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All Chapters of Eldorado's Unwanted Bride: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

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21. Insane

Dawn- A beast, a fucking beast. I hate him to the point I want to kill him. And if possible, break his bones and feed him to dogs, and I'm angry and want to burn him because he touched me, yet again, having just as strong effect on me as before. I lose it, every time he’s near, I can’t think straight. His bravado knows no shame, he sleeps around with girls and he accepts it as if it’s a matter of pride. My skin burned ever since he touched me, he doesn’t love me and oh! How dumb I am to even consider him as human, to think he has what it takes to fall in love. He doesn’t, he lies to me about that disorder that doesn’t even exist and is so honest, so honest about his illness of sleeping around with girls, girls who are not his wife. He is a playboy, a fucking Casanova. I jumped up from my bed, he is going to leave, I don’t know when he’ll be back but I'm afraid I’ll wait for him. I don’t want to wait for him, his words clearly told me how dunderhead a bitch I was to hope for thin
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22. An escape

Dawn- I am taking no part in this stupidity, I can’t believe myself. Three days, three goddamn days and I haven’t stepped out of the house. I can barely make it outside my room, every time I land my feet on the cold ground all I can sense is his words tingling over my skin, making me breathe a certain sporadic type of air. I have been avoiding Mr. Kim since then as well, I am too ashamed to face him, everything happened right before him, and I lack the audacity to talk to him. From where do I find this courage to look him in the eye? I look at myself, the mess I am, the body with a collapsed soul, and the man I hate makes me want things I have never done before. Things I very much want to try, things that’ll bring me to an end but perhaps revive me as well. Kai unlocked the side of me I never knew existed. But I want to be certain that I don’t want these things with him. He can’t have an upper hand, he can’t rule me. And to find the answers, I have to do it. If he can, so can
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23. Unaccountable

Kai- Insane is not even a word to describe the emotion that I feel right now. I am losing myself to the anger that is churning with my mind within me. Heather is after me, the daughter he thought had escaped was now dead. It is all over the news, everyone is talking about the death, her body, the bodies piled up found in the backyard of their own lake house. And one of them belong to his own daughter Vanessa. I was foolish, negligent and lost, damn lost by the thought of this stupid, stupid girl named Dawn Amber that I didn’t care about the world’s fuckery. That I didn’t care about the upshot. I am here in Russia and the only thought hindering my mind is her safety. Valdine won’t leave me alone, he will take revenge. But how did he figure out that it was me? Nothing scares me but the thought of seeing Dawn in pain, even the thought. And I want to go back home, find her in her bed sleeping, eating, dancing, yelling and breathing. She should be there, breathing and breathing an
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24. Marriage-like

Kai- “Where is she?” I snarl at Banner who was here to pick me up from the airport. He stayed silent, peering down on the ground. Banner took charge, opening the door to my car and asked me sit down. I was too distracted to stay calm, his silence was only turning my misery into death. Suspense is worse than death. “Where is Kim?” I ask a question he might know the answer of. He parted his lips to let out a few useless words. “He’s looking for her.” That was all he could say and buckled his seatbelt avoiding his eyes from me. For a second the world stopped, I couldn’t hear anything but his words, looking for her? I can’t breathe, I want to but I can’t. My heart is burning, burning in a way with no molding it back, I feel like the world is going to end soon, soon when I realize she is not in front of me. I am a hopeless man with no tomorrow but if they dare take my today away from me, I will burn them all. I stay hushed, Banner is not at fault, I say to myself. I am. It’s my fau
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25. Sweet dreams

Kai- I'm at my lowest, the lowest I can ever get, mentally, physically. I am every form of ruined there is in the world of sentient. I am what I never was, what I never wanted to be, a body with no life and I never expected, thought, imagined for myself to turn into a living mess just because of a girl. A girl, 5’2, curly light brown hair, pretty grey eyes, perfect figure, figure that fits right in my arms, a being that adds life to everything dead, including me. She is not dear to me, it is just because of a vow I took, I tell myself but the way my heart is swelling upon the thought of her being gone, it contradicts everything that makes me- me. Marvin is back after signing the deal but I'm not one bit happy about it, if only I let Gerard abash me before her than leaving her alone. If only. He and his twin brother Banner are now tracking Dustin down, Seo Jung is keeping an eye on Heather Valdine and I---I am mourning. I killed Vanessa, I would’ve let her live but she even th
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26. Hope

