Kai
I haven’t seen Lux at all today. It's weird, it's almost noon and she still hasn't come out of her bedroom. Normally by this point she's already been training for over an hour why is she still in her room? It doesn't make any sense.
I’m sitting at the bar in the kitchen and Christopher, Nadia, and Amber have been keeping me company. Christopher and Nadia seem obsessed with one another, but they try hard not to be rude and try to include me and Amber in the conversation.
Amber asks me questions about my mate, and she tells me that she is waiting to hear back from different colleges she’s applied to. Since she doesn’t have a mate or anything tying her down right now, she wants to advance her education and experience the world outside of the packs.
Everyone goes quiet as Silas walks through the room and seems frustrated. I watch him curiously and I notice that he smells a little like Lux- meaning the two of them h
LuxI’m seething with anger. I don’t want another mate, the first one was bad enough. How much heartbreak could a girl take?Kodi isn’t answering me when I try to talk to her. I need to know if Silas is my mate, and she is the only one that can tell me. I think she’s worried that if she speaks to me that I would try to reject him.To be honest, I don’t know what I would do. Silas is my best friend, and I don’t want to hurt him, but… this is not what I want. This isn’t what was supposed to happen.I want to be strong, and I want to go off on my own. I don’t want to rely on a man in my life.But… this is Silas.Kodi whimpers in my head from my thoughts. I realize she wants him. She wants us to be with him. She’s always wanted us to be with him. Memories flicker through my head of how we’ve always gravitated near him, how she had us straddle him, how the
LuxWhy can’t everyone just leave me alone?I want to process this by myself! I don't know how I'm supposed to feel about Silas being my mate. I know he's happy about it, I know this is what he wanted, this is what we both wanted, I begged him not to leave me that night. I didn't want to meet Apollo… I felt bad that I met Apollo because I wanted to be with Silas, and I constantly felt guilt over it.Now I'm finally getting what I want and why can't I feel happy about it?It doesn't make sense why are my feelings so conflicted when I'm finally getting my happily ever after. Isn't that a good thing?Why can't I enjoy it?Silas brushes some hair behind my ear and it tears me out of my thoughts. He tells me, “I just want to be with you, Lux, that's all I've ever wanted. We're mates… you know that don't you?”I can hear that he's really beginning to question himself, to question this, whethe
KaiEverything happened so suddenly.Everything was fine. I was hanging out with Christopher, Nadia, Amber, and Damon and then suddenly Christopher’s eyes glazed over, and he told Nadia, “Get the bunkers prepped.”She kisses him quickly and they both part ways as they rush off in different directions. My eyebrows furrow in confusion over their interaction and Amber asks me, “Are you going to fight or hide?”I ask, “What are you talking about?”Damon answers, “The pack is under attack. If it gets into the inner circle, then people will be required to either go into the bunkers or to fight. Which do you plan to do?”I respond immediately, “Fight of course. Damon, do you need help getting to the bunker?”He shakes his head no and says, “The likelihood of it getting inside the inner circle is slim, but if it does, I can make it on my own.”I hesi
LuxIt doesn't take long before we start to hear and smell the rogues that are coming near us.My mom’s anxious energy is rolling off of her in huge waves making me uneasy. Because if she is nervous then I should be terrified. My mom has never been easily frightened. The only time she is ever scared with a battle is if she’s scared to lose someone that she loves. Her fear stems from the fact that it's already happened once before. I don't know much about it; all I know is that the man was a very dear friend of hers and that she has never been able to fully move on from his death. She believes it was her fault.She asks me, “You’ve been training a lot. Are you better at fighting in your wolf form or your human form?”I respond, “Human. Do you think it’s going to come to that?”She murmurs, “I don’t know, but it’s best to take precautions.”I swallow the lump in
SilasI have never seen a battle like this.I am grateful for how well Zane had his pack running and that there wasn’t much I needed to improve on when it came to their trainings. They all worked like a well-oiled machine.The bloodshed is insane. My wolf is fully coated in blood, and I have no idea how many rogues I have killed on my own. But they don’t ever seem to stop. They are constantly coming, and I question if we’ll be able to end this battle. Add in the hunters that are here…I’m starting to question if we should start to evacuate the pack. I don’t know if we’re capable of winning this battle.The King and Kai are fantastic. With Kai’s ability he can take down tons of the rogues easily. King Archer is able to take out a lot as well, but I notice he’s trying to stay out of the center of the battle and he’s trying to take hunters down if he can. He knows that the r
LuxI don’t know how long I’ve been here. All I know is that I’m the only one in the room I’m in, it’s cold, and I’m only in my underwear.My arms and legs are bound to the walls and my arms are aching from being stretched out like this. I’ve been awake for at least 24 hours and no one has come to check on me. I wonder who has captured me. I would've thought that hunters would be keeping a closer eye on a Gemstone Wolf, trying to make sure that I am in good condition.Wherever I am smells… clean. Too clean, it smells like the room has been coated in bleach. The scent of bleach was so strong it originally made me want to gag, but now I've gotten used to it.I know I was covered in blood when I was captured, and I try not to think about the fact that someone must’ve bathed me since I don’t stink. I hope that they at least had a woman do it so that I could keep a little bit of my d
GenevieveI have to save her.I don’t know how I’m going to accomplish that, but I’ll figure it out.When Kai and his family left, I chose not to come with because I didn’t think I could leave home for that long. After getting in an argument with one of our officials, I decided to come anyways. It was a long journey, but I knew that whenever it was time to come home, I wouldn’t have to fly so that made it worth it.As I was flying and getting close to the Dark Moon Pack, I noticed a rather large group not far from them. I made sure to be careful while I checked this group out… I have to be careful approaching anyone. It’s not easy to hide what I am, and you never know what someone’s intentions might be.I noticed the hunters, all of them armed with guns that either had bullets laced with wolfsbane or darts that were laced with something I'm not sure what, but it was definitely meant
LuxBeing stuck in this cell is incredibly dreary.They seem to be playing like a “good cop, bad cop” type of game. Michael was the bad cop and Stefan was the good cop. Stefan took away my shackles and showed me where the cot was in this cell. He insisted that with every meal I was given a warm drink and water.The meals were subpar, most of the time it was a bland oatmeal. The water tasted bad and the warm drink I got was normally warm water with honey and lemon. It’s better than nothing, I guess.Every time that Michael came into the room, he would do his best to intimidate me. He would threaten me and has hit me once. He’s told me that he prefers to give me the injections, he doesn’t want to ruin my ‘pretty face’.The only time he hit me in the face is because I told him that he was such a playboy that not even his mate wanted to be with him. Apparently, bringing up Nadia touches a nerve