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Chapter 111 - Devoted
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2024-06-26 17:42:09"You expect me to believe that?" I ask turning to look at him. I feel so many emotions run through my body. I don't know if I want to cry, scream or sit in silence forever. I love this man with all of my heart. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.
"I expect you to trust me." He says and I laugh a little. "I will never lie to you. And I will never cheat on you." He says and I sigh feeling so angry. "Kane, your ex-fiance walked into your vacation room naked," I say closing my eyes for a second. I shake my head trying to remove the image from my head. I will never unsee this. "What do you expect me to think or feel?" I ask looking back at him."She wasn't supposed to be there""But she was," I say cutting him off. I hate doing that to anyone but I don't know how to be civil right now. I don't know how to be understanding. "I know, I know," I say placing his face into his hands, robbing it a liRelated chapters
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Hey. Do you mind taking Rene to her grandmother today?I already sent a bag over for her I'm meeting friends, so I can't do itLet me know - Shalom Thankfully read the text before I was on my way back home. I search for the address and hit Start Drive."We're going to see grandma kiddo" I say looking at Rene in the review mirror. I can't see her face because she's facing the other way but I like to look anyway."I haven't seen her since I epically messed up, so I don't know how this will go down." I say and she makes a sound so I agree with her. "I think she's going to give me a bit of her mind," I say and she grunts. "I don't know how I'm going to explain myself. Honestly, I wish I spoke baby so I would understand the advice you're giving me." I say and then I laugh. I bet she thinks I'm a screw up too."I know I messed up kiddo and I'm sorry," I say feeling emotional. My decisions affect her too. I used to be there all the time and there was no division in our family but I made
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He looks at me with a blend of concern and understanding, as if he's trying to decipher a puzzle. " But I get it," he finally says, breaking the silence that had settled between us. "You want to be independent, and you want stability without feeling like you're relying on me." He says and I can almost feel him choke on the words. He believes in doing everything for the people he loves. I nod, feeling a weight lift slightly. "Exactly. I want to be able to stand on my own two feet again, I was doing that before us and I want to go back. Besides..." I say and then stop myself. He sighs knowing exactly what I was going to say. He leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees. "You're already doing an incredible job. Juggling the raising Rene, your clients, your mom and everything else. " He says pointing to himself. "It's not easy. I', just trying to find a middle ground where you don't feel overwhelmed." He says and I stare at him silentI tilt my head, curious. "What do you mean?"
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I stand under the hot spray of the shower, letting the water wash away the tension that had settled in my shoulders. Closing my eyes, I hoped the steam could clear my mind as well. Kane's words echo in my head, mingling with the sound of the water splashing against the tiles. "I know it's going to take time and effort for me to gain your trust again."I sigh, pressing my forehead against the cool tile. Trust was such a fragile thing, so easily shattered and so difficult to rebuild. I want to believe him, wanted to let go of the hurt and uncertainty, but the scars run deep. Still, the memory of his concern and determination tugged at my heart. We've been through so much together, and even now, there was a part of me that misses the way things used to be.After what felt like an eternity, I turn off the water and stepped out of the shower, wrapping myself in a towel. I move slowly, my thoughts still churning as I dry off and slip into my pajamas.When I finally emerge from the bathroom,
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