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21. Insane
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V:)Hello readers, I apologize for uploading this late, my exams are going on but I'll still try my best to post daily, so hang on to get more updates. Also, I recommend to start reading it from the beginning since, I made some changes... Happy reading, :)
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Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 22. An escape
Dawn- I am taking no part in this stupidity, I can’t believe myself. Three days, three goddamn days and I haven’t stepped out of the house. I can barely make it outside my room, every time I land my feet on the cold ground all I can sense is his words tingling over my skin, making me breathe a certain sporadic type of air. I have been avoiding Mr. Kim since then as well, I am too ashamed to face him, everything happened right before him, and I lack the audacity to talk to him. From where do I find this courage to look him in the eye? I look at myself, the mess I am, the body with a collapsed soul, and the man I hate makes me want things I have never done before. Things I very much want to try, things that’ll bring me to an end but perhaps revive me as well. Kai unlocked the side of me I never knew existed. But I want to be certain that I don’t want these things with him. He can’t have an upper hand, he can’t rule me. And to find the answers, I have to do it. If he can, so can
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 23. Unaccountable
Kai- Insane is not even a word to describe the emotion that I feel right now. I am losing myself to the anger that is churning with my mind within me. Heather is after me, the daughter he thought had escaped was now dead. It is all over the news, everyone is talking about the death, her body, the bodies piled up found in the backyard of their own lake house. And one of them belong to his own daughter Vanessa. I was foolish, negligent and lost, damn lost by the thought of this stupid, stupid girl named Dawn Amber that I didn’t care about the world’s fuckery. That I didn’t care about the upshot. I am here in Russia and the only thought hindering my mind is her safety. Valdine won’t leave me alone, he will take revenge. But how did he figure out that it was me? Nothing scares me but the thought of seeing Dawn in pain, even the thought. And I want to go back home, find her in her bed sleeping, eating, dancing, yelling and breathing. She should be there, breathing and breathing an
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 24. Marriage-like
Kai- “Where is she?” I snarl at Banner who was here to pick me up from the airport. He stayed silent, peering down on the ground. Banner took charge, opening the door to my car and asked me sit down. I was too distracted to stay calm, his silence was only turning my misery into death. Suspense is worse than death. “Where is Kim?” I ask a question he might know the answer of. He parted his lips to let out a few useless words. “He’s looking for her.” That was all he could say and buckled his seatbelt avoiding his eyes from me. For a second the world stopped, I couldn’t hear anything but his words, looking for her? I can’t breathe, I want to but I can’t. My heart is burning, burning in a way with no molding it back, I feel like the world is going to end soon, soon when I realize she is not in front of me. I am a hopeless man with no tomorrow but if they dare take my today away from me, I will burn them all. I stay hushed, Banner is not at fault, I say to myself. I am. It’s my fau
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 25. Sweet dreams
Kai- I'm at my lowest, the lowest I can ever get, mentally, physically. I am every form of ruined there is in the world of sentient. I am what I never was, what I never wanted to be, a body with no life and I never expected, thought, imagined for myself to turn into a living mess just because of a girl. A girl, 5’2, curly light brown hair, pretty grey eyes, perfect figure, figure that fits right in my arms, a being that adds life to everything dead, including me. She is not dear to me, it is just because of a vow I took, I tell myself but the way my heart is swelling upon the thought of her being gone, it contradicts everything that makes me- me. Marvin is back after signing the deal but I'm not one bit happy about it, if only I let Gerard abash me before her than leaving her alone. If only. He and his twin brother Banner are now tracking Dustin down, Seo Jung is keeping an eye on Heather Valdine and I---I am mourning. I killed Vanessa, I would’ve let her live but she even th
