All Chapters of Wretched Self: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

"You two really look so cute together," said Sew, enough to make my cheeks blush in shame. I had been telling Jinx that I was not ready to be in a relationship yet but he insisted and desperate to court me. It was just that, he wants me and he will never get tired waiting for my will to be with him. "Hey, why are you even crying?" Jinx asked with his panic facial expression. I chuckled and wiped my tears. I was just that happy because he was too good for me. "Nothing, I was just happy. I am sorry," I said and drink a water. We were currently here in a restaurant of a mall because I requested that I would like us to go out. And I want to tell him that I wanna get back to work even if his mother hates me. I will prioritize my work rather than others opinions. "Happy? Why?" "Why are you even asking about my happiness? It was just that, I am happy that you are with me." He bit his lower lip to stop himself from smiling. He got

"Wow, it's good here!"I could not stop it but adore the good view that was spoiling my eye. i could not believe I am already here. In front of my dream place. I have been imagining myself in a good view to give my eyes a new environment. Not only that it always sees the unit of Sew's."Yeah, that is why I brought you here," Jinx said while roaming his eyes around, too. I could not stop from smiling because he really wants the best of me."Thank you for bringing me here," I thanked him. We were in a park that was so beautiful. There was no much people around, I bet tourists here were limited."Yeah, no worries," he smiled too. Then he held my hand to drag me towards the place were there were more good views. I pursed my lips because it was like, an electricity ran through my system. I did not expect that coming! And why would he hold my hand?!"H-hey," I called, an pointed his hands on me."You might lost," he shrugged."W-what? Why w

I just knew I should not rush everything, especially when it comes to love. Love should not be rushed because it can wait. It could not be your top priority when you are facing a challenges and was removing the barriers that was blocking your path of life. We just chose to do things that will be the best for us, not that will make you drown. I drink all the water in my container after running long miles in an oval. Yeah, I ran around so I could have new lifestyle. I did not like it when I will just stay still and will not do something to have healthy life and body. "Hey, you were so sweat, I have my hankie with me." I smiled when I heard Jinx's voice from behind. I turned my body to him and arch my brows. "Why are you here?" I asked with a hint of a tease. "I just saw you while I am across, is there something wrong with that?" "No, there is really no something wrong. I find it nice, I have been looking for you also." "A

"How does it felt like having a partner?" I asked myself. I opened my eyes in shock. My eyes and mouth widened as my heartbeats started pacing. Damn it! Did I just asked about being in a relationship? For real? No way, I was just dreaming! I would not be hunger just for a man! I will not rush having a partner! I shook my head, convincing myself that my mind will be stable, soon. But damn it, someone ruined it again. He mess with my mind. "Gosh, get out of my mind, can you?" I heaved a sigh and shook my head again. I should focus on doing one thing. Not this someone mess with it. I find it unfair. I stared at the paper while holding a pen. I am a bit tired of studying and I had to fresh my mind out. My lips slowly formed a smile when a thought came across. I stared more at the paper and winked. I want to write down his name here and so I did. I was like an idiot girl writing down the name of her crush. And gosh, I was smiling from ear t

I could hear my heartbeats beating so loudly and fast. It was like it would not stop from pumping just because what this man asked me. I did not even see that coming!The cold gentle breeze pass through us, our hairs was pulled aside because of it but that did not stop us from staring at each other. I just want to stare at him the whole time, or even for the lifetime.I would not get tire appreciating him."So, what?" he asked while we were staring to each other. His eyes... His eyes were different right now. It was like begging to get a nice and great answer, and I saw hope in it. That eyes... I would love to stare at it... forever.I cleared my throat and was about to look away from him when he held my chin and made me look up at him, again. He would not let my eyes spill to another. He was so selfish. He just want me to stare at his eyes this time, but after all, I love how being selfish he was. I want to be trapped by him and be forced to just love hi