Lahat ng Kabanata ng Unwanted Existence : Kabanata 11 - Kabanata 20

"Mommy, sorry po talaga sa high heels. I really take care of it very well...pero nasira ko noong last party. Forgive me?" I said while pouting in front of Mommy, who's busy looking at her phone. Probably looking for new dresses and heels.She put down her phone and smiled sweetly at me. "It's ok. I bought you a new one!" Tuwang tuwang sabi ni Mommy at nagtatakbong pumunta sa room niya.Ewan ko diyan kay, Mommy. May sariling room pero doon parin naman siya sa master bedroom natutulog kasama si Daddy. Sabi niya, gawin ko rin daw iyon pag nag asawa na ako. Para iba naman daw, wag palabasin ang asawa pag nag away! Panigurado raw kasi na maaawa ka sa huli, kaya dapat may extra room.Doon palagi natutulog si Mommy pag nag aaway sila ni Daddy. Galit na galit nga si Mommy kinabukasan eh, kasi

It's really tiring to do the same thing every day. It was like a life of a bird, flying everyday to search for a food to eat. It would grow and want to gain more, so the bird tried to fly a little more further. But little did he know... it is the end of his journey. Because his life is already planned. He's not free. He is caged for a very long time, that's why when he tried to fly more than he should, he was shot dead by the man who caged him. The bird is really pitiful. "Seiya, sa tingin mo... bakit kinulong yung ibon?" I asked softly. Nakahalumbaba akong tumingin sakaniya habang siya ay inunanan ang kaniyang mga kamay, na naka tingin sa langit. Pero imbis na sagutin ang tanong ko, nag tanong siya sa akin. "Bakit kinukulong ang mga ibon?" Umayos na siya nang upo at lumingon sa akin. "Para hindi umalis..." "Exactly. Ayaw ng amo niya na umalis siya dahil mahal niya ito o baka dahil alam din ng amo niya na, sa oras na a

"Zhia, totoo ba yung bali balita?" One of my classmate asked. Napapalibutan kaming tatlo nina, Hustzy at Rielle ng mga chismosa naming kaklase. Kita mo nga naman...ang bilis talaga ng balita! May pakpak! "Grabe... ikaw pala yung umahas!" "Tignan niyo mga kaibigan niyo, lalo na yung mga may jowa dyan! Baka ahasin din!" Mapanuyang sabi ni Princess, ang dakilang haters ng grupo namin. Palibsaha hindi makasali sali. "Kung bahay niyo kaya ahasin? Sa tingin mo?" I smirk and laugh at her reaction. Nalukot ang mala unggoy niyang mukha at padabog na umupo. Ahas ahas kapa diyan, eh mas ahas naman mukha niya. "Fyi mga hakdog. Me and Lleidzy is impossible. Kung gusto niyo yung tao, habulin niyo. Hindi yung sa akin niyo binubunton kaengotan niyo, mga chismosang unggoy!" Their eyes has glint of anger and hatred but they didn't dare to talk back. Lakas loob nilang magsalita kanina huh? Asan na ang mapangutya niyong tingin mga hayup kayo?! Mabilis kumalat ang

umayag din ako sa huli, they gave me everything I want. Luxurious dresses, a buffet foods, na maids ang kasama kung kumain. A proper learning, they made me learn how to be classy and elegant. Pinilit pa akong magpiano, pero nung sinubukan ko may alam na kaagad akong tugtugin. Which made them to make me learn other instruments! Violins, guitar, ukelele and more! They even want me to learn how to paint. They entered me in a ballet lessons. They made me learn different kinds of languages. It was a torture. How can a five years old handle that?But there is one thing that I don't hate... Entering S.V. kindergarten. It was my sweetest escape from that devilish house. "Si Ate Zheyn!" "Ate! Namiss ka po namin!""Ang pretty Ate Zheyn, namin!" "Ang tagal mo pong bumalik." Sunod sunod na sabi ng mga bata kaya natawa ako. "Namiss ko rin ka

Hindi ko magawang lumingon sa katabi niya, ang bilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Wala pa naman siyang ginagawa pero kinakabahan na ako. "Zhia, may bento sa locker mo. Hindi yata alam ng stalker mo na wala ka sa school ngayon." My stalker...It feels like he is everywhere. Pag nagu-usap kaming magbabarkada at may masabi akong gusto ko, it's either nakalagay na ito sa locker ko mamaya or bukas. He knows how I'm addicted to anime, at gustong gusto kung may magbigay rin sa akin ng bento. And guess what? Since nasabi ko iyon araw araw ng may naglalagay ng bento sa locker ko or sa mismong upuan ko sa classroom. "You have an stalker, iha?" Kunot noong tanong ni Lolo. Napairap na lang tuloy ako, sinadya ni Jean! "Yes. But he is safe, don't worry." He's still looking at me suspiciously but he still believe me in the end. I'm sure he is safe. Only my friends knows my wants. So, naisip kuna it's either