.Nolan Johnson has loved teasing Lyn Wills for as far as he can remember..He does it just to be seen as fierce by all his friends. He doesn't have a genuine reason which makes him do this do . He rather does it for fun . He loves getting cheap popularity . Almost all the girls fall for him due to his character and good looks that can't be denied by any one who looks at him. Towards the end of the final year in high school, Nolan suddenly feels a change in him. He no longer feels the want to torture Lyn. He tries to put every thing together finding out something strange ...he has developed deep feelings for the girl he has tormented for long. He is conflicted on either to keep his nasty image or pursue the girl that he now loves .Lyn is perplexed by the sudden change in the boy who has only been her nightmare. She can't stop worrying about the fact that he might be planning something bigger for her that might ruin her completely. As he tries to get nearer to her , Lyn does all he can to get away from him just to be safe.
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“ You have to wake up sleepy head ” I hear my mom's voice but it is as of I am in a certain kind of dream .A sweet dream that I feel like not waking up from so that I don't get back to this live. A live that I don't see anything good in it a part from the fact that it has the only person that cares and understands me..that is my mom. Liane Wills.“ No mom, I need to sleep a bit more ” I murmur as I begin to toss in my bed from one side to side suddenly throwing all the books that take up almost half of my bed.“ Not again, don't tell me you spent another night just reading many of those books of yours” She complains as she picks up some of the books that are all over the floor.” So many books” she says as she picks one by one book putting them on the stall next to my bed. I look at her seeing her do something that she does each morning. That is picking up all books all over my floor to organise them.“ They are my books ” I snap at her as I sit up on the bed ready to get to the bathe room.“ Not really, You should begin to live a life like all the kids your life. Stop making yourself occupied in so many books ” she goes on to complain.” But what do you expect me to do. That is the only way I get to feel like a person” I reply tears now falling from my eyes.This is indeed the only way that I feel like a person . A moment when no one bullies or teases me. When I get buried in different fantasies. Wait! I have not introduced my self to you yet. I am Lyn Wills and will be turning Officially eighteen a few months from now.I live with my mom Liane Wills and she has a well paying job as a doctor making her able to pay my tuition as well as supporting us. For my father, what I know is that he ran off with a woman whom he had earlier on introduced to mom as his Cousin. However mom has managed to get over it.I study Literature and English at Standard High school and I am now in my final year. Of course I am a straight student and this is partly one of the reasons why many students hate me in class. And then there are all those who hate me with no good reason. I mean I am a typical highschool nerd girl with no social life.My schedule is home and school. That is all. I am always busy studying and doing all kinds of research and back home I am always buried in so many novels that I have acquired. I mean so my novels from those prominent novelists that you all know.Oh, I think I have given you a hint of myself. We shall now go back to the present.“ Come on, baby. You have to stop making yourself feel so low. I mean look at your self. You are beautiful and you have the brains. You have got it all” mom says comforting ma as she gives in a tight hug.“ I try. I try but it is like nothing comes around ” I lament. This is the life that I led every time.“ You have to get ready, it is beginning your final year. Aim at making friends . Try to live a little” Mom says looking into my eyes.“ Now, get ready so that I drive you to school ” mum tells me as she gets out of my room. I Stand up so that I can head to the bathroom. My head hurts a lot. I hardly had a enough sleep. I had only two hours of sleep since I was busy using my last day of the holiday to read the numerous novels as my Classmates are having totally different things.Partying all night, Drinking all kinds of alcohols and Having sex . A kind of life that I have never experienced in all my life.I take a few minutes in the bathroom. it is barely 7:00am and school will be on at exactly 8:00am.**“ Have a nice day honey” mom says to me after dropping me off at school. I have not had a car yet but mom promised that she would be getting me one when I get eighteen years.”You too mom ” I reply as she drives away to head to the hospital since she has a day shift today.As soon as she drives away, I glance at the most prestigious school which I attend . My heart begins to pump faster at the thought of what awaits me here.Any other one would be so happy to attend such a school but that is not something that happens to me...the life that I have now.I feel some one touch my shoulder making me get out of my deep thoughts looking up to see who has touched me. Nothing like this happens to me all the time.