan And Then There Was None
“This isn’t true.” I mumbled as my feet fumbled over myself. Draconian was pissed and on a mission to get me as far from the pack house as possible. I understood his worry, but I couldn’t just leave. “Where are my children? My family?”“Your mother has them safe and off territory already. We will meet them at an ally pack’.”“An ally pack? They are all here.” I was trying to get my mind to work as we ran down four flights of stairs. I wasn’t even sure how I could survive without Bolton, but I needed to get to my kids. My hand went to my mark, remembering his touch to my skin. I could still feel him. “There’s no pain.”“What?” Draconian looked back at me and the fear that crossed his face was unmistakable.“It doesn’t burn. I can feel Bolton.”“Sasha, he might have not completely died, but we can’t go out there. You’ll be killed in seconds. You have to let him go.” Draconian’s hands came to my arms. He looked at me lovingly, but with a deep longing. “Drac? Something is off.” My eyes
Loving a Selfish Lycan Surprise
“Sasha! Get up!”I woke to Bolton screaming beside the bed. “What is...” before I could ask I heard the bells of war. “Their here!”“Yes! Today we finish this.” Bolton growled at me with red eyes. There was my monster. He was ready and so was I.“Yes. Today we finish this.” I repeated, standing to kiss my handsome mate then went to dress quickly. I was amped and ready for this battle, but I had no idea how it would end. I was always a foolish girl though, believing good would triumph if I just fought hard enough. Today was the true test of my beliefs and I would forever bury that teenage girl raised as nothing but a weak omega born to a traitor of my pack. Today, Sasha Glancia would truly die and I would own my name and rightful place as Sasha Leto. A name that would be known as the greatest and truest Luna of any specie for generations to come. It was the cost that made it all seem unworthy though.“You ready?” Eldora flew beside me on the roof of our pack house.“I’ve been ready f
Loving a Selfish Lycan War is Coming
Three weeks passed and surprisingly four species coexisted on my land somewhat peacefully. It wasn’t without fights or many being locked away for a night to sober up, but it was three weeks that they all bonded.“I like this little village we have here. It reminds me of the fairy land we occupied.” I snuggled into Bolton’s side. “It is like that. Expect we have proper shelter and plumping here.”“Yes, and I do love the luxuries of modern life. Bath?” I looked up to him. He was as a sweaty mess as myself. He woke me before the sunrise so we could have hours naked in bed before our kids woke. “Tempting, but I have to meet Draconian. He heard some rumors of an attack being planned at my kingdom and the witches’ neighborhoods.”“What rumors?”“Dragons been seen lurking about different territories.”“You think they will attack their lands since most are here? If we leave their people unprotected and they are ambush, it will put a wedge between us all.”“I know and that is why we need a p
Loving a Selfish Lycan Something Not Right
“Well, you look... better.” I tried to hide the worry on my face.“I look disgusting.”“It just one little spot. The rest of you is gorgeous.” I gave her a smile.“It’s the only thing anyone can see. Thankfully I’m locked away from the public eye.” Her fingers brushed the dark black ooze on her neck. Something was wrong with her mark and no one knew what. Fortunately, whatever odd growth happening from Blake’s mark it didn’t seem to affect her physically. The doctor cleared all her vitals and said it should have no effect on her child, but even they weren’t sure. There was no record of a mark ever turning into a black crusty wound that occasionally oozed out venom.“It will be ok. You’re perfectly healthy. We just have to be patient. Eldora and... the witch will be here.” I actually didn’t know any of the witches’ names. “I doubt they will know more about a mate’s mark than our own stupid people.” She hit the bars in frustration.“We will figure it out, Cynthia. You’re healthy and a
Loving a Selfish Lycan United
After watching Cynthia be escorted out of the hospital by our guards the mood between Bolton and I was soured. I couldn’t believe Blake did this to her and it made me want his death on my hands so much more.I couldn’t do that now though. If I killed Blake it would kill her. I was debating what to do about Viktor too. I didn’t want Bolton to lose his mom. The rest of the day he barely said two words to me, but I felt his hand to my skin every moment. He knew I needed to think and without his commentary. He made a point to remind me he was still here though.After dinner I put my kids to bed which my mom and Draconian agreed to stay with them at the pack house. The rest of my sibling stayed too and I doubled the security. I knew if Blake or Viktor showed up, my family would be their first target. It was no secret I would give up anything to keep them safe.By sundown a horde of Vampires arrived. I wasn’t sure who was left at their kingdom or even where it was. Watching Bolton greet th
Loving a Selfish Lycan Wrath of a Lycan
“We have so many things to do, baby.” Bolton sighed after we made out for another twenty minutes. “I want to just lock you in a room for weeks and enjoy every inch of your body, but we have two major threats we need to kill.”“Blake and Viktor.” I sighed too, feeling the weight of what they would be plotting now. “Do you think they know I’m alive?”“Probably. I want you to remain in the pack house.”“I won’t lock myself in here, psycho. I will promise to be always guarded though.”“I will guard you and no one else.” He growled.Before I could begin telling him that we can’t be literally glued to the others’ side a knock came at the door. I quickly opened it praying it wasn’t bad news.“Cynthia is asking for you, Luna.”“Cynthia? Where is she?”“You haven’t heard?”“No, what’s wrong. The last I knew she left the arena with her fated.”“She isn’t talking, but something happened. She is at the hospital and in bad shape.”I looked to Bolton with worry. “I’ll go right now.”I practically r
Loving a Selfish Lycan A Moment of Love
The kids ate a mountain of food then ran around talking to almost everyone that came into the dining the hall. They were little social butterflies and felt completely comfortable in our pack. Bolton sat beside me, hand in hand, even as we ate. Once the plates were cleared he pulled me from my chair and into his lap. I could feel his desperate need to feel my skin to his. Before today I would had thought it to be annoying if someone acted like this, but now, knowing I was his only desire, his only need. I felt like the most valuable creation every made. “I love listening to your never ending thoughts.” Bolton’s lips were in my ear. “Especially when they are about giving me every part of you.” “I’m yours now. You can take anything you wish from me.” I gave him a wink and he took my lips like a beast. I giggled over his rough kisses, laying my hands to the sides of his face. “I’m never going to get tired of this. In fact, the more you kiss me the more I want.”“More? I know exactly wh