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 26. Hope
Dawn- The last time you were this vulnerable was when Scarlett- Who is Scarlett? I would unhear their conversation, the sudden silence from back then if I could. But Kai had his hands on my head, gently stroking each strand, detangling them, I was breathing on him, his taut muscles below my minuscule frame, how could I ever, ever find the courage to move? So I pretended, but now it wrecks me in every possible way. WHO IS SCARLETT? Or was--- Am I jealous of someone dead? Am I jealous? Why am I jealous? I groaned getting up from the bed, my eyes squinting to minimal size not letting the light enter. I lay back down with a loud grunt and covered my head with sheets. I didn’t even want the thought of seeing Kai around me encumber my brain. I heard a very much awaited yet unwanted knock on my door. “Ms. Dawn, Mr. Kai is asking for you.” He sure is. Nancy knocked on my door and left soon enough. I'm not going. I tell myself. “I’ll be there soon.” I leered tightening my jaw and got
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 27. Imagination
Kai- “Stop this instant, Dawn. You don’t wanna anger me.” I saw a tiny frame escaping for her life as I ate up the distance between us. “You’re shouting and---” She panted while her body spun angelically as she grabbed the pillar to take a turn. I resisted the urge to smile at how cute she was looking and I succeeded, “and shouting is a sign of anger.” I'm short on words, this is girl is sick or maybe I am to find myself in this mortified situation. “Dawn.” I growled as I saw her stomping down the stairs. “For fuck’s sake stop running, you’re gonna fall.” My eyes widened just as quick as my pace accelerated. “It’s better than falling into your hands.” She retorted, her long hair flailed around carelessly just like her body. She was either attempting to drive me mad or seeking to inflict harm upon herself, ultimately resulting in my descent into madness. I reached the edge only to find her jumping from the fourth stair. Fucking fearless. Where is that courage coming from? “What o
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 28. Deadly desire
Dawn- Waiting is a tiring job, especially for a man who has forever spent his nights outside this mansion. Being aware of the fact that he hates me and so do I, I was constantly looking outside the window. Waiting for the guards to open the door and let a certain mafia’s black Lamborghini in. He was nowhere to be seen and I was getting exasperated. My serenity was waning and I tried to stay sane. Mr. Kim was gone too, I never really knew when I got used to their presence. But I wish I had been fighting with Kai now than waiting for him. I love amity but this is silence, and I hate every second of it. I prefer the presence of his anger to the void left by his absence. I kept on biting my nails, stalking around here and there, my steps would meet the ground and quickly lose contact with it and I repeated, I'm restless and I want to see him walking through that door. I sat on the window thinking I’d see him sooner this way, the view would broaden if I poke my head out and I didn’t
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 29. Apology
Dawn- Three days, three fucking days and he’s not back. I haven't seen him and I'm going crazy, three days however it feels like an eternity. Even his grumpy sighs assured me he was here, but he’s not and I do nothing but wait because I don’t know what else to do. A different kind of fear is gushing in my veins, a fear I don’t want to face, a fear I have faced before. Nothing, nothing makes sense anymore, I wish it did but his absence feels akin to the disappearance of reason itself within this world. No one is answering me, everyone is giving me gazes like they know it and I shouldn’t. I thought I made friends with Banner but he is a loyal man to his master, Nancy on the other hand is only giving me food which I’m least interested in. I remind myself that I need not worry about him but every cell in my body is filled with fear---fear of his absence prolonging indefinitely. I anxiously perched by the door, yearning for his return, no longer afraid of the darkness, and unwilling
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Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 65. Allow me
