All Chapters of Reclaiming my love- A that supurses time: Chapter 111 - Chapter 120

An hour and a half later I walk into my bedroom and find Rene asleep in her crib and Kane is fast asleep on my bed. He's lying on his side with his hand over his chest. I stare at his face and wonder if this is the man I fell in love with. How could he do this to me? I trusted him, opened up to him, had a baby with him and I was ready to get married to him.And then he did this to me.I'm so angry I could strangle him. I want to scream and let all the hurt out of my body. I want the world to know how much I hate him and his ex-fiance "Kane wake up," I say touching his arm. I shake it lightly and wait for him to open his eyes. It takes a minute but he opens them eventually. "It's time to go home," I say and the smile on his face fades slowly. "You're kicking me out?" He asks his voice breaking a little. he turns all the way onto his back looking up at me. He touches my hand and I take it away. He looks at me and then

Day one of my fellowship starts right now. I pull my car into my designated parking spot. That's perk number of this new chapter in my life. I purposefully left home early so I could have five minutes to myself here. I sit back and take in all that I have achieved. It took a lot of blood, sweat, long nights and tears to get here. I had to make so many sacrifices to be in this very position I don't take any of it for granted. I just wish Shalom and I were on good terms. I wish I could call her and tell her how much  I love and appreciate the support she has given me in the last year. I needed her and she showed up for me in more ways than I can count. I reach for my phone and stare at it. I don't kno

My heart breaks for Kane as soon as he walks through the door. To say he looks like shit is an understatement. I can tell he hasn't slept since Olive Gate happened and he started his new job a week ago. I wish he would stop pressuring himself by showing up here every day. I know he; 's trying to get closer to me but I'm not going to let him back in any time soon. I don't know if I can forgive a cheating man. "R

Jay cold this morning and announced that he's coming over. I find that curious that he did that because usually he just shows up. He should be here in a few minutes. I bet he wants to talk to me about Kane. I don't want to hear anything he has to say about him of course. I don't care what the explanation is. I will never believe him. The doorbell rings and I go to let him in. "Hey beautiful," Hre says at the door when I open it."Hey," I say and he smiles. "How are you?" I ask when we settle down in my living room. "I'm okay. How are you?" He asks and I smile wondering what he came to tell me. His energy is low and he's not particularly his usual cheery self."I'm good," I say and he frowns. I wait for him to say more but it takes a minute."Actually. I'm not doing that well." He says finally and I raise my brows at him in question. "Farrow is mad at me." He says and I look at him, concerned.

Hey. Do you mind taking Rene to her grandmother today?I already sent a bag over for her I'm meeting friends, so I can't do itLet me know - Shalom Thankfully read the text before I was on my way back home. I search for the address and hit Start Drive."We're going to see grandma kiddo" I say looking at Rene in the review mirror. I can't see her face because she's facing the other way but I like to look anyway."I haven't seen her since I epically messed up, so I don't know how this will go down." I say and she makes a sound so I agree with her. "I think she's going to give me a bit of her mind," I say and she grunts. "I don't know how I'm going to explain myself. Honestly, I wish I spoke baby so I would understand the advice you're giving me." I say and then I laugh. I bet she thinks I'm a screw up too."I know I messed up kiddo and I'm sorry," I say feeling emotional. My decisions affect her too. I used to be there all the time and there was no division in our family but I made