RAINI Sometimes the fingers of time can't be turned and this seems like one of those moments, the whole situation and everything she said left my mind in an array of mess.I was succumbing to how certain situations could be timeless, I wished I could change it and take back that moment I walked out, perhaps I should have listened to him.Hearing River speak had pointed out so many things, it had shown me more reason why I had made a wrong decision walking out on him.In the afterwake of the whole situation, I was left to reflect on the whole situation. All I could do was walk to the bar for a drink.Minutes later I was right there at the bar, pouring myself a finger of whiskey.The whole whiskey had a kind of warmth in my stomach but yet it couldn't fill in the blank spaces I was having in my soul and mind.While still seated right here on the chair, my phone beeped with a notification.I stared right at it for a minute, looking at River number.River: Hey, where are you?Me: At th
RAINIFor a reason I couldn't quite justify, River was mad at me.If I didn't know her too well I would have thought Zavier put her up to the task though I couldn't point out reasons why this was the case.As she walked out …"River." I said, trying to get her to look at me.She didn’t stop at my voice. She climbed in Zavier's car and slammed thedoor.My chest burned, and without realizing how I’d gotten there and stood close to where she was while staring down at her.“What happened?” I demanded as soon as I opened the door and sat in the driver's seat.She shook her head. “Nothing. Can we go?”It was funny she was playing the nothing trick on a fellow woman as everyone knew that when a woman said nothing she was fucking lying.“You expect me to believe that all of this had to do with nothing?".Her gaze shot to me, and now I had her. Now I could see the turmoil as it sunk deeper into her eyes and was quite reflective.“Yeah?” she whispered.“Yeah. After you tell me why the fuck yo
RAINI All that filled the room after my last comment was silence, it was enough to radiate even between us as I could feel the aura radiating in a manner that seemed so alluring.In fact, the quiet seemed to eat at me the entire drive, I could feel it everywhere around me. The moment was like one of those where you say something that you can't take back, I was in that exact state at the moment.My facts were baseless, but with the way River had reacted today I was in no mood to watch that happen again."Are you sure about what you just told me?"She looked at me like I had said the most likely extraordinary thing, I hated being watched that way,being watched like I was a fucking liar…regardless I could understand her perceptive.I rolled my eyes. "Well, yet to run any test …so I am not certain yet about any of this."She looked as though I was trying to find out if I was hiding something, it was as though she didn't believe that I wasn't with a child."Common Bianca, quit looking at
ZAVIERIn a few days our agreement would end and the contract marriage would be dissolved, at first I couldn't wait for this to happen but as it is now closer than ever I dreaded it. I sighed absentmindedly as I fiddled with my food. I occasionally stuff my mouth with food and chew for a very long time to avoid anyone knowing that I wasn't fine.My mind wasn't at rest as dozens of questions coursed through it, what was the next line of action? Would I just stand back and watch everything go down the drain? I looked at the faces at the table and they all beamed with smiles while I fake a smile as well."Are you enjoying the food?" Raini suddenly asks, startling me.I almost jumped out of my skin in fright but I was quick to mask my shock and fake a smile."Of course I am." I said convincingly.She looked unconvinced but chose to let it go. I let out a breath which I didn't know I still held in, there were a lot of things to do and this one was just too urgent. There was no one I could
RAINIUnder the rays of the moon and the wind blowing through the garden I walked slowly deep in thought, intrigued about how the whole situationship had gone, all that filled my mind were the thought of the thrills it came with as well as the ups and downs.I imagined if I lay on the brick patio all day and dwell in my thoughts, from the kidnap to Giselle threat's at the beginning, the scenario with the daffodils all it left was a sigh.“Really, Raini,” I cautioned myself.It was hotter than blue blazes out here around this time of the month and I could tell already that the high-waisted shorts and a short top I was wearing won't be enough to put the whole stress away all I wanted this moment was a good swim, but it was too late to do that as wellA Drop of sweat still ran down my back. Just as I heard something move behind me , I turned to see who it was, hoping it wasn't Zav as I wouldn't be able to handle everything at the moment, not with the rate at which my heart was beating.
ZAVIERI watched from where I lazily sat on the couch as Bianca walked into the house. I waited for Raini to walk in behind her but she wasn’t with her which I wasn’t expecting.I jolted my upper body up from the couch, my eyes still trailed on Bianca. “Where is Raini? Isn’t she supposed to be with you?” I inquired with a crouched brow.“Hey to you to Zavier and yeah Raini was supposed to be here but she claimed she needed some time alone, so she is somewhere around the woods by herself having some alone time which I think she deserves” Bianca dropped herself down on one of the couches opposite me and sighed heavily.“Yeah I guess you are right. She surely needs time to think everything through and get herself together” I agreed, going back to my previous position.“She hasn't been herself lately, dealing with everything has been so hard and I think it is finally catching up to her. She seriously needs more than just a lone time in the woods but that will have to do for now until ever
RAINIIt was just a day and a half before I left and as it was turning out, it was starting to look like this attraction was kind of stressing at the same thing I had to deal with reluctantly.Was this feeling perfect?Was it just mere lust or an infatuation?As that was the only thing I could feel even after all this while, it been nights while he had touched me, but still I couldn't stop thinking about him, and wishing for him to do it over and over again till I have no other part of myself to give away, I wanted him but as it turned out I was still having a hard time making up my mind.I closed my eyes. I could literally hear Bianca's heart beating as she shut the door, though deep down as well. It was as though my heart was going to fall as well with the sky that was dark and was apparently hovering over me.My chest tightened, as I looked down at the dark wood that kept beckoning.It looked calm enough to take a long walk at the same time. After the howl I heard while having
ZAVIER“Where could she be?” Bianca said, already panicking looking around the forest.It was evening already and it was getting dark, what if she didn’t go in there and it was all a mistake . She could be somewhere else but if they went in there looking for her and it later turns out that she didn’t go in.“Where did you say you left her?” I asked, looking around still wanting to go in.I won’t only be putting my life on the line but also Bianca.“I left her here, she was right here, are you sure she didn’t go in?” Bianca asked, walking ahead ready to go through the oath of the forest.“Wait, you are not thinking of going in there are you?” I asked, dragging her back.“Yes I am, which type of question is that? Aren’t you worried about her?” She asked, looking at me with a doubtful look.“Yes I care about her , so much but how are we sure she went in there? We can’t be sure she actually went in there, there isn’t any proof or anything we can’t barge in.”“She would be in there, I kept