“ Y-yes” I say stammering then seeing who has touched me. No way, this is not the way I was supposed to begin my final year.My Brown eyes bore into his Green ones. As usual they have that dark shade that is his hidden in them.If you met him somewhere else, you would see the most handsome guy. His dirty blonde hair, Well toned body and 6ft height makes him capable of attracting any girl that he want..but not me.” So the nerd actually talks " he says sarcastically his gang that is next to him busting out into laughter.The best thing for me to do is to get out of here . I begin to move but just as I take the first step, he gets in front me blocking my sight.” Where do you think you are going ?” He asks me in his husky cold voice looking at me. Oh God, I thought all this ended the previous year. I had no idea it was going to come up to this year.“ I have a class in twenty ” I say to him trying to sound as much serious as I can.“ Oh, so you think we have no class ourselves " he asks me once again making his gang to laugh out. I many times wonder what is their to laugh. They laugh when for sure you don't see any reason that you see.” I don't know about that ?” I challenge him back wondering where I have got that acidity to even talk back to him like that. All those times that he has bullied me, all that I do is to look on and cry out. However during the holiday I tried to make myself stop crying over him and that is what am doing right now“ When don't you give the girl her fucking Peace? ” we are both startled by a sudden Famine voice Behind us making the all of turn to see who is that...Lyn POVAs I tried to wake up , I was feeling weak . However at the same time I was more than aware about everything that had actually happened. Everything was actually still fresh in mind. At my ocaasions I wanted what had happened to be just a dream which I was actually not to be going to encounter the moment that I wake up but that was actually not the truth . How was I going to live in life in this world knowing very well that something like this was actually happening in my life . I mean this can only mean that the life that I have been living all this time was actually a life that was full of pretence . A life that never meant anything . At this moment , I was completely at sea not even knowing what I was supposed to do at the moment . I mean the person that I have trusted so much and actually thought that he cared for me turns out that it is actually the same person who was actually doing what it takes to see that I fall down . Actually if it was just falling down then it
.Lyn POVI moved as quick as possible so that I could maybe at least stop little of what may actually cause catastrophic and then at the effects that could at last cause so much effect at school. However the more I approached the place where I knew that the two could be was actually the more that I felt like something was really not okay . I mean on a good side but again I knew very well that it may actually be inside where I was going . The learners on this side of the school campus were actually busy with their school work only for a few who looked at me and then whispered at each other . That was obvious because I was pregnant and that hey had not been able to realize about the fact that I was actually pregnant . But that was actually some kind of business that I actually was not afraid of any more. I knew that this baby was the best thing that had actually happened to me .So this meant that whatever was said was something that actually I did not care about at all. The more I g
Lyn POV“If that is not the problem, then what?” she asked me a question that I had the answer very well but I just did not know how to begin something that seemed to be easy but at the actual sense something that was actually very hard . What could be the reaction of my best friend once she comes to know what this is exactly about . Let me hope she will not fume out since that could actually bring a lot of coarse which could as a result attract much more attention from so many but I don’t want to become the center of attraction at this time . However getting her to know some of these things could reduce the weight that I actually have on my heart at the moment . You know things get a little relaxed every time you out something to a friend that you may actually be going through . “I am no longer in a relationship with Nolan.” I said casually like it was the best thing to say in such a situation . “What !”she exclaimed there and then she looked at me wide-eyed . That was the exac
.Lyn POI could not believe that he had actually even got to that level. Okay , at least I could get used by what he said that he actually does not actually love me anymore but that was actually okay as I could grow. How had we really gotten to this level for sure . Though he called it quits and sincerely I had hope that he could finally come back to me and tell me that it was just a misunderstanding . Little did I know that we were going to get to the point where he could be actually be saying that the baby that am expecting was not his .At this point, I was completely heart broken. I Had no idea what I was supposed to reply . The fact is I at so many occasions tried to open my mouth but it betrayed me and I did not say anything at all. The only thing that I knew was bond to happen was the fact that I felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes. It was so strong but I promised myself one thing that I knew I was supposed to follow . It was so hard but it was actually what I was sup
