All Chapters of Racing Desires: Chapter 71 - Chapter 80

Kiara's POV:The last four weeks have been a hell of a ride. After the night we went out with our friends and our makeup session, which somehow extended through all of Sunday and even lunchbreak on Monday, I was hoping things were good. But by Monday night, I had the moody Dean back.He's been so moody that even Brent invited me into his office during the second week to ask me about it. No one seems to know what's going on with him. Even Tyler and him got into a huge argument about nothing, and once Tyler told him to treat me better, he totally lost it. In the end, Tyler had a broken nose. I felt so sorry for Tyler. After that, Dean's mood dropped even more at the fact about what he had done.One evening, when he came back drunk, he confided into me crying while telling me how badly he's losing his shit at the moment. Saying he can't cope with things and doesn't know how the hell to get out of it. But it's only in those drunken moments that he will admit to at least something.There h

Kiara's POV:"Kiss me, Kar. Please!" Dean begs once more.After this confession and all the pain on Dean's face, I can't help but lean in to kiss him. His strong arms pull me tighter against his chest while our kiss deepens. The way he kisses me feels like he's afraid to be on the verge of losing me any moment.Tasting him is so addicting. No matter how angry I am, I will always want more of Dean. And right now, I understand his pain. I understand why he doesn't want me near Logan, so I'm fine with that. We still have all the other issues, but this is one pain I can ease right now.A deep groan escapes Dean's chest when I start nibbling, kissing and sucking his neck."Fuck Kar, you have no idea how good that feels." His voice ever so deep and husky.I'm going to take his mind off things for tonight, no matter what else is haunting him at the moment. Slowly I start unbuttoning his shirt and trail kisses along his bare chest, the further I unbutton his shirt, the further down my kisses

Kiara's POV:My whole world has just crumbled to my feet. Even though I had the feeling after his message last night that this might be happening, there was still this tiny stupid hope left inside of me, hoping there was a good explanation for it. I was holding on to the string that he would never cheat. Not after the pain we both went through after both of our partners were cheating on us.Why didn't he just tell me it's over? Why did he keep on lying, telling me he loves me? That it's only business with Nadine. Why did he sleep with me only a day before this? My hope and love were too strong to give up on him, and he just went ahead and broke me worse than anyone else ever could.I'm such a stupid girl for ignoring all the red flags. For hoping for more. For being just as dumb as my mother.Even if it kills me even more, I need to know what is written in the magazine. As there obviously was an interview too. Without getting up, I simply reach out to the top of the desk and pull the

Kiara's POV:I don't know how I made it, but running like for my dear life seemed to have worked. Jesus, I'm faster than the elevator, even all those floors down. My lungs burn like hell. But the heck, rather this pain than the other one that is constantly burning deep down inside my heart and soul. As soon as I reach my car, the elevator doors slide open."God damn it, Kiara. Just wait for a second." Dean calls out. I fight the urge to be close to him because I know it will only result in even more pain. This is the reason I went kinda flying down those stairs. Before Dean can reach me, I'm in my Mustang and lock the doors. "Open the god damn doors, Kar. This is being so childish. Can't we talk like normal adults about it?"I open a tiny slit to the window. "What do you want to talk about, how you fucked your ex, well now girlfriend again, while I was waiting for you? Is that what you want to talk about? Or how you still told me bullshit about love, because I'm mentally unstable? Or

Kiara's POV:I've had two damn days to get myself mentally prepared for the trip tomorrow, but it seems impossible to prepare myself for it. To top it off any time, I left my office for whatever reason, if it was for a coffee, to get the paper refilled, to come or leave, and pick up things from Gina or whatever. Dean would be in the hallway.It was nearly as if he knew the exact moment to appear, which was creepy, and at the same time, I felt this incredible pain any time I saw him. And if I wouldn't know better, I'd say he looked pained too. He's probably pained having to spend the weekend with me. That's why he's also acting so crazy around everyone.Apparently, his mood has been really bad again, and the whole office is suffering. He's been yelling at anyone who wasn't doing their work or what he thought wasn't decent work. Gina started stuttering again whenever he was close. Is she attracted to him him? Most definitely! But I think her stuttering actually comes due to his intimida