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81. Breaking

Kiara's POV:The night was a nightmare. Not just was I in physical pain due to this ridiculous accident, but the nightmares came creeping up on me, too. Well, to say I'm in a bad mood as my alarm sets off at 6am is an absolutely understatement. Without a shower and at least two coffees, I'd probably murder anyone who dares to speak to me or even look at me.I'm never in a good mood in the morning anyway. Ok, there might have been a short time where waking up was fun, but nope, I'm not thinking about it. And today, my mood is that bad. If I were to meet myself somewhere, I'd shit myself. Better learn how to fake a smile for that meeting. It probably will go down the drain if the people think I'm about to kill them.Then again, the Russians are well known to be hard business partners. They might be impressed by some death glares from me. Perhaps it's the way to push through this. I just don't know what they will think if I send my boss these death glares. He's more likely to get the wor
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82. No

Kiara's POV:The "No" of Dean keeps echoing in my head. I knew it was a stupid question to ask in the first place. But how do I react to this? He broke my heart in the first place, I can't go ahead and comfort him now over a possible heartbreak with Nadine.Damn, why did I ask? Couldn't I have just left it? Bitch, that's what you get for being concerned about your ex in the first place. Well damn. Before I can say anything, as I'm still lost in my thoughts, Dean gets up and walks to the bathroom, slamming the door shut behind him.Well, I guess that saves me asking any further questions. I mean, if he had really wanted to talk about it, he could have just said more than just a no. Right? Would I have said more? I guess not. But the fuck, why am I fussing about him being upset? Not ok? Or whatever. He hurt me in the worst kind of way, and I feel broken every single day. I'm not living, I'm only barely surviving at the moment. Everytime I see him, I feel like being shattered into even
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83. Moscow

Kiara's POV:The meeting went much to our satisfaction, and to my surprise and pleasure, I wasn't the only woman. There was a woman who might have been in her mid fortys and highly attractive, I need to mention, styled to perfection. At the end of the meeting, I get to talk to her a bit, and she tells me she was very happy to meet another business woman in a world mainly ruled and dominated by men.She's definitely my kind of woman.Once the main business talk is over, Dean and I get invited to one of their restaurants. As much as I hate the thought of going out with Dean, I know it would be extremely rude to turn the offer down. There's no chance to get showered and changed beforehand, either. As it's already 9pm, we head from the meeting directly to the restaurant.As I'm not sure what to order, I ask the woman, who's named Olga, to help me choose. Honestly, I'm a sucker for trying new food, and being in a foreign country is the best place to have it. Again, everything is extremely
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84. A successful man

Kiara's POV:I'm woken by a knock at the door. "Go away," I growl, and Dean's laugh appears from the other side of the door. "Come on, open up, Kar. It's time for breakfast." A short look at my phone on the night table tells me it's already 9am, and we have a long meeting day ahead of us. This time shift is killing me.Already pissed off, I yank the sheets off from me, stomp to the door, and open the door for him. The second he closes the door behind him and I hear the sharp intake of his breath, I realize how dazed my mind still was while opening the door."Holy fuck," he mutters underneath his breath, while staring at me dressed in my short creme coloured silk babydoll.It's not like he hasn't seen me in next to nothing before and less, but now everything is different. There's two ways out of this, blushing and running, or being sassy.Self confident, or at least I pretend to be, I stem my hands into my waist and wait for a moment. "Well, if you have seen enough, I'd much appreciat
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85. Clubbing

Kiara's POV "All I wanted was for you to feel like a Queen tonight and in place. These high-class clubs here are different from what you know at home. I didn't want you to feel out of place. And I.....I wanted to see you smile again. I mean a real smile, not one of those fake ones you try so hard to put on at the moment. I wanted to see you happy again." The last sentence leaves Dean's lips nearly inaudible."Why the fuck would you care?" I huff while poking my chips.Dean stays silent, his shoulders slack down while his eyes stay totally focused on the plate in front of him. This is how we spend the rest of the time, before parting to get ready for the night. We don't even touch the ridiculous expensive Champagne.Once I've finished getting myself ready, I'm standing in front of the mirror, my hands run down the soft fabric of the dress. It's short, like really short. A strapless, very tight fitting, silver, mini dress with a heart shaped cleavage. If it wasn't so tight fitting I'd
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86. Drunken nights

