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Chapter 108 - Work
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2024-06-23 17:29:00Day one of my fellowship starts right now. I pull my car into my designated parking spot. That's perk number of this new chapter in my life. I purposefully left home early so I could have five minutes to myself here. I sit back and take in all that I have achieved. It took a lot of blood, sweat, long nights and tears to get here.
I had to make so many sacrifices to be in this very position I don't take any of it for granted.
I just wish Shalom and I were on good terms. I wish I could call her and tell her how much I love and appreciate the support she has given me in the last year. I needed her and she showed up for me in more ways than I can count.
I reach for my phone and stare at it. I don't kno
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