Dawn-“Dawn-ssi,” As I lay like a pillow on the couch, Mr. Kim rushed in my direction, wearing a huge smile, a letter in his hand and he plopped next to me. “I came bearing gifts.” He nearly sang.“Yayy…” Being overdramatic like him, I fixed my posture, my hands on my lap as he placed the letter in front of me.“Open it.” He said desperately and I followed, tearing away the seal, his expression told me it’s going to be something breath-taking and he placed his hand on his chest.“To, Dawn Amber Eldorado,” I read, my breath stuck, it must be Kai’s doing. A smile threatened to burst forth from my lips, knowing he was thoughtful enough to retain my mother’s name.“Team Animaniac, congratulates you for being the number 1 artist on Weekly Charts of New York times for two months,” my eyes wide, “and would like to give you an offer to work on an upcoming Anime, ‘The ‘Ed series’, we’d love to work with a talented artist like you and are awaiting your response eagerly. Team Animaniac.”“You l
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 64. Family
Dawn-“Have a seat,” I was escorted inside, Banner following me from behind as I heard Agatha’s voice.When Agatha proposed a meeting, I found myself unable to refuse. Despite being the one who put an end to Kai’s frantic quest for truth, I couldn’t bring myself to say no when his grandmother requested, her plea nearly impossible to resist.Banner, ever vigilant, trailed along, for I wouldn’t have been able to leave the mansion without a convincing reason.“I know you have questions,” she said, putting her sunglasses down, “ask them away.”Silence occupying me, had she known anything, she would’ve told Kai already to gain his trust, she sure has an alternate motive.“Scarlett and Amber,” she sighed, intertwining her fingers together, “they were friends from college,” her gaze searching for any hint of reaction on my face, “and then they got married coincidently to mafias.”Kai and I, we promised not to delve into the past anymore, live for the future that lies ahead yet, with every wo
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 63. Banner and I
Kai- “K-Kai…” she cried my name out as I dug my fangs inside her flesh, leaving my essence on every part of her body, her eyes closed as I thrusted myself inside her. My sweat mingling with her, producing a sweet and tangy floral scent. I licked her collarbone, trailing up to eat her jaw, and locked her lips with mine. Her body fits so right in mine, leaving no space for the air to pass… just us, lost and loved. She sat on my lap and she did, her thighs grew larger and I squeezed them tightly, her arms wrapped around my neck as she bounced, my dick thrusted deep and deep and deeper with every pound, our breathing jagged, consumed by lust and I could barely open my eyes. Gently combing her hair as I ran my fingers through them, her head dropped as her back arched, exposing her breasts to me and I licked, sucking onto them until her body trembled, her thighs quaking as I circled my tongue around her nipples, and she tried to tighten her grip around my neck. Her moans and cries mad
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 62. Of course
Kai- That insatiable speed I was going at, faltered upon her three words, and I, Kai Eldorado, the Director of Gravity Entertainment cried. I can still feel it in my stomach, her words ogling my reaction, her tiny fingers wiping my tears. Though it was compensated by my violent thrusts as she screamed my name last night, I can still feel how embarrassing yet comfortable it was. It is comfortable crying when she’s around. Dawn Amber McCoy is my sanctuary, her arms are my secret hide-out, yes, this tiny girl, who’s sleeping so soundly right before my eyes, she’s my everything. “I love you, Kai Eldorado.” I chuckled heavily, I blushed like a teenager and cupped her face in my hand, pulling her closer and landed a gentle kiss on her forehead. “Girl, you make me crazy.” Her eyes squinted, and I smiled effortlessly, “Good,” she yawned, “morning,” stretching her arms wide as she greeted me with a smile warmer than the sun. “Morning,” I said tugging my hand around her waist and pulle
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 61. The first man I loved
Dawn-“Careful,” I exclaimed, gently making our way toward his room. His hands on my shoulder, his eyes drowsy and his face sulking as we forced him inside his house.“I don’t wanna go,” trying to fight me, though his hands were on my shoulder, he was leaning on me, and although I was breathless, I didn’t mind even a second of it.He was so close, and despite the reeking of blood, I loved his scent.“I’ll take it from here,” I said, as Banner and I sat him down on the bed, it’s strange, the way Banner looks at him. “Banner,” I stopped him mid-way, “are you… perhaps angry with me?” Gently caressing Kai’s back, I questioned.“Angry?” He scoffed, facing his back toward me, “it’s just disappointing, how easily you gave up on him when all he’s done is look after you.” Still not looking at me, “the only one to blame here… is you. I hope you don’t realize it too late.” He left, closing the doors with a loud thud.“It’s…” Kai breathed heavily, “not… your fault,” getting conscious slowly, he t
