SilasIt’s been a couple of days since Apollo’s wolf was stripped from him. Lux hardly talks to anyone. Every single day since her dad accepted her back into the pack she goes, and she trains. She’s trying to make herself stronger.We all tell her that she should take a break, but she ignores us. I don’t think she realizes how scared everyone is for her. All she does is train, eat just enough to be able to refuel, sleep, then train again.My wolf, Jax, is getting anxious over her actions. Apollo left already from what I’ve heard he asked to be able to see both Lux and Kai. Kai did go to see him, but Lux refused. She said that he’s her past now and she has no interest in seeing him.No one forced her to, but I hope that she won’t regret the decision that she’s made.Damon is making pretty good progress. He’s able to move more than one toe now. But… he still is unable to wa

SilasThey’ve crossed over the border. There's an explosion of butterflies in my stomach at the thought of seeing Lux again. Jax is perked up in my head and I know that if we were in our wolf form then he would be wagging his tail like a little pup.The moment their vehicle arrived a patrol member let me know that they were headed to our house. I stand up and head out of my office and towards the stairs and as I get down there I smile seeing Christopher and Nadia together.Nadia smiles at me knowing how eager I am to see Lux and I smile back at her. She's been nervous about Lux and how she's been adjusting ever since she got here. But at the same time once she realized how good of a man Christopher is she couldn't bring herself to leave again.They've been taking things really slow, but they both seem smitten with one another. My eyes widen as I notice a mark on her that wasn't there yesterday. I smirk, “Nice mark.”

KaiI haven’t seen Lux at all today. It's weird, it's almost noon and she still hasn't come out of her bedroom. Normally by this point she's already been training for over an hour why is she still in her room? It doesn't make any sense.I’m sitting at the bar in the kitchen and Christopher, Nadia, and Amber have been keeping me company. Christopher and Nadia seem obsessed with one another, but they try hard not to be rude and try to include me and Amber in the conversation.Amber asks me questions about my mate, and she tells me that she is waiting to hear back from different colleges she’s applied to. Since she doesn’t have a mate or anything tying her down right now, she wants to advance her education and experience the world outside of the packs.Everyone goes quiet as Silas walks through the room and seems frustrated. I watch him curiously and I notice that he smells a little like Lux- meaning the two of them h

LuxWhy can’t everyone just leave me alone?I want to process this by myself! I don't know how I'm supposed to feel about Silas being my mate. I know he's happy about it, I know this is what he wanted, this is what we both wanted, I begged him not to leave me that night. I didn't want to meet Apollo… I felt bad that I met Apollo because I wanted to be with Silas, and I constantly felt guilt over it.Now I'm finally getting what I want and why can't I feel happy about it?It doesn't make sense why are my feelings so conflicted when I'm finally getting my happily ever after. Isn't that a good thing?Why can't I enjoy it?Silas brushes some hair behind my ear and it tears me out of my thoughts. He tells me, “I just want to be with you, Lux, that's all I've ever wanted. We're mates… you know that don't you?”I can hear that he's really beginning to question himself, to question this, whethe

LuxIt doesn't take long before we start to hear and smell the rogues that are coming near us.My mom’s anxious energy is rolling off of her in huge waves making me uneasy. Because if she is nervous then I should be terrified. My mom has never been easily frightened. The only time she is ever scared with a battle is if she’s scared to lose someone that she loves. Her fear stems from the fact that it's already happened once before. I don't know much about it; all I know is that the man was a very dear friend of hers and that she has never been able to fully move on from his death. She believes it was her fault.She asks me, “You’ve been training a lot. Are you better at fighting in your wolf form or your human form?”I respond, “Human. Do you think it’s going to come to that?”She murmurs, “I don’t know, but it’s best to take precautions.”I swallow the lump in