…Your life with me is my deepest treasure…
Evelyn POV:-
"I would like to ask for your Son Lawrence's hand in marriage for my Daughter Evelyn."
Uncle's eyes widened as I shut my eyes more tightly and let out a silent tear, forcing out a trembling smile to pretend it’s okay.
"You don't have to marry me, Evelyn," Lawrence said. My father's statement surprised everyone.
"Yeah, Evelyn, You are like my daughter. You don't have to. I don't want to force you." I sniffed as I wiped my tears.
"It's alright. I am not that heartless." I stood up and gave a cold look to Adrian who stood there absolutely stunned, staring dead into his eyes with this sentence.
"If I have to swallow my eternal feelings to save you..."
I then looked at Uncle and smiled.
"I'll gladly do it."
My answer shocked everyone in the room. No one expects me to say something like that.
"Evelyn..." Uncle began to say.
"How can I ever thank you," Uncle said wiping his tears.
"I am your daughter. How can I call myself your daughter if I can't do that much for you." I smiled sadly.
Uncle kissed my forehead. I wiped my tears as my Aunt And Mother left the room to get me ready for my marriage to the brother of my childhood love...
I don't know what I have done is right or wrong but, I know for sure that I couldn't let my father beg me and my uncle to die like that.
As for my feelings, Adrian already broke them. I don't think mine and Lawrence's marriage might work but, there's nothing I can do about it.
I shiver at the thought.
"Sister in the law of my lifetime love"
My heart began to beat at an abnormal pace as I lost myself. I accepted my defeat against those cruel and merciless games of fate. I lost.
With crushed dreams and a heavy heart, I agreed to marry the elder brother of the person who stole my heart years ago...
Adrian POV:-
"If I have to swallow my eternal feelings just to save you”
‘Please, No. I beg you, Evelyn. Take your words back. Please.’
“I'll gladly do it," Evelyn said.
When I heard those words, I felt like an arrow had pierced my heart. Like I am crumbling slowly. My mind went blank.
I couldn't comprehend what's happening around me. I never liked Evelyn so what is this feeling of heartbreak?
I can’t even stand in the room, so I walked out, ignoring the weird looks everyone gave me.
I know Evelyn loves me, Evelyn knows she loves me.
‘Then how come she could marry my brother!?’
And now she is soon to be the bride of my brother. How awkward this situation could get. I just know that it's my fault.
If I accepted her feelings at that time, this wouldn't happen. But I couldn't accept her feelings, she was like a family to me and I seriously don't think that my father would allow me to date the daughter of his dearest brother.
And to be honest, I never thought about her from that perspective until she confessed.
“Dammit!”
And everything was blank after she confessed, from my feelings to thoughts, all of them changed.
Keeping these thoughts in my mind, I reject her. I neglected her feelings and broke her heart miserably-even though I don't want to.
“You can’t do this…” I whispered, shutting my eyes.
Ever since I broke her heart I felt guilty about it. I began to feel things about her I wasn't supposed to feel.
But now, there is nothing between us and she is nothing but my Sister-In-Law.
Even if my heart stabs to say that but it's all my fault and I vow to myself I would never think about my future Sister-In-Law like that.
....I ruined everything just by my stupidity...
Lawrence POV:-
I was stiff when Evelyn agreed to marry me. Why is she destroying her life just to save our lost respect?
“This has to be a sick joke.” I scowled, kicking the table, breaking its mirror when me and Father were left alone.
“Goddammit!” I cursed, kicking it again until it shattered, losing my mind in utter rage.
I felt like I was responsible for what happened. I have devastated not one but two lives. I can see that Evelyn doesn't even want to marry me yet still she agreed just for us.
“Are you happy now?” I growled at my Father who looked down in shame, loosening my tie, cursing under my breath.
“Brother, calm down.” Adrian also entered, trying to soothe me.
“Breaking things won’t help you.” He whispered, motioning to me to calm down.
“How could this happen, Adrian? I agreed to marry Emerald, I was ready to do everything but what is Evenlyn’s fault in this? What does she have to do with my trouble?” I asked, tone softening.
Hating myself for ruining her life.
Evelyn is truly something. I am sure her heart is made of gold. She is such a selfless girl.
