All Chapters of The Bully's secret love: Chapter 61 - Chapter 70

.Lyn POVI moved towards the party but my eyes were moving around to see where my best friend was . I wanted to tell her not to look for me at the end of the party. This time I was determined to go whether she wanted or not. She was either going to support my move or quarrel at me. At this moment , I was so tired to even care what the rests would be . I was simply going to get a cab and move home. What would counsel me at this moment was for me to get home and get into my shower so quickly and then cry peacefully in my bed but making sure that I did not disturb my mother at all. Did not want her to face any kind of trouble with me since she will be so worried once she gets to know that I have some issues going on in my life about Nolan. I looked around the party and there was no sign of Jean. I did not think twice, I just moved out of the party house. So many guys kept making flirts towards me but I ignored them all. I swear I did not know if I was ever going to trust men at all. B

.Lyn POVSeriously, I ended up dominating the lesson most of the time . I am sure most of the fellow learners realized this. But I didn’t care . after all the reason why I came to class was to study and that was what I was doing . Okay , still my sub conscious rolled her eyes at me but I just ignored her . It was high time for me to live and have a life . No one and not even my subconscious was going to control me. I was going to live my life fully . I was actually the first person to get out of class. I had moved only a few steps when someone called me once again . This time it was not Jed but rather Nolan . This took me by surprise , what did he want . He had scolded me and called me all kinds of names all at that party last week . That surely could have been enough . If he ever thought that he was going to do anything to me then he was wrong this time around. This time around, I promise you that I was going to place him to his position.I was done with his insults and if he tri

.Nolan POVI know each one of you have been judging me and almost wanting to hit me up but you have no idea what am talking about . I have gone through so much . Really so much the last couple of days . You almost wanted perhaps to have a car run over me and have me killed . But once you find out what the hell has been going on in my life , I swear all the anger that you feel towards me will vanish before you even know it .For the first time in my whole life , I was finally in love. I had gotten into a relationship something that I had surely never thought that I would be in. I was finally being able to overcome all those that had taken me over . I had now attempted that I was in love with a girl that I had thought I hated for all this time. The girl that I had thought making fun of her was the solution to hide what I actually was feeling . The too much love that I was feeling for her . The kind of love that was actually like a kind of obsession that was so hard to over come. That

.Lyn povWhat the hell is happening to me? Lord, when did I get to this stage . When did I ever get so confused to this extent . I swear I don’t know what to think . I also don’t know what to believe at all. I swear when I listen to Nolan , it was actually as if I was watching some crime movie on N*****x. Why would some one want to kill a person like me . I mean I am completely a nobody . But Nolan has told me that he does not know anything about the pregnancy .The fact is this all thing is so confusing for sure . it will surely take a lot of time for me to surely predict anything that was taking place . I let Nolan drive me home . in fact , there was no way I would even drive home . I had so much that was going on in my life . One was everything that Nolan had told me , the other thing was about how that girl came to me and said that she was pregnant with Nolan’s baby . Another thing was how Nolan said suddenly that he had not loved me at all. How I was one of his conquest like a

.Lyn POVWhen mom got into my bedroom , she found me folding my clothes . Of course I had just poured them all on the bed so that when she got in , she would not suspect that there must have been something that was actually going on in with me . “How are you doing .” she greeted me coming closer to me kissing me on the checks briefly . “I am okay mom, it is just that our last teacher did not show up that is why I decided to get home earlier.”“Oh ! but is kind of strange for me to see you here .”mom said sitting down on the couch where I was sited before . “Why would it be so ?” I asked my mom curious. I went a head ti turn around facing her . In fact stopped to fold the clothes .“I mean I supposed you would be spending some time with your boyfriend. By the way , how is he . it has been a couple of days without seeing him . I swear I acted as if nothing was wrong. I made sure that I did not do anything that would make her suspect that maybe there is something that I was doing