Kiara's POV:Dean's lips feel so perfect on mine, soft, passionate, desperately moving on mine. I've been missing and craving this feeling so damn much. When his tongue licks at the seam of my lips, asking me to open up for him, I automatically do. His minty, vodka mixed taste filling my mouth while his tongue starts playing with mine.Suddenly, I realize what I'm doing. He has a girlfriend, and I give him a hard push, back. "Dean, we c-c-can't," I stammer out. "You have a girlfriend, and I'm not some girl to do these things.""Forget about Nadine, honey. I miss you so awfully much."The elevator opens, and I rush out as fast as possible, with Dean hot on my heels. Reaching my door, I try to enter as fast as possible before I do something dead stupid. But Dean's fast enough, spins me around, and pins me against the door.His hand reaches to the choker necklace and grips the string dangling down, his hand sliding down it against the skin of my chest until he reaches the point where it
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87. Missing details

Kiara's POV:Needing to pee, brush my teeth, and wash myself, I move from his embrace, leaving him complaining behind. Just as I'm finished, I start puking. Great, I knew I was drunk, and I drunk hell of a lot of vodka, and the room is spinning, but I can't remember the last time I actually puked due to drinking.Dean comes rushing in. "You ok, Kar? Damn, I knew you had too many shots.""Yeah, and you just shook them decently up. I like vodka sour, but not this way." I manage to make fun of it before puking again. Dean holds my hair back, although I try to send him away a dozen times. I nearly fall asleep with my head resting next to the toilet, ewww.Once things finally seem to settle, Dean helps me up to the sink and brush my teeth once more. Dean uses the spare toothbrush himself and smiles at me. "Another thing I miss every single day," he sighs.I wish he'd just stop saying these kinds of things. In the morning this will be over, and I can't pretend it was just a fuck to me. Perh
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88. News

Dean's POV:All I wanted and needed was some time with Kiara this weekend. Watching her every single day without being able to be close to her, seeing the pain I am putting her through written all over her face, all of it was killing me. I'm such a fucking jerk for the way I've been treating her the last couple of weeks. If only I had known a different way. And it hurts like hell to know that I possibly destroyed the best thing I've ever had in my life. Tyler had every right to say all those things to me. Although I'm glad Kiara has him, it scares the shit out of me at the same time. There's no way I want to watch her move on with Tyler, Brad, or an Igor.That Igor guy was driving me fucking insane, the looks he gave her, the way his hand was on her back. Worse than anything though, was the way she responded to it, smiling at him, laughing with him. There was still the hurt in her eyes, but it lifted a little. God dammit, I don't want anyone else to lift that pain from her.I want t
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89. Dr Pierce

Dean's POV:"Dean, have you seen the news?" He asks, worried."Yes, dad. Just seen it." My voice breaks again."Thank god you weren't in that car." I wish I had been to be honest. I wish I had been with her. "Do you know anything about her? How she is or where they took her?""No," is all I reply."Look, I know you're back together with Nadine. But I think you still feel for Kiara, don't you?""I love her, dad. I love her more than anything. Can you help me find out where they took her?" Now's not the time to explain the situation with Nadine."I'll give Dr Pierce a call. You know he's not really allowed to give us any information. But I think if anyone can help us, it would be him. I'll get back to you as soon as possible.""Thanks, dad."Just when we hang up, Taylor, Nick, Chris, and Sean arrive. Sean looks like a total desaster, his eyes bloodshot while Nick is holding him upright with a very concerned look on his face. Sean and Kiara are like brothers and sisters, she has told me
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90. It's her

Dean's POV:Tyler comes rushing outside while I'm hunched over and puking."Oh my god, please don't........no.....no....Kiara......please don't tell me she's......" He's not even able to finish his sentence. Oh god, I didn't even think about how this would look to the others, with me rushing out in tears and puking. It's hard to breathe right now, let alone say a word. My heart is slamming so hard in my chest, while my body is shaking uncontrollably. Unable to do a thing, anxiety takes total control of me. There's no way I could survive losing her."Breathe and talk to me, Dean." Tyler pleads."Give him a moment," my dad's voice appears."Is she....?" Tyler's voice sounds like it's breaking too."No, she's in surgery. It's very severe, though. All we can do is wait and pray.""How severe?" Sean's totally rough voice inquires."I'm not going to lie. It's bad. She has several severe injuries and lost a lot of blood. There's a possibility she won't make it and many over risks. But the d
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