“She is an embodiment of a kind-hearted person. She didn't even think about her and agreed for marriage.” I whispered, holding my head.
“So you will truly marry her? Isn’t there any other option?” He asked vaguely.
“If you have done, then tell me as well.” I replied in the same tone.
I was lost in my thoughts as my father called, "Lawrence, I need to talk to you alone and Adrian, tell the guests the marriage will continue soon."
Adrian stood still. He must be shocked as we all are.
"Adrian?" Father called him again.
"Yeah?" He said in a vague tone. What happened to him now? Even I am not that lost.
"Tell the guest marriage will continue soon and apologize for the delay," Father instructed him as he nodded and left.
“Lawrence.” Father motioned me to come closer, I came closer and bent on my knees and held father's hand.
“Yes, Father?” I asked in a calm tone. Even though I want to say a lot of things to him that it's his fault this all happened but I didn't.
"Lawrence, I am sorry son. I shouldn't have arranged you in marriage. It's all my fault. You have all the right to be furious.” He said, guilt-ridden.
“None of it matters now.” I sighed, lowering my head.
“I ruined not only yours but also Evelyn's life." Father said with his head down in shame. I wanted to comfort my father but I couldn't, I just couldn't think of any words for his comfort. What he is saying is true.
"I am sorry, Son.." Father said once again. My grip tightened on his hand as I passed him a reassuring smile.
"It's alright, Father. I just want you to be with us. Never leave us, We are nothing without you." I kissed my father's hand.
“If that’s what you want, I will do it for you.” I said sincerely.
He petrified me. The thought of losing him frightened me without any extent and today I felt like my whole being stopped when he had that anxiety attack.
Father put his other hand over mine and began to say,
"Listen, Lawrence, I know both of you don't like each other. I know she is nothing but family to you. But now, After your marriage, she is your everything. You have to take care of her and respect her feelings.” He advises what I already know.
“Give her some space and time. I am sure your marriage will work. But remember one thing carefully, She is your Responsibility. Protecting her, Caring her, Loving her, Helping her, Respecting her and all those things; you'll have to do it. Okay, Son?"
"I promise father, I'll take great care of Evelyn and will try my best to be a good husband, to provide her with happiness." I passed a faint smile to Father and stood up.
‘Even though you don't want to be my wife but I promise I'll fulfill my every duty as your husband and ensure you won’t regret marrying me.
…I am burning endlessly in my misery. You threw me into that dark abyss so mercilessly. And this is caused by nothing but the fire of my love....Evelyn POV:-I look at my reflection in the mirror and in that reflection there's anything but me. An aristocratic woman with a cold heart torn into pieces stood there. A void girl with exhaust feelings. “Am I doing the right thing?” I whispered under my breath. What am I feeling right now is beyond anyone's understanding- even mine. I don't know what I am thinking or what I should be thinking. I just know that I saved lives by destroying my own. From outside, I looked like an exquisite lady with graceful and ravishing looks. But from inside, I feel like my fragmented heart is in a desolate place all alone in despair with no one to save it.I closed my eyes for a brief moment to escape from my world and remembered the anguish I felt in all those years because of him.***I was 8 years old and was sitting in the hall and mother said, "Eve
…Even though our time together was brief. Even though your fingers intertwined with mine for a brief moment. But, it was the most everlasting moment of my life...Evelyn POV:-I stood still at the Altar with my trampled dream of becoming- Never mind. My blank mind was clouded with different emotions like fear and heartbreak. I felt like my soul is even giving up on me. I closed my eyes for a short-lived solace which I can never receive ever again. I listened to the vows."And in happiness and sadness, I would stay by your side. Holding you close to me whenever you need me."If I recall correctly, Lawrence wrote his vows himself. I never thought I'd be listening to these and like that. That moment I want to leave everything and run without caring for a thing in the world. Away from all this tribulation. But I know I can't. My dried lips and hollow self prepare itself for what the priest is going to say next,"Do you, Lawrence Bayford, Take Evelyn Sawyer as your lawful wife?""I do,
