.Lyn POV
I immediately remove my note book ready for the first listen of my last year in highschool before I probably head to college far away from all those that make my life a living hell.Class is my favorite spot in the whole of the school with my favorite teacher ,Mr Simpson.“ I welcome you all from your holiday break" he asks us in his ever jolly voice.Different students begin to give the encounter of how they spent their holidays. Some saying how they spent it with their boyfriends and girlfriends. Some saying they spent it with her parents and siblings and do on..I look on not knowing what to say. Mine was the usual one. Actually my mother had planned to take me off for a trip but her work would not let her do itYou know she is Doctor and anytime emergency would call. She would not fail to go since we need the money and she is the only one that I have. So I don't blame anything that she does. It is always for the good of the two of us.“Miss Wills ..." I hear my name removing me from my bunch of thoughts . I stare up in open air totally confused and not knowing what the hell the teacher was talking about for sure.Almost all my classmates face in my direction all amused by my sudden confused facial expression. I look in not knowing what exactly to do or say. I a m too shy and I always hate when I am the centre of attention to so many people during any gathering.“ Miss Wills, it is your turn to narrate for us about how you spent your Holiday " Mr Simpson repeats when he finds out that I have not understood what he said to me.“ Oh! I say all panicking bit stand up for sure making my self act like a complete idiot. Why did Jean have to study chemistry and not Literature. She would be Right at my safe squeezing my hand so as to comfort me for what I am about to do.“ Mine was ...I mean I just stayed home reading all kinds of novels as just like the usual days -" Before I am able to finish , the door of the classroom slams open revealing Nolan and Jed. Damn it ! Where were they. Did they have to come at the exact moment when am trying so give a encounter of how I spent my last holiday.Mr Simpson turns his attention away from me to the two boys who have just entered the class.“ Why do you have to always get to my class so late when almost everyone else is already here?" Mr Simpson questions them but still remaining as calm as he can be each day . He is such a composed person which makes me admire him so much and I consider him my favorite teacher.“'we had More important stuff to do ." Nolan answer's . Oh my God! Does this boy have any piece of brain left in him. Is that a way to speak to your teacher.“ We are so sorry , Mr Simpson. We had so kind of work that we were completing in the principal's office. ," Jed Answers. I wonder how the two ended up being friends . I mean they are completely different . I mean Jed's character is completely different from that of Nolan who things this whole life depends on it.“ Okay , you can take your seats. " Mr Simpson says to them.“ Okay , let us now turn to what we are supposed to study. We don't have any time to waste. Since this year is last in Your High school, we are going to be abit busy in preparations for College." He says.Mr Simpson introduces Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice to us. After that he tells us to move groups of three to make discussions and present our written work next Monday.“ I am not letting any one to form their own groups . I am going to form groups for you which am sure will be very useful for you. " He says .Every one looks eagerly waiting for their groups. Mr Simpson begins to serve the grouos. I wait eagerly until when he gets to my group.“ Lyn Wills, Jed Richards and..."He keeps quiet for some time. I wait . Any way so far so good Jed is an agreeable person that some one can work with not getting worried unless his friend -“ And Nolan Johnson" he says. I almost faint when I hear that. What happened. . Why did have to add him to my group. I look round only to be met with numerous jealous eyes from different girls . If looks would kill , I am sure I would not last long. This life is such a complicated thing, just imagine many of them are wishing they were put in the same group with him and yet and here wishing I didn't have nothing to do with that heartless human being of a boy.“ Make sure none of you makes a change of grouo or else you risk losing a lot of marks" Mr Simpson emphasizes to us***I am physically present the rest of the remaining time of the lesson and yet mentally absent. My mind has now shifted to what the discussion with Nolan will be like. For sure why does my life have to be complicated all the time. For sure I don't even realize when Mr Simpson leaves the class.However I realize it when the students begin to get up some going out.“ Hello, group member " I suddenly hear his voice behind me starling me a little. I don't turn back since I already know who is There. When sees that I have not reacted to any of his words, he turns around and comes next to where I am taking the empty seat that is next to mineI pretend to be reading from my book but I can feel his eyes on me and indeed when I look up he is staring at me with a smile on his face.Damn it ! I just feel so uncomfortable with him staring at me that . Even with all that he does to me ,I still can see how good looking he is .However even though he is good looking, his bad habits still remain evident . What worries me more is the fact that we are supposed to have this discussion outside school. It means the discussion is supposed to be at the home of one of us. What the hell! Just when I think that things are getting a bit better, it turns out that that is actually not the case.For sure this year is going to be more tough than what I initially thought it would be. I should therefore be prepared for what is coming my way any time.