Inexplicable Feelings のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 1 - チャプター 10

....You have the right to forget me. You have the right to abandon all the hopes I held in my heart. You have the right. But it's different for me because I love you......Evelyn POV:-I was standing in front of the mirror, just finished applying my lipstick and checked myself for the one last time to see how I look."Evelyn! Come!" My mother; Vanessa Sawyer, called me. I sighed, forming a smile and putting my heartbeat to normal by a deep breath and not afflicting my mind in any undesirable thought."Coming!" I yelled back and let out a sigh of disapproval again because no matter how much I dress up He will never notice me. I tried so hard to tell myself that if he doesn't care, why would I? But, My heart just can't get it out of its head. I just can't do it. My heart held those strange feelings for him for as long as I can remember. Just a glimpse of him is enough for me and that's the whole reason why I am going to his brother's wedding. Just a partial view of him is embedded d

…Your life with me is my deepest treasure…Evelyn POV:-"I would like to ask for your Son Lawrence's hand in marriage for my Daughter Evelyn." Uncle's eyes widened as I shut my eyes more tightly and let out a silent tear, forcing out a trembling smile to pretend it’s okay."You don't have to marry me, Evelyn," Lawrence said. My father's statement surprised everyone."Yeah, Evelyn, You are like my daughter. You don't have to. I don't want to force you." I sniffed as I wiped my tears."It's alright. I am not that heartless." I stood up and gave a cold look to Adrian who stood there absolutely stunned, staring dead into his eyes with this sentence."If I have to swallow my eternal feelings to save you..." I then looked at Uncle and smiled."I'll gladly do it." My answer shocked everyone in the room. No one expects me to say something like that."Evelyn..." Uncle began to say."How can I ever thank you," Uncle said wiping his tears."I am your daughter. How can I call myself your dau

…Even though our time together was brief. Even though your fingers intertwined with mine for a brief moment. But, it was the most everlasting moment of my life...Evelyn POV:-I stood still at the Altar with my trampled dream of becoming- Never mind. My blank mind was clouded with different emotions like fear and heartbreak. I felt like my soul is even giving up on me. I closed my eyes for a short-lived solace which I can never receive ever again. I listened to the vows."And in happiness and sadness, I would stay by your side. Holding you close to me whenever you need me."If I recall correctly, Lawrence wrote his vows himself. I never thought I'd be listening to these and like that. That moment I want to leave everything and run without caring for a thing in the world. Away from all this tribulation. But I know I can't. My dried lips and hollow self prepare itself for what the priest is going to say next,"Do you, Lawrence Bayford, Take Evelyn Sawyer as your lawful wife?""I do,

…I may not be your first love, but I hope I will be your last… Lawrence POV:- Here, we bound her poor soul with me and they are taking it lightly, over-confident as if we will work. How can they be collected about it when I am burning from inside? I know Evelyn doesn't have a lover but what if she likes someone else? What if she doesn’t accept me? Anything could happen but despite all this, she agreed for this marriage. I am deeply grateful for her. “Okay, here goes nothing.” I sighed. My heart began to beat so fast. Maybe I shouldn't go. I gulped and took a deep breath and opened the door and went inside. I walked closer, my body felt frozen with strange sensations. I looked at Evelyn, the moonlight was falling on her face enhancing her features more. She gave me a scared look and turned her gaze away from me. “Evelyn…” I should have known. Was she always scared of me? I walked towards her and leaned on the other side of the window. She didn't dare to lift her gaze. I th

…You are the label of my love…Evelyn POV:-I was getting ready to go to the Bayford Mansion. As usual, I was trying my best to look good so that Adrian might notice me but to no avail, though it hurt a lot to see him far enough to never reach but I bore it.Lawrence called me urgently so I went there.I greeted everyone and went to Lawrence, he gave me a side hug and we went to the garden."So? What is it?" I asked."Look, Evelyn, you are a girl." He began to say nervously, pacing around. "No, I am a boy," I said, pouting."Look, it's serious." He said a little seriously this time. I sighed as he continued."You know that girl I am dating, Hellen. I tried to take our relationship to an intimate level." My face lit up hearing that, "Really? What happened? Oh" I began to tease him."That didn't happen." He frowned, stopping and turning to me. "Then?" I said tilting my head in confusion."You know I can't control my anger and desires." I nodded."Even though I have seen none of that.