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Racing Desires 88. News
Dean's POV:All I wanted and needed was some time with Kiara this weekend. Watching her every single day without being able to be close to her, seeing the pain I am putting her through written all over her face, all of it was killing me. I'm such a fucking jerk for the way I've been treating her the last couple of weeks. If only I had known a different way. And it hurts like hell to know that I possibly destroyed the best thing I've ever had in my life. Tyler had every right to say all those things to me. Although I'm glad Kiara has him, it scares the shit out of me at the same time. There's no way I want to watch her move on with Tyler, Brad, or an Igor.That Igor guy was driving me fucking insane, the looks he gave her, the way his hand was on her back. Worse than anything though, was the way she responded to it, smiling at him, laughing with him. There was still the hurt in her eyes, but it lifted a little. God dammit, I don't want anyone else to lift that pain from her.I want t
Racing Desires 89. Dr Pierce
Dean's POV:"Dean, have you seen the news?" He asks, worried."Yes, dad. Just seen it." My voice breaks again."Thank god you weren't in that car." I wish I had been to be honest. I wish I had been with her. "Do you know anything about her? How she is or where they took her?""No," is all I reply."Look, I know you're back together with Nadine. But I think you still feel for Kiara, don't you?""I love her, dad. I love her more than anything. Can you help me find out where they took her?" Now's not the time to explain the situation with Nadine."I'll give Dr Pierce a call. You know he's not really allowed to give us any information. But I think if anyone can help us, it would be him. I'll get back to you as soon as possible.""Thanks, dad."Just when we hang up, Taylor, Nick, Chris, and Sean arrive. Sean looks like a total desaster, his eyes bloodshot while Nick is holding him upright with a very concerned look on his face. Sean and Kiara are like brothers and sisters, she has told me
Racing Desires 90. It's her
Dean's POV:Tyler comes rushing outside while I'm hunched over and puking."Oh my god, please don't........no.....no....Kiara......please don't tell me she's......" He's not even able to finish his sentence. Oh god, I didn't even think about how this would look to the others, with me rushing out in tears and puking. It's hard to breathe right now, let alone say a word. My heart is slamming so hard in my chest, while my body is shaking uncontrollably. Unable to do a thing, anxiety takes total control of me. There's no way I could survive losing her."Breathe and talk to me, Dean." Tyler pleads."Give him a moment," my dad's voice appears."Is she....?" Tyler's voice sounds like it's breaking too."No, she's in surgery. It's very severe, though. All we can do is wait and pray.""How severe?" Sean's totally rough voice inquires."I'm not going to lie. It's bad. She has several severe injuries and lost a lot of blood. There's a possibility she won't make it and many over risks. But the d
Racing Desires 91. Fighting
Dean's POV:One and a half hours have passed since I ran out here, and I have definitely calmed down. But as soon as we reach the waiting area, the panic of losing her is drowning me again, pulling me far underneath the surface. It seems nearly impossible to breathe, I've not had anxiety attacks in years. At least my dad remembers how to get me through this, and we breathe through it together.Gale gets us all some coffee and something to eat. I haven't really eaten much at all today. Due to the argument, I didn't eat breakfast. During the flight, I was still so torn by her words and everything. I only had a couple of grapes. And well, when Tyler called, I was just on my first piece of pizza.And now it's nighttime. We're all sipping coffee, eating chocolate bars, something I never usually do. And watching the news. Now, it's only repeating everything that was said earlier. They somehow managed to get closer photos from the car crash and now also add in photos and videos taken by eye
Racing Desires 92. Decisions
Dean's POV:Dr Pierce is the one to speak to me while the other two stay in the background. "Well, the surgents have finished on Kiara as you can probably guess. At this point, they have managed to save her life. Her spleen has been taken out. The metal is out, and both of her legs are still attached to her. What so ever, the blood loss was huge. And the damage done to her legs was massive. The blood hadn't been flowing into her legs for a whole while. Besides the bone crashes, we can't say if her legs will ever fully function again. Nerves were trapped and not supplied by blood. Within the next few hours, her legs are going to swell up due to the damage, too. This might cause the main blood vessels and nerves to be trapped again.And then there's another issue we wanted to talk to you about. With this massive amount of injuries she has to recover from now, we would usually keep her sedated in an artificial coma. But with the babies... " he breathes in deeply before heading on. "The
Racing Desires 93. Deep breaths
Dean's POV:Walking back in, I already see Dr Pierce waiting with the others. He's talking to Sean, who is still extremely upset, too. Dr Pierce promises him to be allowed in by tonight if things don't get too bad with Kiara. I even feel a little guilty that I'm allowed in, although I treated her bad the last couple of weeks and have only known her for a few months now. While Sean has known and been there for her ever since.But she's my big love and she's carrying my babies. I need to be with her. Before I leave with Dr Pierce, I tell everyone to go home, get some rest, and I'll keep them updated. Besides, I request everyone not to give any information to any media or anyone else. The longer they believe, she might be dead already; the safer Kiara is.As my battery is running low, I quickly tell my dad to bring a charger later on and switch my phone off."She should be waking up very soon. As soon as she starts waking up, we'll give her a light dose to sedate her until we know how mu
