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RAINI

Slowly I came back to self realization, I looked round the room as I could still feel his presence in the room, instinctively I nudged myself closer to where he was.

A heaviness filled the air and my lungs. Uncertain. Suggestive. I couldn't say all I knew was that I wanted this moment to be forever -

The sudden realization of that one fact made me scared, deep down in my mind I wondered if this was what I really wanted.

The silent seconds was like a grenade that would go off any second—As much as I loved this man there was this unknown fear I couldn't quite describe that was as a heavy weight in my chest.

It felt too quiet, this thrill that was traveling l beneath my skin that thrummed heavily at having him there.

All I could think of was if I had what it took to go through all of this, it seemed quite difficult doing that not with the way he looked at me, like I was the best gift he would ever have.

He shifted. “Can we talk?”

“About what?” I asked looking into his eyes, There w