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 60. Knack
Kai- I climbed the bodies as I climb stairs and stood on the pile of men, his men who were drained of blood. I smiled amidst the gruesome scene, my hands drenched in a cocktail of blood---mine, theirs, and soon, his as well. “I told you, I have a knack for thwarting backup plans,” I declared, wiping the tiny droplets of blood mixed with sweat from my forehead and smudging it across my face, hardly recognizing myself in the bloodbath. “Y-you’re a m-monster.” “At least I don’t kill kids.” I retorted swiftly, and even quicker, I saw the terror in his eyes. My body felt almost weightless, empty, devoid of any emotion. I looked down on him, from the height I was standing at, with a curled-up lip, “you shouldn’t have touched her, you… shouldn’t have touched them.” I leaped down and he stammered. “S-stay a-a-away f-from me.” His hands trembling, as he fumbled for a revolver that I had taken from him long ago. “Keep on looking, maybe you’ll find a brain back there.” I said, letting the
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 59. Sayonara
Kai- “Eldorado,” as soon as I disconnected the call, Valdine stood right before me, “Lucas is here…” making his presence known, he instigated me into killing him. I remained quiet, the presence of Dawn here is getting to my head. I couldn’t muster up the courage to look into her eyes knowing I’ll be hypnotized by them. I heard her voice, I t-touched her and I stopped breathing. To fully convince her, I’ll leave no place for rejection. “You owe me,” he continued, “I solved a mystery for you.” Constantly poking me, waiting for me to get livid, he kept on trying. “You remember Sion and Heaven?” He leaned forward and my eyes widened, immediately looking up into his, with nothing but shock and terror churning within. “Don’t you dare…” I tried to warn him. “Lucas has been following you ever since your little princess’ photos went viral,” he exclaimed, having a firm grip on my sanity, “when you were busy falling in love,” squeaked with a menace grin, “he killed those kids knowing how m
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 58. Not too late
Dawn-I realized, all this time, I was the problem. And feeling the righteous, the way I pushed him away every time, I was nothing but a self-centered bitch.And the only red flag I see is, I, myself.“You know what’s gonna happen…” I heard a loud roar and intentionally started eavesdropping on him, “we have to do this Kai.” And just when I thought I shouldn’t be prying, I heard his name.Mr. Kim’s voice reached a high pitch, making it impossible for me not to overhear the conversation.“Kai, hold on,” he groaned in frustration, “we don’t have a choice. Stop being so immature.” His rage seemed to be directed squarely at Kai, “we’ll be there, period.”I descended the stairs cautiously, sneaking around as Banner walked in. “How are you going to convince her?” He asked, standing next to Mr. Kim, who placed his phone in the inner pocket of his coat and let out a loud sigh.“We’ll tell her the truth---”“Kai will be so angry.” Banner interjected.“Does that really matter? It’s life and de
Eldorado's Unwanted Bride 57. Heather Valdine
Kai-“I think Dawn snuck inside your office last night?” He gave me a serious expression, it was so unlike him.“By any chance, has she seen---”“Oh, no, no, no. She’ll find Gods by not the things I hide.” He seemed confident, I couldn’t do anything but trust him, the smirk on his lips assured me and I sighed helplessly.“How is she?” I questioned, appearing to be unbothered, and fixed my throat.“She misses you.” It’s too hard to trust this man, “just come back, she’s lost her smile, why are you being so stubborn?” He had gone to drop Agatha, and is unaware of what happened that day.“Stop it.”“Are you seriously going to give up on everything for her?” Banner who had been standing before me for hours finally chose to speak, I knew he was angry with me, but I hope he doesn’t take it out on her. She is my life.“It’s no use, I’ve tried it already Banner.” Kim murmured under his breath, reading every word through the file.“I won’t force you,” I said, “once I leave this world for good,
