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25. Sweet dreams

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Kai-

I'm at my lowest, the lowest I can ever get, mentally, physically. I am every form of ruined there is in the world of sentient.

I am what I never was, what I never wanted to be, a body with no life and I never expected, thought, imagined for myself to turn into a living mess just because of a girl.

A girl, 5’2, curly light brown hair, pretty grey eyes, perfect figure, figure that fits right in my arms, a being that adds life to everything dead, including me.

She is not dear to me, it is just because of a vow I took, I tell myself but the way my heart is swelling upon the thought of her being gone, it contradicts everything that makes me- me.

Marvin is back after signing the deal but I'm not one bit happy about it, if only I let Gerard abash me before her than leaving her alone.

If only.

He and his twin brother Banner are now tracking Dustin down, Seo Jung is keeping an eye on Heather Valdine and I---I am mourning.

I killed Vanessa, I would’ve let her live but she even th
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