.Lyn POVIt has been exactly one week now since the school academic year started. From the moment I sent Nolan and Jed away on Monday the truth is expected that the next day it was going to be pay back time but that is not exactly what happened at that time .He has not been giving me that much attention . At least that has made me feel at ease knowing that he is not tormenting me at all. However I am still not completely at ease, perhaps he is upto something when I don't really know. Let me hope that is not the case but with him , you never know what to expect.Today is Monday, Not just any other Monday but a busy one away from the real class room. We are infact going to be outside class and school. We are heading for heading for a literature trip. In otherwards we are just going to try and understand literature outside the classroom. We are to head outside the country side and have a bit of interactive studying . It is something that Mr Simpson does at the beginning of each academic
.Nolan POV.I don't know how I accidentally ended up sitting next to her. For sure this was not my plan at all. But I will not deny the fact that being in the same discussion with her was actually my doing . That for sure I admit it . However after that night and the boldness that she used to send us out of her house. I was for sure left amazed.It is like all the years I have been only aiming at one thing, that is to get her attention . It is as if all the bullies that was implicating on him all those years was just to see that she finally pays attention to me and that is what she is doing eventually. I think this made me develop something different in me. Somey that up to this point that am trying to figure out what it is.When we sat in the bus heading towards the place where we were to have the have our trip, I had never felt so good being near her. Did I say good? The argue to hold her into my hands was so great. Oh no, I can't even believe what I am even thinking about. How did
.Lyn POV.I continued looking into the fire at least enjoying the moment away from any kind of bully, torture and teasing. I have always loved this moment of just being here doing nothing but just looking in the fire. It is my favorite thing. How ever I don't always do it because not everyday that I be at such a spot. I have always loved that I at least one day go out with mom camp and then sit by the fire enjoying every bit of life.However staying there for roughly ten minutes , my instincts tell me there is someone looking at me. I mean there is someone staring at me. However when I try to look around in tye direction that I have e access to without standing , I see no one . However I feel the same thing when I get back to just staring in the fire. Just when I want to stand up and get away afraid that perhaps I have a stalker who won't leave me in peace. However Just as I able about to stand up, I see some one approach me. I at first don't recognize him well due to the darkness bu
.Lyn POVI woke up feeling relaxed even though I had alitttle sleep last night . But the fact that I had got another person whom I managed to talk to some one . This is actually something that I really wanted to talk to every time. I get out of my sleeping bag and have it parked in one corner of the tent. Looking beside the side of my sleeping partner , she is no where to be seen. Checking my phone , it is already 9:00am. I quickly get out of a tent. I find almost all my classmates interacting with each other freely. Getting everything ready such as bathing and all other personal administration I join the rest for breakfast. We have to have a quiz , a discussion and then a drama and then later in the evening we shall leave and get back to school.I spot Larry sited all alone seeming like he is just occupied by something on his phone..I at first conflict myself in either to join him or sit some where else. What if I join him and then what if I join him and eventually he acts like he
.Lyn POVIt has been three days since we returned from the Literature Trip..And now we have have another task that awaits us. We have that Literature discussion that Mr Simpson assigned to us actually the first day that we got back to school. we shall have to make the presentation of Friday which is tomorrow.This means that we have our last discussion that is to take place today. Right now I am sited with Jean as I wait for the boys for the discussion. . Jean has insisted to remain here for reason that you already know . Poor girl , I hope she eventually gets what she wants. What she has been chasing after all these years.“ Are you sure about this ?" I ask he rone more time “ I am dead serious about it. I am going to confess to him that I like him today and in your house without any hesitation whatever." She says trying to act all confident but I doubt if she will really be able to do as she is saying here .“ It is easier said than done. But then what if he has some one that he li
.Right now the four of them have something with in them that they are trying to help push to success. They all want to at least seeing it came to success. For example Lyn knows so we'll about her best friend's crush towards Jed and wants at least to see that her best friend is able to get to spend some More Time with a man of her dreams .And when it comes to Jed, he equally wants this moment to last for a bit longer . This is gir his best friend v, Nolan. Even though Nolan can't stop denying it , Jed can see that her best friend has something towards Lyn. It might be wether already figured it out himself an she is just pretending if not that he has not yet figured out that he now has developed a liking fir the girl that he has always liked teasing all the last few years And when it comes to Nolan he equally wants this moment to last a bit longer. The truth is he can't stop looking at can't seem to stop looking at Lyn who has been the girl that for sure he has liked teasing. He still
