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RAINISlowly I came back to self realization, I looked round the room as I could still feel his presence in the room, instinctively I nudged myself closer to where he was.A heaviness filled the air and my lungs. Uncertain. Suggestive. I couldn't say all I knew was that I wanted this moment to be forever -The sudden realization of that one fact made me scared, deep down in my mind I wondered if this was what I really wanted.The silent seconds was like a grenade that would go off any second—As much as I loved this man there was this unknown fear I couldn't quite describe that was as a heavy weight in my chest.It felt too quiet, this thrill that was traveling l beneath my skin that thrummed heavily at having him there.All I could think of was if I had what it took to go through all of this, it seemed quite difficult doing that not with the way he looked at me, like I was the best gift he would ever have.He shifted. “Can we talk?”“About what?” I asked looking into his eyes, There w
The Alpha’s Lottery Wife 93
ZAVIERA hard shelled heart, I had always kept that till this woman.I thought my perception of herpersonality would be a big enough repellent, but that had been only at the beginning as gradually this werewolf felt tamed.So far my hard heart has shielded me from pain and so many vices and pain that could come from the outside world and couldn’t be cracked without strong tools. But then she had done just that.Raini had lowered that barrier that bared a part of me not many had seen—she had touched the most vulnerable me.She was like a thick cloud hovering over my mind, and I was trying to get her off to no avail.Not when I looked at her, those eyes could steal any man soul and especially not when she spoke with that soft,warm voice that soaked through my skin and ran straight to my heart and soul.I now understood my fascination with her, The fact that I could be lumped into being addicted to her was too hard to take in..I wasn’t sure why I let her see that side of me, but it
The Alpha’s Lottery Wife 94
RAINII just couldn’t get it out of my mind.Zavier loved me? Or was this a joke? Or was I hallucinating?He actually said it to me and I felt so many butterflies running around in my stomach. I felt relaxed but also perplexed. I didn’t know what exactly was right and what I was doing wrong, I just felt a little bit uneasy.Since yesterday it has been very hard for me to take it off my mind and I just kept on considering it.Did he really mean it?Was he joking?Or was this one of his expensive jokes?This was very serious and it managed to shake me off instantly.I just couldn’t stop thinking about it and how much it would have meant for him to be able to tell me that.A part of me was overjoyed about it and kept on criticizing me for walking out on him in the first place.A lot of things were on my mind and the most important one was how I was going to answer him.I knew how much I loved him but I didn’t know if I panicked or I felt it was wrong but whatever it was, I walked out on
The Alpha’s Lottery Wife 95
ZAVIER.My heart at this moment was like a place I didn't know, or wasn't so used to, in a way it left me with a feeling of frustration. One was trying so hard to get rid off from my mind and soul as the two felt the blow.There was one fact, and that was there was no woman's heart I'd be more attached to or than at the heart of the woman Ravier, it was so easy saying this and I could tell why it was a bit difficult for me to just let go of her.It could be that my heart was like the last piece of a puzzle, and her mere existence was a perfect fit to make it whole.No matter what I was, I could tell that my heart would always seek her's.I could be anything in the world and not a billionaire and alpha, yet I would havefound my way to her.It was like the law of attraction, only this time I was attracted to the poles of her heart. My heart was doing just one thing,It was seeking a way to get her to my side.Most times, or rather all through my life I had thought that the name Zavi
The Alpha’s Lottery Wife 96
RAINI Sometimes the fingers of time can't be turned and this seems like one of those moments, the whole situation and everything she said left my mind in an array of mess.I was succumbing to how certain situations could be timeless, I wished I could change it and take back that moment I walked out, perhaps I should have listened to him.Hearing River speak had pointed out so many things, it had shown me more reason why I had made a wrong decision walking out on him.In the afterwake of the whole situation, I was left to reflect on the whole situation. All I could do was walk to the bar for a drink.Minutes later I was right there at the bar, pouring myself a finger of whiskey.The whole whiskey had a kind of warmth in my stomach but yet it couldn't fill in the blank spaces I was having in my soul and mind.While still seated right here on the chair, my phone beeped with a notification.I stared right at it for a minute, looking at River number.River: Hey, where are you?Me: At th
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RAINIFor a reason I couldn't quite justify, River was mad at me.If I didn't know her too well I would have thought Zavier put her up to the task though I couldn't point out reasons why this was the case.As she walked out …"River." I said, trying to get her to look at me.She didn’t stop at my voice. She climbed in Zavier's car and slammed thedoor.My chest burned, and without realizing how I’d gotten there and stood close to where she was while staring down at her.“What happened?” I demanded as soon as I opened the door and sat in the driver's seat.She shook her head. “Nothing. Can we go?”It was funny she was playing the nothing trick on a fellow woman as everyone knew that when a woman said nothing she was fucking lying.“You expect me to believe that all of this had to do with nothing?".Her gaze shot to me, and now I had her. Now I could see the turmoil as it sunk deeper into her eyes and was quite reflective.“Yeah?” she whispered.“Yeah. After you tell me why the fuck yo
The Alpha’s Lottery Wife 98
RAINI All that filled the room after my last comment was silence, it was enough to radiate even between us as I could feel the aura radiating in a manner that seemed so alluring.In fact, the quiet seemed to eat at me the entire drive, I could feel it everywhere around me. The moment was like one of those where you say something that you can't take back, I was in that exact state at the moment.My facts were baseless, but with the way River had reacted today I was in no mood to watch that happen again."Are you sure about what you just told me?"She looked at me like I had said the most likely extraordinary thing, I hated being watched that way,being watched like I was a fucking liar…regardless I could understand her perceptive.I rolled my eyes. "Well, yet to run any test …so I am not certain yet about any of this."She looked as though I was trying to find out if I was hiding something, it was as though she didn't believe that I wasn't with a child."Common Bianca, quit looking at
The Alpha’s Lottery Wife 99
ZAVIERIn a few days our agreement would end and the contract marriage would be dissolved, at first I couldn't wait for this to happen but as it is now closer than ever I dreaded it. I sighed absentmindedly as I fiddled with my food. I occasionally stuff my mouth with food and chew for a very long time to avoid anyone knowing that I wasn't fine.My mind wasn't at rest as dozens of questions coursed through it, what was the next line of action? Would I just stand back and watch everything go down the drain? I looked at the faces at the table and they all beamed with smiles while I fake a smile as well."Are you enjoying the food?" Raini suddenly asks, startling me.I almost jumped out of my skin in fright but I was quick to mask my shock and fake a smile."Of course I am." I said convincingly.She looked unconvinced but chose to let it go. I let out a breath which I didn't know I still held in, there were a lot of things to do and this one was just too urgent. There was no one I could
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