All Chapters of Rejected Love: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

1 year agoDear, DiaryI just got rejected from Xander....of course, why would he even like a girl like me, I'm ugly and a nerd but, why me? Is it because of my glasses, braces, hair, or... Just - JUST WHAT IS IT?I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS, I'M JUST SO PISSED AT HIM! And to add to that, one of his minions even poured a whole can of Coke Cola on my HEAD! Oh, and do you know what his reason was... because his standards are too high to have a girl like ME? And to make it even worse, the fucking principal called me and that bitch to go to the principal's office to tell me the greatest news in the world, right? Just to fucking say, that Arrogant ass and I are going to the same fucking college university. Julliard... ok don't get me wrong I was astonished that it was Julliard and that they even gave me a scholarship because of my work, but I need to go with HIM? When the principal started talking about Amber going as well because they loved her work as well and since she wasn't in today. I have

Alexandra Lawrence POV:Saturday 18 June " Why is math so hard - Ugh" Amber groaned, Amber and I were in the library studying for our upcoming Calculus and analysis test that we will be having on Tuesday. It's been a whole month that we've been in Julliard and damn- it has been a rollercoaster! I made new friend's in the dorms and no I am still the nerd but unlike in my other school, people respected that and praise me because I'm very smart. My mom and dad would be proud... Speaking of parents, I now and then call them but since I got homework and classes (a lot of homework) It's hard to juggle everything but, I still call them once in a while."Hey, what time is it?" I chuckled, "It's 4:30 PM, why?" I asked suspiciously but questionably "I have a date" She answered a little embarrassed "Who is this lucky dude huh!?" I questioned jokingly and nudged her shoulder chuckling a little, her face went fully red as a tomato now "His name is Leo…" I gave a questionable look telling her to g

Alexandra POV:Thursday 30 June"Promise you'll call me every day!" Amber whined, Aiko already went home yesterday "Yes Amber don't worry I promise" I smiled and wrapped myself in a hug. A chilly breeze lashes past us as I parted my ways with her "I'm going to miss you" Amber yelled at me "me too!" I yelled back before going inside the Uber. One hour later, I reached the airport and was now sitting at the gate area waiting for my plane. And then my thoughts shifted to Xander.This isn't high school, Alex. It's college. Nothing means anything. Why am I even thinking of him? All he did to me was being arrogant, ignorant, and a bitch. I don't get what I have... My thoughts were cut by the intercom, "Good afternoon ladies and gentlemen. On behalf of American Airlines, it is my pleasure to welcome you aboard flight RUS 1727 with service to Sydney and continuing service to Australia" I get to my feet and go to follow the other passengers that are flying with me. As I sit in my seat, my hea

Alexandra POV:Sunday 30 October"We must go costume shopping, no way you're going in that thing tomorrow!" Amber squealed, "what's wrong with this?" I questioned "seriously Al you can't do better than that?!" she exclaimed "you, me, and Aiko we're going costume shopping!" she asserted while typing something on her phone that turned out to be calling someone "Hey Aiko! Want to go costume shopping as a trio?!" she asked her in the phone "great let's meet at the Pavilion city mall in an hour, See you there!" she said and hung up the phone after Aiko responded with a goodbye as well. "Well looks liked we're going shopping come on getting your ass up!" she commanded me, I groaned and went to the shower. I came out after about 15 minutes and then Amber went in. I wore a black top and beige pants, along with a bag.When we reached Pavilion, it was around 5:00 PM. We saw Aiko we guessed she just arrived as well she spotted us and waved at us while we were approaching her. Amber ran up to he

Alexandra Lawrence POV:Saturday 19 Nov it was 4:30 PM and I was in the kitchen making some lunch for me and Amber, I was planning to make a simple sandwich. "Thank you!" Amber said cheekily "no problem, hope you enjoy" I replied to her "oh by the way your phone has been blowing up!" she said with a mouth full of food. I picked up my phone where I left it on the desk and saw "19 unread text messages from Mattheo 😛?" I whispered to myself but felt a little smile crawl up on my face as soon as I read the messages. "what's with that smile? hmm do you have a boyfriend... is it Xander!" Amber asked "What? When? How? Amber are you okay?" I gave her a genuinely concerned look "what it was just a question! damn I never saw you this flustered, I thought you were over him?" she said "I am it has been over 2 years, and anyway its non of your business ma'am" I defensively said "okay okay but you know I will find out soon right?" she reassured said "mhm" I answered busily typing Mattheo a reply