All Chapters of A wish to live or die: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

The loud streets were filled with the sound of rain pouring all of a sudden. Sounds of the wind howling scared everyone. Some ran for shelter while others accepted it with open arms. However, in that hustle-bustle, no one noticed that one girl. She wore thin clothes in the cold weather and didn't have any footwear on. Golden hair and fair skin, so pretty, that it was hard to not notice her; but at this point, it was the complete opposite. She ran through the crowd, pushing people away and not bothering to look back. Some cursed and complained about it while others just moved out of the way. However, only a few noticed that the fragile girl was a crying mess. Her hair was drenched in the rain and her cheeks flustered. The bare feet were covered in wounds in no time but still, she didn’t stop. Her face was red and her vision blurry due to the tears that filled her eyes.She was at her weakest spot and oh! what a good time to be surrounded by people who did nothing bu

Eliana left the cafe first, in a hurry, making an excuse that she was getting late for classes. However, in reality, that was just an excuse she just wanted to get out of that situation. She couldn't see him like that, fighting to find a reason to love her when he clearly didn’t.Leo didn’t question her even when he could see that she was avoiding him the past few days. He stayed silent - no goodbye, good luck, or even a faint smile - and just watched as she ran away from that situation. He somewhat did want her to go away. A voice in his head told him to just end this relationship but he didn’t want to hurt her. Not after he knew what she had gone through her whole life.All those thoughts of Leo’s were killing her as she couldn’t avoid him even when she kept avoiding his gaze the whole time. He was constantly comparing her to his ex-girlfriend again but the only thing she couldn’t understand was why he still desperately tried to find reasons he loved her. Why didn’t h

Eliana got on the bus after leaving her parents’ house, and her mind was a complete mess because of what had just happened. She knew things would go wrong, they could never tolerate each other. However, still all that was affecting her a lot.Only one person was coming to her mind, Leo. She needed him, his warmth and comfort. She took the bus and went to his place without informing him beforehand. She wasn’t thinking of any of the problems that she had with him. At this point, he was just the only person who understood her and stood by her side even after knowing everything about her. That was one reason she was still with him, hoping he would be back that way. The journey through the bus was quite long and her mind was a mess the whole time. She was overthinking a lot, getting anxious, and losing her mind again. Her hands trembling and her eyes looking around desperately as if she was trying to find something but she couldn’t; she didn’t even know what she was loo

"W..who are you?" Her voice quivered as she looked at Luan. "Why can't he see you or hear you…?" She referred to Leo, who couldn’t even sense Luan’s presence the whole time. Luan could tell that she was indeed shocked by Leo’s reaction earlier. However, she wasn’t afraid.Luan smiled softly as he approached her, to hold her hand so he could get some strength to tell her the truth. She didn't back away as someone else in that situation would. She wanted to know his reality so wasn't scared of facing it no matter what it was. "Now's the time I'll tell you my reality." He looked deeply into her eyes and extended his hand towards her, and she took it without hesitation. She could see a sense of sincerity in his eyes. Her heart couldn’t agree with the thought that he was a bad guy so she didn’t believe that thought at

“Why are we here?” Eli asked as she stared at the place in front of her. She looked nervous. They were in front of a therapist’s clinic. And that stressed her out, she didn’t want to be there.“You need to go in,” Luan said in a commanding tone. “Noooo!” Eli whined but he grabbed her so she wouldn’t run.“Eli, you know you gotta take the first step someday.” He tried to convince her. “But nooo” She whined and they sat on a bench in a park nearby. “Now tell me…” He said calmly as he faced her. She was fidgeting with her fingers again, scratching the tips of her fingers. He held both her hands to stop her from doin