.Lyn POVSeriously, I ended up dominating the lesson most of the time . I am sure most of the fellow learners realized this. But I didn’t care . after all the reason why I came to class was to study and that was what I was doing . Okay , still my sub conscious rolled her eyes at me but I just ignored her . It was high time for me to live and have a life . No one and not even my subconscious was going to control me. I was going to live my life fully . I was actually the first person to get out of class. I had moved only a few steps when someone called me once again . This time it was not Jed but rather Nolan . This took me by surprise , what did he want . He had scolded me and called me all kinds of names all at that party last week . That surely could have been enough . If he ever thought that he was going to do anything to me then he was wrong this time around. This time around, I promise you that I was going to place him to his position.I was done with his insults and if he tri
.Lyn POVAfter that friendly talk with my best friend, we parted ways and had to get back to our respective classes. I was late by a few minutes but I did not care since I knew that the teacher who was supposed to teach us could still not back in class as he always took his time before getting to class.Indeed when I got to class, the teacher was not there which meant that I easily got my seat and sat down . I Knew Nolan was not in this class since he did not take this class. Shortly , the teacher came in and so the lesson started . A few minutes later , something un usual happened.I saw Nolan get into class. Seriously I did not expect this . He did not take this paper and therefore I did not expect him to come in . There was no way that he had changed to offer this subject since we had only a few days to the end of the school year. I looked at him briefly looking for where to sit. The next thing that I knew was him approaching me to take the seat beside me . I had actually not rea
.Nolan POVI know each one of you have been judging me and almost wanting to hit me up but you have no idea what am talking about . I have gone through so much . Really so much the last couple of days . You almost wanted perhaps to have a car run over me and have me killed . But once you find out what the hell has been going on in my life , I swear all the anger that you feel towards me will vanish before you even know it .For the first time in my whole life , I was finally in love. I had gotten into a relationship something that I had surely never thought that I would be in. I was finally being able to overcome all those that had taken me over . I had now attempted that I was in love with a girl that I had thought I hated for all this time. The girl that I had thought making fun of her was the solution to hide what I actually was feeling . The too much love that I was feeling for her . The kind of love that was actually like a kind of obsession that was so hard to over come. That
.Nolan POVI waited for this day to come to an end. It was the day that I had decided that I was going to do this no matter what . I was not going to make my babe suffer due to such idiots who think that they actually are the head of this world. The moment the teacher exited class, I knew this was the long awaited moment of action . It was when I was supposed to do everything . This threat was supposed to come to an end. I was ready to do anything that it takes to see that I get what am supposed to do . I was tired of seeing the love of my life suffer in such a manner . It was finally time for this to come to an end. I was going to ‘die’ if that is what it takes to see that I save her from all the torture that she is going through really.I spoke as soft as possible. I wanted her to know that I was not going to treat her badly no matter what . I actually did not want to even think about that . It hurt me as much as it hurts her . I however wished it would hurt me alone . I would not
.Lyn povWhat the hell is happening to me? Lord, when did I get to this stage . When did I ever get so confused to this extent . I swear I don’t know what to think . I also don’t know what to believe at all. I swear when I listen to Nolan , it was actually as if I was watching some crime movie on N*****x. Why would some one want to kill a person like me . I mean I am completely a nobody . But Nolan has told me that he does not know anything about the pregnancy .The fact is this all thing is so confusing for sure . it will surely take a lot of time for me to surely predict anything that was taking place . I let Nolan drive me home . in fact , there was no way I would even drive home . I had so much that was going on in my life . One was everything that Nolan had told me , the other thing was about how that girl came to me and said that she was pregnant with Nolan’s baby . Another thing was how Nolan said suddenly that he had not loved me at all. How I was one of his conquest like a
.Lyn POVI was now sure that I was pregnant . That was the only way that I would say this all. Pregnancy was what it was. But God, okay I know it is very wrong to judge you are even to tell you what to do since you always know what you are doing and the reason why you are doing it but really didn’t you see that this was actually so big for me to take in. .You would have seen that I can’t surely take this in and so you would have waited for this to happen at a far much date other than it being at this time. This is too much for me in the situation that am in . But then who I am to judge God, he always has a reason for everything that he does. With all that Nolan told me earlier today and a mixture of this all ,I swear it needed so much energy and power to see that am able to over come everything that is happening . I don’t even know how everything will be when I have finally been able to over come everything that is actually taking place currently . A few minutes later , the front