.LYN POV“Girl , you have been quiet since the moment that we got into the car .” My best friend said out of the blue was we made entrance into the school campus. When I was at home, I had decided that I was going out of the house and act like all was okay but that was something that was actually not so easy to do . You may actually promise yourself but I can tell you that that is not something that is so easy to do . “What ? come on , I am completely okay . I don’t have anything disturbing me at all.” I replied pretending . That was the only way that I was to do . I did not want to complicate things at this moment . Of course I could tell her everything but that could not be now. It could actually be during a moment when we had all the free time in our life .“Sure , but why do you look pale and a combination of so much within you .” she said her eyes glued in front of the car. “Maybe it is actually the pregnancy .” I said casually hopping that she could actually change the topi
.LYN POVI hardly had any sleep . I was actually thinking about the whole process. About how the love of my life suddenly turned out and said that he actually did not love me anymore. Surely this is something that I cannot get to a conclusion no matter what.How did things turn out to be this way for sure . At one point I was the happiest person on the entire planet but in a nick of time things have turned out to the other way round . They have turned out to be the worst that I could ever wish to have in my whole life .At the moment , I am a teenage pregnant girl . It means this is actually the life that am actually going to lead for the rest of my life . How will I live with my baby knowing that I am actually not living beside the love of my life .The alarm that was meant to wake me up went but I did not have the courage to get out of my bed. At this moment it was life had totally lost meaning . Without Nolan in my life , there was actually no reason that could make me live in this
Lyn POVStrangely, I did not shed any tears . I know many of you thought that I could cry . I actually also thought that it was actually what I was actually going to do but I did not do it . I remained strong . When Nolan , no my ex-boyfriend left I had to get ready since I had a discussion that I had to attend . I was actually grateful that he was not part of the discussion or else I have no idea how this could have gone surely . I went for the discussion and came back; mom was actually back from her boyfriend . I had already vowed that I was actually not going to let her know any of these. I did not want anything that could ruin her happiness and that was why I chose to keep quiet as fast as I could do with that topic . When I opened for her , she was actually the happiest in the whole planet earth . her facial expression was so glittering that I really vowed that I was not going to say anything to her which could ruin her moment what so ever . “Wow! That facial expression
Lyn POVWhat did he say . I tried to look into his eyes just to make sure that this was just an hallucination but when I looked right into his eyes I could tell that this was actually true and not just an hallucination . But wait , how could he be saying such a thing to me yet we just got engaged yesterday ?I got it , this was actually one of his games. I just could tell that this was actually not true and it was not going to be no matter what . I had to make him confess that he just was joking with me . “Stop joking already , you know this is not time for jokes, I just need you that us all.”I decided to make it known to him that I was actually able to know what he was actually up to . However his reaction was completely different from what I thought and expected to be at the moment . He did not kiss me like he always did every time when I found out that he was actually upto something . Instead he just stood up and moved towards the window. I was beginning to get worried and at
.Lyn POVI tried to think over what he had said . I could not think about why he could tell me that he wanted to talk to me but without actually not even offering me any greetings at all. I listened without saying any word waiting for him say more but he rather surprised me when what he did was actually to end the call. “What !” I yelled at no one in particular since I was actually the only one in the house. “I am not going to pick up his calls.”“I will not talk to him .” I promised myself .I was so angry with the way he had treated me . That was not him . He had actually never talked or even behaved towards me in the way that he had actually done . I resorted to eating my chicken wings once again but I was actually not having any more appetite . He had to do so much for me to forgive me . “Baby , your daddy is surely going to do a lot see that he even lies a hand on us .’’ I spoke as I caressed my now slightly protruding belly . I suddenly felt something that I could actually
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