All Chapters of The Alpha’s Lottery Wife: Chapter 91 - Chapter 100

RAINISlowly I came back to self realization, I looked round the room as I could still feel his presence in the room, instinctively I nudged myself closer to where he was.A heaviness filled the air and my lungs. Uncertain. Suggestive. I couldn't say all I knew was that I wanted this moment to be forever -The sudden realization of that one fact made me scared, deep down in my mind I wondered if this was what I really wanted.The silent seconds was like a grenade that would go off any second—As much as I loved this man there was this unknown fear I couldn't quite describe that was as a heavy weight in my chest.It felt too quiet, this thrill that was traveling l beneath my skin that thrummed heavily at having him there.All I could think of was if I had what it took to go through all of this, it seemed quite difficult doing that not with the way he looked at me, like I was the best gift he would ever have.He shifted. “Can we talk?”“About what?” I asked looking into his eyes, There w

RAINII just couldn’t get it out of my mind.Zavier loved me? Or was this a joke? Or was I hallucinating?He actually said it to me and I felt so many butterflies running around in my stomach. I felt relaxed but also perplexed. I didn’t know what exactly was right and what I was doing wrong, I just felt a little bit uneasy.Since yesterday it has been very hard for me to take it off my mind and I just kept on considering it.Did he really mean it?Was he joking?Or was this one of his expensive jokes?This was very serious and it managed to shake me off instantly.I just couldn’t stop thinking about it and how much it would have meant for him to be able to tell me that.A part of me was overjoyed about it and kept on criticizing me for walking out on him in the first place.A lot of things were on my mind and the most important one was how I was going to answer him.I knew how much I loved him but I didn’t know if I panicked or I felt it was wrong but whatever it was, I walked out on

RAINI Sometimes the fingers of time can't be turned and this seems like one of those moments, the whole situation and everything she said left my mind in an array of mess.I was succumbing to how certain situations could be timeless, I wished I could change it and take back that moment I walked out, perhaps I should have listened to him.Hearing River speak had pointed out so many things, it had shown me more reason why I had made a wrong decision walking out on him.In the afterwake of the whole situation, I was left to reflect on the whole situation. All I could do was walk to the bar for a drink.Minutes later I was right there at the bar, pouring myself a finger of whiskey.The whole whiskey had a kind of warmth in my stomach but yet it couldn't fill in the blank spaces I was having in my soul and mind.While still seated right here on the chair, my phone beeped with a notification.I stared right at it for a minute, looking at River number.River: Hey, where are you?Me: At th

RAINI All that filled the room after my last comment was silence, it was enough to radiate even between us as I could feel the aura radiating in a manner that seemed so alluring.In fact, the quiet seemed to eat at me the entire drive, I could feel it everywhere around me. The moment was like one of those where you say something that you can't take back, I was in that exact state at the moment.My facts were baseless, but with the way River had reacted today I was in no mood to watch that happen again."Are you sure about what you just told me?"She looked at me like I had said the most likely extraordinary thing, I hated being watched that way,being watched like I was a fucking liar…regardless I could understand her perceptive.I rolled my eyes. "Well, yet to run any test …so I am not certain yet about any of this."She looked as though I was trying to find out if I was hiding something, it was as though she didn't believe that I wasn't with a child."Common Bianca, quit looking at

RAINIUnder the rays of the moon and the wind blowing through the garden I walked slowly deep in thought, intrigued about how the whole situationship had gone, all that filled my mind were the thought of the thrills it came with as well as the ups and downs.I imagined if I lay on the brick patio all day and dwell in my thoughts, from the kidnap to Giselle threat's at the beginning, the scenario with the daffodils all it left was a sigh.“Really, Raini,” I cautioned myself.It was hotter than blue blazes out here around this time of the month and I could tell already that the high-waisted shorts and a short top I was wearing won't be enough to put the whole stress away all I wanted this moment was a good swim, but it was too late to do that as wellA Drop of sweat still ran down my back. Just as I heard something move behind me , I turned to see who it was, hoping it wasn't Zav as I wouldn't be able to handle everything at the moment, not with the rate at which my heart was beating.