.Lyn POVWhen mom got into my bedroom , she found me folding my clothes . Of course I had just poured them all on the bed so that when she got in , she would not suspect that there must have been something that was actually going on in with me . “How are you doing .” she greeted me coming closer to me kissing me on the checks briefly . “I am okay mom, it is just that our last teacher did not show up that is why I decided to get home earlier.”“Oh ! but is kind of strange for me to see you here .”mom said sitting down on the couch where I was sited before . “Why would it be so ?” I asked my mom curious. I went a head ti turn around facing her . In fact stopped to fold the clothes .“I mean I supposed you would be spending some time with your boyfriend. By the way , how is he . it has been a couple of days without seeing him . I swear I acted as if nothing was wrong. I made sure that I did not do anything that would make her suspect that maybe there is something that I was doing
.LYN POVI opened the door and it was indeed him who was at the other side of the door .He was looking more handsome than ever . Lord , surely this was a kind of guy that you created when you really were minding about creating . I can now see why many girls at the school campus can’t get over him and want at all times to have him as their own even when they are sure that he doesn’t want anything to do with them.I forget all the fact that I was still hungry with him and fell right into his arms. I missed being in this position . it was where I felt most safe in the entire world. The fact was there was no way that I was going to live unless when I had this hunk beside me .he was my pillar of strength and surely I needed him in my life . Another reason that made me hug him was the fact about everything that was taking place all this time . so so much that it was only me being in his arms that would possibly help me reduce the stress that was nearly killing me . “Thanks so much for c
.Lyn POVAs I tried to wake up , I was feeling weak . However at the same time I was more than aware about everything that had actually happened. Everything was actually still fresh in mind. At my ocaasions I wanted what had happened to be just a dream which I was actually not to be going to encounter the moment that I wake up but that was actually not the truth . How was I going to live in life in this world knowing very well that something like this was actually happening in my life . I mean this can only mean that the life that I have been living all this time was actually a life that was full of pretence . A life that never meant anything . At this moment , I was completely at sea not even knowing what I was supposed to do at the moment . I mean the person that I have trusted so much and actually thought that he cared for me turns out that it is actually the same person who was actually doing what it takes to see that I fall down . Actually if it was just falling down then it
.Lyn POVI moved as quick as possible so that I could maybe at least stop little of what may actually cause catastrophic and then at the effects that could at last cause so much effect at school. However the more I approached the place where I knew that the two could be was actually the more that I felt like something was really not okay . I mean on a good side but again I knew very well that it may actually be inside where I was going . The learners on this side of the school campus were actually busy with their school work only for a few who looked at me and then whispered at each other . That was obvious because I was pregnant and that hey had not been able to realize about the fact that I was actually pregnant . But that was actually some kind of business that I actually was not afraid of any more. I knew that this baby was the best thing that had actually happened to me .So this meant that whatever was said was something that actually I did not care about at all. The more I g
Lyn POV“If that is not the problem, then what?” she asked me a question that I had the answer very well but I just did not know how to begin something that seemed to be easy but at the actual sense something that was actually very hard . What could be the reaction of my best friend once she comes to know what this is exactly about . Let me hope she will not fume out since that could actually bring a lot of coarse which could as a result attract much more attention from so many but I don’t want to become the center of attraction at this time . However getting her to know some of these things could reduce the weight that I actually have on my heart at the moment . You know things get a little relaxed every time you out something to a friend that you may actually be going through . “I am no longer in a relationship with Nolan.” I said casually like it was the best thing to say in such a situation . “What !”she exclaimed there and then she looked at me wide-eyed . That was the exac
