All Chapters of Loving a Selfish Lycan: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

I grabbed my shirt as tears fell from my eyes. I can’t believe he spoke that way to me. It’s hot when we are role playing, but this was just him being a dick to me.“Don’t leave!” He ordered, stopping me where I stood.“I can easily break your compulsion, idiot.” I closed my eyes, pushing away his command and stepped forward. Just as my hand reached his door knob he pulled me backwards. “I said, don’t leave!” His voice was dark, but void of any anger. He had his shirt in his hand and cleaned the mess he left on my body, spreading his scent from my neck to my stomach.“I’m not here to forget about Blake.” My tone was a little shaky but confident.“Don’t speak his name when you are with me.” His hands smoothed over my body. “You’re mine when we are alone, and no one else’s.”“I am yours, Bolton. I’m not the one that doesn’t understand that.” I looked back at him with a fire in my eyes. He was making my body melt to him, but I was still pissed.“You’re mad at me. It’s kind of adorable.”

My hand slapped over my face in annoyance. That asshole bit me! “You’re awake?” My mom came rushing to me.“Yeah, I guess I am.” I stretched my body noticing I was wearing a little night dress. He cleaned me up and dressed me for bed like his little doll. How sweet! I clenched my jaw ready to rip him apart. “How long was I out this time?” “Another day.” My mom sat beside me, running her hand through my hair. Charlotte came in with three munchkins very awake and wanting hugs. It only felt like hours since I seen them, but I know it was days for them. I played with them in bed for awhile then got up to get dressed. My normal black leggings and t-shirt felt much more appropriate than lingerie.“Are you ok?” Charlotte handed me some tea as I sat at the table with my kids for lunch.“I think so. I’m going to stab Bolton in his balls the next time I see him though.”“What did he do?” Draconian’s hands fisted at his side and it made me smile. He easily fit into our family, so much so, th

Morning came and a bittersweet calm woke me from a restless sleep. Most the shops were closed up and abandoned, but I still went down to the village to gather some fresh fruits. I said my goodbyes to the woodsmith and blacksmith last night and stared at the empty building they once had filled with tools.“Is everything prepared to leave in two hours?” Bolton was behind me. I turned to face him and was met with a large man that looked indifferent to the world. He wasn’t friendly or even happy to see me. He was just Bolton, a Vampire Siren and now King of his blood line.“Yeah, just grabbing a few supplies before meeting everyone on the ground.” I held out a basket of flowers and a few bananas. The shop keeper of the fruit stand had left them out for me knowing my triplets loved them the best in the morning. He had already left now too. “No one is left in the Village.” He stated, looking at me like I was some lost girl in a post apocalyptic town.“I know. I wanted to see it one last tim

I slammed my front door then cursed at myself. My kids were probably half asleep and I just woke them. I peaked in their door and surprisingly they were all sound asleep. Charlotte was still in the shower and I headed to my room to shower and change for bed too.I put on my sexier night gown, black and lacy up top. The silky fabric felt like smooth butter on my skin and it made me feel beautiful, when inside I felt a mess. I thought of the last time I was with Bolton while my fingers danced over the healed bit marks on my skin. I didn’t want them to completely fade away. It was wrong for him to feed on me, but it was what I wanted. I felt completely under his spell, along with his need to take from me, fill me, it all had my body buzzing in need for more. I was tired of these arrogant Alphas that didn’t truly want me though. I was a grown woman and I could pleasure myself. I whined looking at my body in the mirror. I didn’t want to pleasure myself, I wanted Bolton. I closed my eyes,

“Blake” I whispered as he ran off into the darkness.“What?” Bolton pulled his head back. Slowly letting his hands fall from my body.“Blake was here too. He left into the woods.”“We need to get back to the town and assess the damage. Witches fight dirty and I’m sure they killed a handful of our people.” Bolton looked towards the direction Blake disappeared in but didn’t say anything about it. They way that he spoke and the fact he didn’t meet my eyes, I knew he blamed himself for what happened, both with the witches and Blake. This whole night could be our undoing. Blake might decide to run towards Viktor again and with us almost home, I wasn’t sure the damage could be repaired.“How did they trap you?”“It doesn’t matter.” He pulled away from me and began walking back to the streets.“Don’t do that, Bolton. I’m your friend too, one that just saved your life. It’s getting us nowhere every time you try shutting me out.”He stopped walking and turned to me. He was once again the emoti