…My life with you is something I would never trade for anything…Evelyn POV:-After getting out of the hall and meeting a whole crowd of media, I and Lawrence sat in the back seat of the BMW, I closed my eyes and leaned back on the seat and let out a sigh. Then I realized that we are going home. My heart began to thump very loudly when the drive began. My blood turns cold by each time we get nearer. I gulped and looked at Lawrence whose eyes were closed. He looked frustrated and my whole being went numb looking at him like that. I never saw him this frustrated before. Terrifying thoughts began to roam in my mind;Living in the same house as Adrian's as his Sister-In-Law, how embarrassing it can be. I just want to be away from Adrian. ‘What if Lawrence knew about me liking Adrian. What Should I do?’Lawrence is stressed, who knows that he is also like me- fake from outside. What if he took out his wrath on me when we reached home. ‘No, Lawrence won't do it, he is a nice guy. What
…I may not be your first love, but I hope I will be your last… Lawrence POV:- Here, we bound her poor soul with me and they are taking it lightly, over-confident as if we will work. How can they be collected about it when I am burning from inside? I know Evelyn doesn't have a lover but what if she likes someone else? What if she doesn’t accept me? Anything could happen but despite all this, she agreed for this marriage. I am deeply grateful for her. “Okay, here goes nothing.” I sighed. My heart began to beat so fast. Maybe I shouldn't go. I gulped and took a deep breath and opened the door and went inside. I walked closer, my body felt frozen with strange sensations. I looked at Evelyn, the moonlight was falling on her face enhancing her features more. She gave me a scared look and turned her gaze away from me. “Evelyn…” I should have known. Was she always scared of me? I walked towards her and leaned on the other side of the window. She didn't dare to lift her gaze. I th
....Our eyes met and I saw that look of passionate hatred burning in your eyes and that's the moment I understood, nothing is the same anymore...Evelyn POV:-I stood still as the cold droplets of water drenched my petite form. I shivered at the coldness of the water. My heart was beating so fast. “Calm down, Evelyn, Calm down.”I put my hand over my chest to calm my anxious self. I was worried for nothing. I looked at the floor as a tear released itself followed by a stream of them. No matter how much of a great husband Lawrence is, I still can't give him the love and affection he deserves. I sniffed and wiped my tears."Just be normal and act like Adrian is nothing but your Brother-In-Law."I scold myself for thinking about Adrian. I won't let this happen. I will think only about Lawrence and no one else. After spending quite a while in the shower, I wore the clothes Lawrence gave me. Unwanted convulsions emerge from my body when I realize that I am wearing Lawrence’s clothes an
…You are the label of my love…Evelyn POV:-I was getting ready to go to the Bayford Mansion. As usual, I was trying my best to look good so that Adrian might notice me but to no avail, though it hurt a lot to see him far enough to never reach but I bore it.Lawrence called me urgently so I went there.I greeted everyone and went to Lawrence, he gave me a side hug and we went to the garden."So? What is it?" I asked."Look, Evelyn, you are a girl." He began to say nervously, pacing around. "No, I am a boy," I said, pouting."Look, it's serious." He said a little seriously this time. I sighed as he continued."You know that girl I am dating, Hellen. I tried to take our relationship to an intimate level." My face lit up hearing that, "Really? What happened? Oh" I began to tease him."That didn't happen." He frowned, stopping and turning to me. "Then?" I said tilting my head in confusion."You know I can't control my anger and desires." I nodded."Even though I have seen none of that.