*Thanks for reading. Please.Lyn POVI never got so much restless to go home like today. For sure it being the first day of our final year , I had no idea things would turn out like this. This time it is not the usual stuff , it is a completely different thing. All the times I have been trying so hard to pray and hope the day doesn't end .I just don't know what am going to do in the presence of this bad boy next to me and in addition to that with only the third person who is his best friend. However even though I try to stop it , the truth is still the day has to end and indeed it ends. I sit down nervous at one of the benches thinking about everything.“ Hey, what are you doing here ?" I hear a familiar voice only to turn around and seeing Jean approach me all smiley as usual. I return her smile as she comes and takes the sit next to me.“ You seem so tensed right now ." Jean say as she looks at me keenly. I hate how she knows me so well. She knows when am angry or when am hiding something from her just like r
.Lyn POVI went back to the living room as I waited for him to get back from the washrooms. I found Jed a bit occupied in his note book. I stood at some point looking at him. However not that I admire himor crush on him ,the fact is I am just surprised by how different he is from the rest of his friends. I have always wondered how they ended up friends.“ Stop looking at my friend like you want to fuck him right on your family couch." I hear Nolan's voice from behind me out of the blue starling me for sure . “ End your insults on me , at least have some kind of respect for me when you are at my house." I reply furious at the comment that he made. The truth is I am some one who hates being made to that kind of a comment. I am so shy when some one tries to match make me.” Come on, Nolan . Stop making the girl uncomfortable even in her own house." Jed who just over heard us intervenes. We both move heading to our respective places where siting before we had to get away for me to show t
.Nolan POVI would not believe what she just did to us . How can such a simple school nerd send us out of the house. That was something that was unbelievable. The truth is I didn't see it coming at all. Isn't she afraid if what I can do. I think by now she already knows what I can do. I am not that one person that you offend me and think you will just go unpunished just like that .“ Dude , you caused it " Jed says to me as we head to my parked car that we used when coming.“ What did I do wrong ? You know I was being factual with every single word that I said, now how did I cause it ."“:You made the girl is small ileven in her own house, when are you going to stop this?" Jed says getting to the co driver's sit . “ Don't make me laugh, that girl is mad and for sure she is going to pay everything for what she just did to me today ." I say damn serious..“ Oh heavens! Nolan when will you ever learn that what you do to Lyn is wrong " “ Don't Tell me you like the girl?" I ask him sarca
.Lyn POV.I was so angry . Not just angry but extremely angry . That ass hole. How would he dare come and make fun of me even in my own house. For sure I have never seen such an asshole. Why does he have to be so mean. He didn't end doing it at school bit even went an extra mile of teasing me at my home.However I am happy that this time I managed to fight for myself against him. I think he will slowly learn that am not a piece of cake whom he will be getting any time that he wants to to have it. However even if he did annoy me , I am happy that I managed to send me out of the house. Even when he will be doing anything to tease me , he will definitely know that the next time he comes into my house I will send him away once again. My subconscious glares at me when those thoughts run into my head but I just ignore her. What has she been doing all that time when I face all those troubles with out doing anything.Feeling satisfied with my action, I get back lying on the couch since it is
Lyn POVI was am reluctant getting out of bed the following day even though it is just a Tuesday. This last yey in highschool surely is not going to be easy at all if I can see. Deciding to finally get out if bed, my mind drifts back to the incidents of last night . I chased the school bully out of my house . That was the most stupid thing that I for sure did and it is eventually going to land me into serious trouble with him at school today. If he has been doing it without me offending him, now what will he do since the truth is I offended him- as he may call it. Some times I wish I hard a brother who would protect me from all these kind of buries bit it is like I am all by myself.i get down stairs finding my mom getting done with having her breakfast , she is having a morning shift at the hospital.“ Good morning ,honey " “ Good morning mom " I greet her back as I als begin to serve myself breakfast in a hurry since I woke up a bit late.“ Should I drop you to school ?" Mom asks m
.Lyn POVIt has been exactly one week now since the school academic year started. From the moment I sent Nolan and Jed away on Monday the truth is expected that the next day it was going to be pay back time but that is not exactly what happened at that time .He has not been giving me that much attention . At least that has made me feel at ease knowing that he is not tormenting me at all. However I am still not completely at ease, perhaps he is upto something when I don't really know. Let me hope that is not the case but with him , you never know what to expect.Today is Monday, Not just any other Monday but a busy one away from the real class room. We are infact going to be outside class and school. We are heading for heading for a literature trip. In otherwards we are just going to try and understand literature outside the classroom. We are to head outside the country side and have a bit of interactive studying . It is something that Mr Simpson does at the beginning of each academic