Racing Desires 94. Security
Dean's POV:*****8 days later*****The last eight days have nearly all been the same procedure, as soon as the pain was getting too bad, she was being sedated again. In the last two days, they've been taking the dose down a lot, and I slowly have the feeling she's coming around and catching on to the things I tell her. Her heart rate goes up when either I or Sean come into the room.I was a bit more relieved when the security arrived on the second day. They all had to register personally with me and sign a confidentiality agreement to never let anyone know about Kiara. I keep a close eye on them, so no one can just sneak into that team. No one is allowed to enter this room without being controlled and approved of. I even tried to reduce the amount of nurses and doctors allowed in here if there isn't an emergency. There's no risking anything anymore.Watching her in so much pain has been killing me every time. I think next to seeing her nearly die, this was the worst part. But she's al
Racing Desires 95. Trust
Kiara's POV:*****4 Days later*****Dean has been trying his hardest to convince me of his love the last four days. At the moment, I'm not quite sure what to believe. My heart wants to believe him so badly, but my trust in people has been shredded to pieces in the last couple of months. Brad, Nora, my parents, Dean, they have all shredded it.There's no doubt I miss and love him so much. We're going to be parents. But can I look past what happened with Nadine? He keeps on telling me there's a reason for all of this, and I'm to trust him. Then again, he doesn't give me a single clue on what's going on. Or what exactly happened between him and Nadine.My mind is going in circles, going between what my heart wants and the toxic things that have happened, which I definitely don't want. Apparently, it's too early to tell me anything about the whole thing going on. What does it mean when he says it was all fake? Did he still have sex with her? What did they do together? These and many more
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Racing Desires Epilogue part 3 THE END
****12 years later****Dean's POV:"Dad, why the fuck am I not allowed to go to the party?" Phoebe whines and there's no doubt where she's got her language from."Because I said no. You're seventeen. You're not going to some party where the guys are just waiting to get you drunk and do things with you." "Damn dad, I'm seventeen and a half, so in half a year, I'm legal and can do whatever I want. Besides, you know exactly I can't do shit. You'll know exactly what I'm doing anyway.""Yes, the last time I had to see you kiss some guy as newest tweet from some stupid tabloid. And I'm sure not having that again." For years, I hated the media showing so much interest in our kids. Now, for the first time, I can see the perks of it as our kids can't do shit without us not knowing. Or them at least being afraid of getting caught."Damn, it was just a kiss. I didn't fuck him or anything. He didn't even touch me.""If he had, he'd be a dead man by now." I grit out, not even wanting to think abou
Racing Desires Epilogue part 2
**** 3,5 years later****Kiara's POV:From my shaded place at the pool, I take a glance over to my husband. The way his muscles flex along his broad worked out shoulders is ever so delicious. God, how can someone look so incredibly good and mouth-watering? He turns around, and his toned chest and abs are right on view for me. The way his wet shorts cling to his body showing every well-built leg muscle, too. It definitely has my heat rising.His hands run through his wet hair while he clears his throat once he's standing in front of me. Damn, the way the water is drizzling down every perfect shaped and toned muscle on his body. And those wet, full, soft lips which are now twisting into a crooked smirk."Honey, if you keep on looking at me like that, I'll never finish preparing for Wyatt's birthday party in two hours. Jeez, just the look on your face turns me on like hell.""It's not my fault you had to jump into the pool and look so incredible delicious," I defend myself."Sorry, I nee
Racing Desires Epilogue part 1
Kiara's POV: ****nearly 1,5 years later****My dreamy eyes linger on my two toddlers in front of the Christmas tree, while Dean is trying to convince them to play with the toys he so proudly chose but now aren't of interest to any of them. Instead, they are having hell of a fun playing with the wrapping paper. "Why the hell did I spend so much money on toys if all they want is some stupid wrapping paper?" Dean complains while walking up to me. Dean is such an adorable dad, and my heart swells every time I see my three loved ones playing together."I told you they don't need all of this fancy stuff and the amount of toys you bought. You went a little crazy again, didn't you?""I just want them to be happy and have everything they wish for." The expression on his face is a little sulky while looking across the floor to Phoebe and Leo. Phoebe, in the meantime, finds it awfully funny to put the sticky ends on to her brother and hiding his face under the wrapping paper."They're not even
Racing Desires Thank you