.Lyn POVI didn't exactly know what transpired for the rest of the game . My mind would not just get off that kiss no matter what.I don't know if am actually happy or not but the fact is I just can't get off that damn kiss. My first kiss and yet it has been with my biggest bully and yet strangely it happens to be the most beautiful feeling that has ever happened to me.What am I even saying ..I am so lost in my own thoughts that I don't realize when the game gets over . I can't believe this . “ I think we should end here and Wait for tomorrow's discussion. This is going to be the best presentation " Nolan says but his eyes fixed on me. I just look on but the truth is I feel something different that I can't even put a name to. Something that has never happened to me.“ Okay, I think I will walk you to the door " Jean says immediately heading to the door and get two guys going after her. However as they are about to get out of the door , Nolan turns back smirking at me and then gets
.Lyn POV“ Woke up , sleep head” I hear mom call me . However I don't feel waking up . I am in a dream that is so good that I don't even want it to end . However mom keeps shaking me until when I finally wake up . “ Ehmmm, mom ” I groan tossing and then looking up at her . “ Why are you looking at me like that ?” I ask mom when I see the way she is looking at me. She is smiling usually in a morning .“ I would not help it when I saw you smile in your sleep. ” mom tells me looking at me all smiles.“ Smiling ? You mean I was Smiling in my sleep ?” I ask mom inquisitively for sure not sure understanding what she is saying .I had no idea I was even smiling in my sleep. But then what was making me smile . I don't even remember clearly what I even dreamt about .“ Any way get ready dear , you need to get ready and head to school . ” mom says as she gets up from where she is sited on the side of the bed and then gets out of my bedroom.I decide to get out of my bed in order to get to sch
.Lyn POVAs I tried to wake up , I was feeling weak . However at the same time I was more than aware about everything that had actually happened. Everything was actually still fresh in mind. At my ocaasions I wanted what had happened to be just a dream which I was actually not to be going to encounter the moment that I wake up but that was actually not the truth . How was I going to live in life in this world knowing very well that something like this was actually happening in my life . I mean this can only mean that the life that I have been living all this time was actually a life that was full of pretence . A life that never meant anything . At this moment , I was completely at sea not even knowing what I was supposed to do at the moment . I mean the person that I have trusted so much and actually thought that he cared for me turns out that it is actually the same person who was actually doing what it takes to see that I fall down . Actually if it was just falling down then it
.Lyn POVI moved as quick as possible so that I could maybe at least stop little of what may actually cause catastrophic and then at the effects that could at last cause so much effect at school. However the more I approached the place where I knew that the two could be was actually the more that I felt like something was really not okay . I mean on a good side but again I knew very well that it may actually be inside where I was going . The learners on this side of the school campus were actually busy with their school work only for a few who looked at me and then whispered at each other . That was obvious because I was pregnant and that hey had not been able to realize about the fact that I was actually pregnant . But that was actually some kind of business that I actually was not afraid of any more. I knew that this baby was the best thing that had actually happened to me .So this meant that whatever was said was something that actually I did not care about at all. The more I g
Lyn POV“If that is not the problem, then what?” she asked me a question that I had the answer very well but I just did not know how to begin something that seemed to be easy but at the actual sense something that was actually very hard . What could be the reaction of my best friend once she comes to know what this is exactly about . Let me hope she will not fume out since that could actually bring a lot of coarse which could as a result attract much more attention from so many but I don’t want to become the center of attraction at this time . However getting her to know some of these things could reduce the weight that I actually have on my heart at the moment . You know things get a little relaxed every time you out something to a friend that you may actually be going through . “I am no longer in a relationship with Nolan.” I said casually like it was the best thing to say in such a situation . “What !”she exclaimed there and then she looked at me wide-eyed . That was the exac