.Nolan POV.I don't know how I accidentally ended up sitting next to her. For sure this was not my plan at all. But I will not deny the fact that being in the same discussion with her was actually my doing . That for sure I admit it . However after that night and the boldness that she used to send us out of her house. I was for sure left amazed.It is like all the years I have been only aiming at one thing, that is to get her attention . It is as if all the bullies that was implicating on him all those years was just to see that she finally pays attention to me and that is what she is doing eventually. I think this made me develop something different in me. Somey that up to this point that am trying to figure out what it is.When we sat in the bus heading towards the place where we were to have the have our trip, I had never felt so good being near her. Did I say good? The argue to hold her into my hands was so great. Oh no, I can't even believe what I am even thinking about. How did
.Lyn POV.I continued looking into the fire at least enjoying the moment away from any kind of bully, torture and teasing. I have always loved this moment of just being here doing nothing but just looking in the fire. It is my favorite thing. How ever I don't always do it because not everyday that I be at such a spot. I have always loved that I at least one day go out with mom camp and then sit by the fire enjoying every bit of life.However staying there for roughly ten minutes , my instincts tell me there is someone looking at me. I mean there is someone staring at me. However when I try to look around in tye direction that I have e access to without standing , I see no one . However I feel the same thing when I get back to just staring in the fire. Just when I want to stand up and get away afraid that perhaps I have a stalker who won't leave me in peace. However Just as I able about to stand up, I see some one approach me. I at first don't recognize him well due to the darkness bu
.Lyn POVAs I tried to wake up , I was feeling weak . However at the same time I was more than aware about everything that had actually happened. Everything was actually still fresh in mind. At my ocaasions I wanted what had happened to be just a dream which I was actually not to be going to encounter the moment that I wake up but that was actually not the truth . How was I going to live in life in this world knowing very well that something like this was actually happening in my life . I mean this can only mean that the life that I have been living all this time was actually a life that was full of pretence . A life that never meant anything . At this moment , I was completely at sea not even knowing what I was supposed to do at the moment . I mean the person that I have trusted so much and actually thought that he cared for me turns out that it is actually the same person who was actually doing what it takes to see that I fall down . Actually if it was just falling down then it
.Lyn POVI moved as quick as possible so that I could maybe at least stop little of what may actually cause catastrophic and then at the effects that could at last cause so much effect at school. However the more I approached the place where I knew that the two could be was actually the more that I felt like something was really not okay . I mean on a good side but again I knew very well that it may actually be inside where I was going . The learners on this side of the school campus were actually busy with their school work only for a few who looked at me and then whispered at each other . That was obvious because I was pregnant and that hey had not been able to realize about the fact that I was actually pregnant . But that was actually some kind of business that I actually was not afraid of any more. I knew that this baby was the best thing that had actually happened to me .So this meant that whatever was said was something that actually I did not care about at all. The more I g
Lyn POV“If that is not the problem, then what?” she asked me a question that I had the answer very well but I just did not know how to begin something that seemed to be easy but at the actual sense something that was actually very hard . What could be the reaction of my best friend once she comes to know what this is exactly about . Let me hope she will not fume out since that could actually bring a lot of coarse which could as a result attract much more attention from so many but I don’t want to become the center of attraction at this time . However getting her to know some of these things could reduce the weight that I actually have on my heart at the moment . You know things get a little relaxed every time you out something to a friend that you may actually be going through . “I am no longer in a relationship with Nolan.” I said casually like it was the best thing to say in such a situation . “What !”she exclaimed there and then she looked at me wide-eyed . That was the exac