...I want never to leave you but how can I stay with you when you are not mine either?...Evelyn POV:-“Argh..”My eyes slowly opened and adjusted themselves to see clearly. The sunlight penetrating through the window made the room lit. I was laying on my stomach with my arms and legs stretched out. I yawn and frown at the sunlight that was igniting the room. I averted my gaze from the window to the bed and my eyes widened.I realized that I am not in my bed and whatever happened yesterday was true. I lay there still like I am drowned in the pool of my thoughts. “Oh my God, it was true…” I closed my eyes and sat on the bed. I rubbed my eyes and stayed in my messy form.After a while, my eyes fell upon Lawrence who was sleeping peacefully yet with discomfort on the couch. I kept looking at him as the flashbacks from yesterday rushed in my mind.I deeply sighed. No matter what, I am married now and I also promised that I'll be a good wife. I got out of bed and took a quick shower. M
...Is this love or a passion for your presence, either way, it's the most treasured feeling for me ever…Evelyn POV:-We reached the hall as everyone stopped their activity just to look at us. Watching the newlyweds made me slightly uncomfortable.Even though their gazes were soft and loving with the intention of blessing us, there is a certain person here who never fails to disrupt my mind. Lawrence gave me an assuring look to calm down, I stared back at him for a few seconds and passed him a faint smile as We greeted everyone."May God bless you both." Aunt Camila said. “Thank you.” I passed her a smile and we took a seat. My whole being went numb when I saw Adrian sitting in front of me. I let out rapid breaths to myself. Our eyes met for a second and a glint of hurt behind that smile of Adrian was clear which I tried my best to ignore and turn oblivious to it. I startled at this and averted my eyes from him, I didn't dare to meet his gaze again. Even though it didn't seem like
This never happened before. Congratulations, This is what love is. Evelyn POV:- I was leaning on the wall and staring at the pillar filled with red clothes but I stared at mine and smiled widely looking at it. As I was staring at it, I didn't notice that Lawrence came back from work and stood beside me. "May our marriage last forever." I heard his voice as I squeaked and turned my head and exhaled in relief, "Welcome home," I said. He hugged me and pecked my cheek. He leaned beside me and held my hand. "Sometimes the unexpected can become our salvation," I said. "Yeah... Who thought that I'll have such a blessed life." He said as I rested my head on his shoulder. "I thought this was the end of my world, who thought it was the start of my world," I said as we chuckled. "It's all because of your love." He said. "Our Love." I corrected it. "Do you remember when you were sick?" He said. I laughed a little, "Yeah.." **** I was so sick, this time, Skyler was a year old. Since I
...She was like the only flower fully blooming in the garden filled with wilted flowers... Evelyn POV:- I smiled as my raven lock fell on my back. I looked at my reflection in the mirror and looked exquisite, Such bewitching looks. I smiled as I wore that red frock that Lawrence gifted me on our first wedding anniversary. I didn't wear it before because I wanted to wear it when Skyler grew big enough to wear it. I applied a red lipstick and Skyler, who look really pretty in it whined that she also want to apply makeup, "No, Sweetie, Kids don't wear makeup." I scold. She pouted as I giggled and patted her back. "You're already so beautiful, You don't need it," I said as her face lit up again. We got ready and looked in the mirror for the last time. I smiled widely as I held the pendant Lawrence gave me in my hands and let this feeling of benediction fill me up. By the way, I am elated for this special occasion. What occasion? Adrian and Danielle's wedding. Ever since they agr
...With those teary eyes, filled with hope, she looked at me and I stood still. Thinking, whether I should forgive her for the pain she caused me or I should bear the scar and leave her behind just like she did... Evelyn POV:- It's been a month and everything is pretty much normal. We all are back to normal. And here I am, trying to put my daughter to sleep. Seems like she is on some sort of sleep strike. She is not sleeping at all. It's night and she hasn't slept all day so in the night. Lawrence was looking at me as I was walking in the darkroom with my precious pearl in my arms. I continued to hum as she is constantly giggling and I am too sleepy. I continued to walk as she continued to giggle. For a second, everything calmed down and a spark of hope that she's asleep filled me but it faded away when I heard Lawrence voice, "Not sleeping, huh?" And upon hearing her father's voice Skyler jumped out of my arm and thankfully even in the dark, she didn't fall on the ground. B