Hi dear reader, if you have come this far, I want to thank you from the bottom of my soul for reading and supporting me with this book. As a new writer, it means the world to me.I do know that I have put you on hell of a roller coaster with this book. Due to my brain tumour, I also know there are still errors in grammar and spelling. But I hope you can look past them and enjoy the story.If you've enjoyed the book (including hating it at times), it would mean an awful lot to me if you could vote for this book. And of course, every gem you give is like a gem to my heart.At this point, it's only the epilogue left to come. As it's turned out freaky long (nearly 6,5k words), it will be divided into 3 parts.THANK YOU!!!!I hope to see you on future books perhaps, too.Lots of love Jackie♥️♥️
Racing Desires 128. Fairytale
Kiara's POV:Once I've made sure to show my appearance nearly everywhere once, I take my time to fully take in everything here. This place is a huge mansion, and the garden is amazing. I've never seen anything like it. It's like a huge sculptured park with all kinds of flowers everywhere. The air is filled with a sweet scent of the roses and lavender. I love lavender. There are secret hideouts, fountains, a lake, and huge old trees, giving this place a romantic look as if it were from another century. Nancy obviously went all out on the decorations, too. I can see fairy lights everywhere, which are probably meant to light up the garden in the evening. Flower bouquets are spread throughout the area, torches put up for the night, huge ribbons, and other kinds of decorations wherever you look. We're so lucky with the summer weather, making it perfect. It's warm, but the many old trees give us enough space for people being able to stand and sit in the shade.This looks like a fairy tale
Racing Desires 127. From now until forever
Kiara's POV:,"You're so god damn beautiful, Mrs Arlington." Dean whispers full of awe against my lips before drawing fully back. I love the way that sounds.People around us start laughing and cheering even more at Dean's eager kiss. Neither of us wanted to break out of it. He noticed right away when my legs had reached their limit, and now I'm in his amazing, strong arms. Arms, which make me feel treasured and protected in every single way.Sean was the only one who knew about me wanting to walk down the aisle. He rushes down the other end, where I have left my wheelchair behind, and he gets it for me. Tyler uses his chance to squeeze us first, and I literally mean squeeze because what he's doing right now isn't hugging. He's squeezing the living shit out of us."Air, Tyler. I need air." I manage to get out totally breathless while being squashed between Dean and him. "We're not a hamburger, and I'm not the piece of meat in between.""Oh, beautiful, but I wouldn't mind you being the
Racing Desires 126. Breathtaking
Dean's POV:And then she appears with Sean at her side. My heart stops for a second, as I don't just see my absolutely stunning bride, but also see how she gets up out of her wheelchair. Oh my god, she starts walking towards me, secured by Sean's arm. Step by step, she comes closer.Everyone around us is gasping at her sight."Holy fuck!" Tyler exclaims.I feel the urge to rush up to her and carry her the rest of the way here. I can clearly see she is struggling, but also how determined she is to walk her way up to me. She must have trained more than I knew. I had no idea she was able to walk again at all. Tears start rolling down my cheeks at my incredible bride.She's so strong, and seeing her walk totally knocks the breath out of me. Besides, she is absolutely stunning. Beautiful, sexy all in all beyond imagination. The dress she is wearing is beautiful too. As soon as she's in front of me, I can't hold back and wrap my arms around her and cry. I don't care what the people think,
Racing Desires 125. Will she come?
Dean's POV:The last couple of hours have been torture. No scratch that ever since she left the house yesterday at lunchtime has been a torture. Damn, it's only been a little over 24 hours, and I'm missing her like hell. At least I had Phoebe and Leo during the daytime yesterday, while Gale took Kiara for a spa. But since Gale picked up my babies last night, I missed them all so incredible much.Tyler and Chris wanted to go for a strip club. No way was I up for that. I don't want to see any other woman naked in front of me, other than my own girl. To my surprise, Tyler even wasn't too pushy about it and quickly understood. Of course, he had a remark about it."Honestly, man, if I had Kiara at home, I wouldn't want to see any other chick naked again either. She's the jackpot, and no sexy stripper could keep up to that. Fuck, I'd never let her out of the bed again and fuck her until she couldn't walk and keep it going." Yes, he did get a smack for that from me.The thing with Tyler is,
Racing Desires 124. Excitement
Kiara's POV:Only minutes later, I hear the knock at the door Nancy and Gale have arrived. Apparently, Nancy has already been to our location where we're marrying, making sure everything is being prepared as it should be. She scares the shit out of me when she yells through the phone because the wedding cake hasn't been delivered yet. And there was me thinking I could be a badass and impatient.Gale gives me a huge smile and hug. "How are you feeling, darling?""Excited and nervous," I lower my voice for only her to hear. "And a little scarred of Nancy, to be honest." Gale looks across to Nancy, who is still yelling orders through the phone and laughs."You should have heard her ramble away beforehand. She was beyond pissed because the table clothes apparently now are an off-white instead of an eggshell white like she had ordered. Honestly, I couldn't tell the difference, but for her, it was a huge disaster, and she's saying the whole colour scheme has been messed up through it. She's