.Lyn POI could not believe that he had actually even got to that level. Okay , at least I could get used by what he said that he actually does not actually love me anymore but that was actually okay as I could grow. How had we really gotten to this level for sure . Though he called it quits and sincerely I had hope that he could finally come back to me and tell me that it was just a misunderstanding . Little did I know that we were going to get to the point where he could be actually be saying that the baby that am expecting was not his .At this point, I was completely heart broken. I Had no idea what I was supposed to reply . The fact is I at so many occasions tried to open my mouth but it betrayed me and I did not say anything at all. The only thing that I knew was bond to happen was the fact that I felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes. It was so strong but I promised myself one thing that I knew I was supposed to follow . It was so hard but it was actually what I was sup
.LYN POV“Girl , you have been quiet since the moment that we got into the car .” My best friend said out of the blue was we made entrance into the school campus. When I was at home, I had decided that I was going out of the house and act like all was okay but that was something that was actually not so easy to do . You may actually promise yourself but I can tell you that that is not something that is so easy to do . “What ? come on , I am completely okay . I don’t have anything disturbing me at all.” I replied pretending . That was the only way that I was to do . I did not want to complicate things at this moment . Of course I could tell her everything but that could not be now. It could actually be during a moment when we had all the free time in our life .“Sure , but why do you look pale and a combination of so much within you .” she said her eyes glued in front of the car. “Maybe it is actually the pregnancy .” I said casually hopping that she could actually change the topi
.LYN POVI hardly had any sleep . I was actually thinking about the whole process. About how the love of my life suddenly turned out and said that he actually did not love me anymore. Surely this is something that I cannot get to a conclusion no matter what.How did things turn out to be this way for sure . At one point I was the happiest person on the entire planet but in a nick of time things have turned out to the other way round . They have turned out to be the worst that I could ever wish to have in my whole life .At the moment , I am a teenage pregnant girl . It means this is actually the life that am actually going to lead for the rest of my life . How will I live with my baby knowing that I am actually not living beside the love of my life .The alarm that was meant to wake me up went but I did not have the courage to get out of my bed. At this moment it was life had totally lost meaning . Without Nolan in my life , there was actually no reason that could make me live in this
Lyn POVStrangely, I did not shed any tears . I know many of you thought that I could cry . I actually also thought that it was actually what I was actually going to do but I did not do it . I remained strong . When Nolan , no my ex-boyfriend left I had to get ready since I had a discussion that I had to attend . I was actually grateful that he was not part of the discussion or else I have no idea how this could have gone surely . I went for the discussion and came back; mom was actually back from her boyfriend . I had already vowed that I was actually not going to let her know any of these. I did not want anything that could ruin her happiness and that was why I chose to keep quiet as fast as I could do with that topic . When I opened for her , she was actually the happiest in the whole planet earth . her facial expression was so glittering that I really vowed that I was not going to say anything to her which could ruin her moment what so ever . “Wow! That facial expression
Lyn POVWhat did he say . I tried to look into his eyes just to make sure that this was just an hallucination but when I looked right into his eyes I could tell that this was actually true and not just an hallucination . But wait , how could he be saying such a thing to me yet we just got engaged yesterday ?I got it , this was actually one of his games. I just could tell that this was actually not true and it was not going to be no matter what . I had to make him confess that he just was joking with me . “Stop joking already , you know this is not time for jokes, I just need you that us all.”I decided to make it known to him that I was actually able to know what he was actually up to . However his reaction was completely different from what I thought and expected to be at the moment . He did not kiss me like he always did every time when I found out that he was actually upto something . Instead he just stood up and moved towards the window. I was beginning to get worried and at
.Lyn POVI tried to think over what he had said . I could not think about why he could tell me that he wanted to talk to me but without actually not even offering me any greetings at all. I listened without saying any word waiting for him say more but he rather surprised me when what he did was actually to end the call. “What !” I yelled at no one in particular since I was actually the only one in the house. “I am not going to pick up his calls.”“I will not talk to him .” I promised myself .I was so angry with the way he had treated me . That was not him . He had actually never talked or even behaved towards me in the way that he had actually done . I resorted to eating my chicken wings once again but I was actually not having any more appetite . He had to do so much for me to forgive me . “Baby , your daddy is surely going to do a lot see that he even lies a hand on us .’’ I spoke as I caressed my now slightly protruding belly . I suddenly felt something that I could actually