The beguiling looks that made me move closer to you, that made me submerge in those eyes that glisten with the love for me. But, not anymore... Evelyn POV:- "Stop it! All of you!" We heard a voice and turned to see a girl resembling Myra standing there. She was crying and walked closer. Myra hands begin to tremble as she produces a vague sound, "Hellen..." My eyes widened in shock when I heard it. Lawrence looked at her as if he knew that she would come here. "Stop it... " She said in a low tone. I continued to look at her. "What are you saying? They-" Myra was cut off when Hellen yelled, "That was all a lie! Nothing like this happened!" By her words, Myra was taken aback so am I. Lawrence POV:- Finally, Hellen came, She just recently came back. We met a few weeks ago. and before coming here, I told her about this and to come here as well. Thank God, She came at the right time. *** I was in my office then I was told that she is here to meet me. "Hey.." Hellen smiled and en
When you are not here, my heart seeks you like crazy because a partial view of yours is enough for me to lose myself in your love... Evelyn POV:- "Evelyn!" "Evelyn!" "Evelyn!" I heard my name being called over again over again. I slowly opened my eyes and comprehended my surroundings and the sudden realization hit me about what happened. I quickly sat up as a sudden pain shot through my body but bearing it, I looked around and saw Lawrence holding me close. Tears pricked in the corner of my eyes. "Lawrence... Where's Skyler?" I asked in a panic. He remained silent. I held his shirt and asked again. "Tell me Lawence! Where's Skyler?" Tears began to fall followed by a stream of them. "Please... Lawrence. Tell me.." I put my head on his chest and continued to cry. He rubbed my back and kissed my head. Filled with dread, that was my sweet daughter. My body began to quiver in dread that might not happen to my Skyler. No, I don't want to think about these scary things. "Nothi
....I knew we were meant to collide, What I didn't know is that colliding into you will make me crumble... Evelyn POV:- We reach the Bayfords land. The property belongs to Lawrence. Since it has nothing but forest, I was perplexed by this. When there's nothing, why are we here and, to be honest, I haven't been here before. This is my first time coming to Bayford lands. "Lawrence, Where are we going?" I asked. "Somewhere alone." He replied with a smirk. "Alone!" Syler shouted in excitement. I shook my head and looked out of the window. The view was beautiful. The forests, giving a feeling of a heavenly lull I feel relaxed by this. Finally, after a painfully long ride, We reached a lone house in the woods. It was beautiful. The woodwork is admirable. I smiled when I looked at it. Lawrence got out and took Skyler out. "Papa, Race!" Syler shouted. "Let me put all the stuff inside first," Lawrence said and Skyler nodded. "Come, Skyler," I called her to come inside but she shook
..And the feelings you evoked within me can never be explained by some mere words. I am so fascinated by your charm and I have found myself getting close to you. And all the things aside and my first meeting with you aside...Adrian POV:-I can't believe that my father wants me to marry Danielle. I can't marry her. I knew that father would also force me to marry a girl of his choice just like he did with my brother but Danielle is just too far away. I never thought that I'd have to marry her. She and I can't be together. We are not meant for each other.It's midnight and I left to see Danielle talk to her about it. I knocked on the door and she opened it. Her eyes look void like she can't feel anything. I looked away and said, "Let's talk on the rooftop." She gave me a nod and we left to talk on the rooftop.Danielle leaned on the railing and I put my hand on my neck as awkwardness filled me up. "Listen, Danielle..." I trailed off and began to think about what I should say, "What do
... I have a dream. You come in my dream. I have become yours and you have become mine in it and I wish that I will never wake up from it...Evelyn POV:-"Skyler!" I called out to my one-year-old daughter who has recently learned how to walk and grew 6 teeth. We all are amazed at the fact how she is growing that fast.Since she is the only baby and the joy of the house she is near everyone's heart. I walked downstairs and saw Adrian and Lawrence playing tag with Skyler. I sighed and bent and called her, "Skyler." Upon hearing my voice she came running towards me and hugged me. I picked her up and tickled her. I kissed her forehead and took her with me to feed her. The hardest task ever."Skyler!" I called her name childishly so when she opened her mouth I could shove the spoon of vermicelli in her mouth and she did. I fed her and after washing her face which was always decorated with the food she ate, We went down.Adrian took Skyler from me and left me in the empty hall. I huffed
...I don't know when and how you become my reason to worship. I don't know when I lost control over my heartbeat. I don't know when you become a habit of mine but I know one thing, the feeling is bliss...Evelyn POV:-After the press conference, We all were having dinner and it was full of chattering as usual. We all were talking then Danielle called Lawrence. He excused himself and left. After a few moments, he came back."What was it about?" I asked. "You know, about the conference. She is squeaking like a fangirl." Lawrence replied monotonously. I let out a chuckle and continued to eat."I feel so lucky to be your wife," I whispered to him. He smirked and held my hand under the table. "Is that so?" He whispered back. I smiled and nodded.I love this feeling of ultimate pleasure I receive when he is near me.A Few Weeks Later:-Everything is back to normal and we are living our lives. I feel so fortunate to have a husband like Lawrence. He is my everything. And I am feeling extreme