Dawn- The last time you were this vulnerable was when Scarlett- Who is Scarlett? I would unhear their conversation, the sudden silence from back then if I could. But Kai had his hands on my head, gently stroking each strand, detangling them, I was breathing on him, his taut muscles below my minuscule frame, how could I ever, ever find the courage to move? So I pretended, but now it wrecks me in every possible way. WHO IS SCARLETT? Or was--- Am I jealous of someone dead? Am I jealous? Why am I jealous? I groaned getting up from the bed, my eyes squinting to minimal size not letting the light enter. I lay back down with a loud grunt and covered my head with sheets. I didn’t even want the thought of seeing Kai around me encumber my brain. I heard a very much awaited yet unwanted knock on my door. “Ms. Dawn, Mr. Kai is asking for you.” He sure is. Nancy knocked on my door and left soon enough. I'm not going. I tell myself. “I’ll be there soon.” I leered tightening my jaw and got
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27. Imagination

Kai- “Stop this instant, Dawn. You don’t wanna anger me.” I saw a tiny frame escaping for her life as I ate up the distance between us. “You’re shouting and---” She panted while her body spun angelically as she grabbed the pillar to take a turn. I resisted the urge to smile at how cute she was looking and I succeeded, “and shouting is a sign of anger.” I'm short on words, this is girl is sick or maybe I am to find myself in this mortified situation. “Dawn.” I growled as I saw her stomping down the stairs. “For fuck’s sake stop running, you’re gonna fall.” My eyes widened just as quick as my pace accelerated. “It’s better than falling into your hands.” She retorted, her long hair flailed around carelessly just like her body. She was either attempting to drive me mad or seeking to inflict harm upon herself, ultimately resulting in my descent into madness. I reached the edge only to find her jumping from the fourth stair. Fucking fearless. Where is that courage coming from? “What o
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28. Deadly desire

Dawn- Waiting is a tiring job, especially for a man who has forever spent his nights outside this mansion. Being aware of the fact that he hates me and so do I, I was constantly looking outside the window. Waiting for the guards to open the door and let a certain mafia’s black Lamborghini in. He was nowhere to be seen and I was getting exasperated. My serenity was waning and I tried to stay sane. Mr. Kim was gone too, I never really knew when I got used to their presence. But I wish I had been fighting with Kai now than waiting for him. I love amity but this is silence, and I hate every second of it. I prefer the presence of his anger to the void left by his absence. I kept on biting my nails, stalking around here and there, my steps would meet the ground and quickly lose contact with it and I repeated, I'm restless and I want to see him walking through that door. I sat on the window thinking I’d see him sooner this way, the view would broaden if I poke my head out and I didn’t
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29. Apology

Dawn- Three days, three fucking days and he’s not back. I haven't seen him and I'm going crazy, three days however it feels like an eternity. Even his grumpy sighs assured me he was here, but he’s not and I do nothing but wait because I don’t know what else to do. A different kind of fear is gushing in my veins, a fear I don’t want to face, a fear I have faced before. Nothing, nothing makes sense anymore, I wish it did but his absence feels akin to the disappearance of reason itself within this world. No one is answering me, everyone is giving me gazes like they know it and I shouldn’t. I thought I made friends with Banner but he is a loyal man to his master, Nancy on the other hand is only giving me food which I’m least interested in. I remind myself that I need not worry about him but every cell in my body is filled with fear---fear of his absence prolonging indefinitely. I anxiously perched by the door, yearning for his return, no longer afraid of the darkness, and unwilling
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30. Thongs

Kai- “Mr. Kai?” I heard Kim knocking on my door. I stood up to open the door in hope to see Dawn standing outside. She came here last night, but as much as my heart needed her comfort my mind didn’t want me to be at ease. “You’re up.” He barged in recklessly and waited for my response but I chose quiet over boisterous noise. “Are we just gonna sit in silence? Are we not going to make them pay?” I said nothing, face-palming myself, I thumped my body on the bed. “Have we lost?” He hissed clenching his fingers into a tight fist and I gawked at his knuckles that had turned white from wrath. “Haven’t we?” “We have? You’re gonna let them be?” Before I could process his words, I heard a knock. “Hey---” I turned to a voice I very much wanted to hear. “I hope I'm not disturbing.” Her steps were fearful as she charged forward, allowing herself in. “You are. Please leave.” I gazed down at the floor, too afraid to look at her, too afraid to be around her. I'm fearing the vulnerability she’
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