.Lyn POI could not believe that he had actually even got to that level. Okay , at least I could get used by what he said that he actually does not actually love me anymore but that was actually okay as I could grow. How had we really gotten to this level for sure . Though he called it quits and sincerely I had hope that he could finally come back to me and tell me that it was just a misunderstanding . Little did I know that we were going to get to the point where he could be actually be saying that the baby that am expecting was not his .At this point, I was completely heart broken. I Had no idea what I was supposed to reply . The fact is I at so many occasions tried to open my mouth but it betrayed me and I did not say anything at all. The only thing that I knew was bond to happen was the fact that I felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes. It was so strong but I promised myself one thing that I knew I was supposed to follow . It was so hard but it was actually what I was sup
.LYN POV“Girl , you have been quiet since the moment that we got into the car .” My best friend said out of the blue was we made entrance into the school campus. When I was at home, I had decided that I was going out of the house and act like all was okay but that was something that was actually not so easy to do . You may actually promise yourself but I can tell you that that is not something that is so easy to do . “What ? come on , I am completely okay . I don’t have anything disturbing me at all.” I replied pretending . That was the only way that I was to do . I did not want to complicate things at this moment . Of course I could tell her everything but that could not be now. It could actually be during a moment when we had all the free time in our life .“Sure , but why do you look pale and a combination of so much within you .” she said her eyes glued in front of the car. “Maybe it is actually the pregnancy .” I said casually hopping that she could actually change the topi
.LYN POVI hardly had any sleep . I was actually thinking about the whole process. About how the love of my life suddenly turned out and said that he actually did not love me anymore. Surely this is something that I cannot get to a conclusion no matter what.How did things turn out to be this way for sure . At one point I was the happiest person on the entire planet but in a nick of time things have turned out to the other way round . They have turned out to be the worst that I could ever wish to have in my whole life .At the moment , I am a teenage pregnant girl . It means this is actually the life that am actually going to lead for the rest of my life . How will I live with my baby knowing that I am actually not living beside the love of my life .The alarm that was meant to wake me up went but I did not have the courage to get out of my bed. At this moment it was life had totally lost meaning . Without Nolan in my life , there was actually no reason that could make me live in this
Lyn POVStrangely, I did not shed any tears . I know many of you thought that I could cry . I actually also thought that it was actually what I was actually going to do but I did not do it . I remained strong . When Nolan , no my ex-boyfriend left I had to get ready since I had a discussion that I had to attend . I was actually grateful that he was not part of the discussion or else I have no idea how this could have gone surely . I went for the discussion and came back; mom was actually back from her boyfriend . I had already vowed that I was actually not going to let her know any of these. I did not want anything that could ruin her happiness and that was why I chose to keep quiet as fast as I could do with that topic . When I opened for her , she was actually the happiest in the whole planet earth . her facial expression was so glittering that I really vowed that I was not going to say anything to her which could ruin her moment what so ever . “Wow! That facial expression
Lyn POVWhat did he say . I tried to look into his eyes just to make sure that this was just an hallucination but when I looked right into his eyes I could tell that this was actually true and not just an hallucination . But wait , how could he be saying such a thing to me yet we just got engaged yesterday ?I got it , this was actually one of his games. I just could tell that this was actually not true and it was not going to be no matter what . I had to make him confess that he just was joking with me . “Stop joking already , you know this is not time for jokes, I just need you that us all.”I decided to make it known to him that I was actually able to know what he was actually up to . However his reaction was completely different from what I thought and expected to be at the moment . He did not kiss me like he always did every time when I found out that he was actually upto something . Instead he just stood up and moved towards the window. I was beginning to get worried and at
.Lyn POVI tried to think over what he had said . I could not think about why he could tell me that he wanted to talk to me but without actually not even offering me any greetings at all. I listened without saying any word waiting for him say more but he rather surprised me when what he did was actually to end the call. “What !” I yelled at no one in particular since I was actually the only one in the house. “I am not going to pick up his calls.”“I will not talk to him .” I promised myself .I was so angry with the way he had treated me . That was not him . He had actually never talked or even behaved towards me in the way that he had actually done . I resorted to eating my chicken wings once again but I was actually not having any more appetite . He had to do so much for me to forgive me . “Baby , your daddy is surely going to do a lot see that he even lies a hand on us .’’ I spoke as I caressed my now slightly protruding belly . I suddenly felt something that I could actually