.Lyn POI could not believe that he had actually even got to that level. Okay , at least I could get used by what he said that he actually does not actually love me anymore but that was actually okay as I could grow. How had we really gotten to this level for sure . Though he called it quits and sincerely I had hope that he could finally come back to me and tell me that it was just a misunderstanding . Little did I know that we were going to get to the point where he could be actually be saying that the baby that am expecting was not his .At this point, I was completely heart broken. I Had no idea what I was supposed to reply . The fact is I at so many occasions tried to open my mouth but it betrayed me and I did not say anything at all. The only thing that I knew was bond to happen was the fact that I felt tears threaten to fall from my eyes. It was so strong but I promised myself one thing that I knew I was supposed to follow . It was so hard but it was actually what I was sup
.LYN POV“Girl , you have been quiet since the moment that we got into the car .” My best friend said out of the blue was we made entrance into the school campus. When I was at home, I had decided that I was going out of the house and act like all was okay but that was something that was actually not so easy to do . You may actually promise yourself but I can tell you that that is not something that is so easy to do . “What ? come on , I am completely okay . I don’t have anything disturbing me at all.” I replied pretending . That was the only way that I was to do . I did not want to complicate things at this moment . Of course I could tell her everything but that could not be now. It could actually be during a moment when we had all the free time in our life .“Sure , but why do you look pale and a combination of so much within you .” she said her eyes glued in front of the car. “Maybe it is actually the pregnancy .” I said casually hopping that she could actually change the topi
.LYN POVI hardly had any sleep . I was actually thinking about the whole process. About how the love of my life suddenly turned out and said that he actually did not love me anymore. Surely this is something that I cannot get to a conclusion no matter what.How did things turn out to be this way for sure . At one point I was the happiest person on the entire planet but in a nick of time things have turned out to the other way round . They have turned out to be the worst that I could ever wish to have in my whole life .At the moment , I am a teenage pregnant girl . It means this is actually the life that am actually going to lead for the rest of my life . How will I live with my baby knowing that I am actually not living beside the love of my life .The alarm that was meant to wake me up went but I did not have the courage to get out of my bed. At this moment it was life had totally lost meaning . Without Nolan in my life , there was actually no reason that could make me live in this
Lyn POVStrangely, I did not shed any tears . I know many of you thought that I could cry . I actually also thought that it was actually what I was actually going to do but I did not do it . I remained strong . When Nolan , no my ex-boyfriend left I had to get ready since I had a discussion that I had to attend . I was actually grateful that he was not part of the discussion or else I have no idea how this could have gone surely . I went for the discussion and came back; mom was actually back from her boyfriend . I had already vowed that I was actually not going to let her know any of these. I did not want anything that could ruin her happiness and that was why I chose to keep quiet as fast as I could do with that topic . When I opened for her , she was actually the happiest in the whole planet earth . her facial expression was so glittering that I really vowed that I was not going to say anything to her which could ruin her moment what so ever . “Wow! That facial expression
Lyn POVWhat did he say . I tried to look into his eyes just to make sure that this was just an hallucination but when I looked right into his eyes I could tell that this was actually true and not just an hallucination . But wait , how could he be saying such a thing to me yet we just got engaged yesterday ?I got it , this was actually one of his games. I just could tell that this was actually not true and it was not going to be no matter what . I had to make him confess that he just was joking with me . “Stop joking already , you know this is not time for jokes, I just need you that us all.”I decided to make it known to him that I was actually able to know what he was actually up to . However his reaction was completely different from what I thought and expected to be at the moment . He did not kiss me like he always did every time when I found out that he was actually upto something . Instead he just stood up and moved towards the window. I was beginning to get worried and at
.Lyn POVI tried to think over what he had said . I could not think about why he could tell me that he wanted to talk to me but without actually not even offering me any greetings at all. I listened without saying any word waiting for him say more but he rather surprised me when what he did was actually to end the call. “What !” I yelled at no one in particular since I was actually the only one in the house. “I am not going to pick up his calls.”“I will not talk to him .” I promised myself .I was so angry with the way he had treated me . That was not him . He had actually never talked or even behaved towards me in the way that he had actually done . I resorted to eating my chicken wings once again but I was actually not having any more appetite . He had to do so much for me to forgive me . “Baby , your daddy is surely going to do a lot see that he even lies a hand on us .’’ I spoke as I caressed my now slightly protruding belly . I suddenly felt something that I could actually