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Chapter 9
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2024-10-29 19:42:56“Why are we here?” Eli asked as she stared at the place in front of her. She looked nervous. They were in front of a therapist’s clinic. And that stressed her out, she didn’t want to be there.
“You need to go in,” Luan said in a commanding tone.
“Noooo!” Eli whined but he grabbed her so she wouldn’t run.
“Eli, you know you gotta take the first step someday.” He tried to convince her.
“But nooo” She whined and they sat on a bench in a park nearby.
“Now tell me…” He said calmly as he faced her. She was fidgeting with her fingers again, scratching the tips of her fingers. He held both her hands to stop her from doin
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“Is this your college?” Luan said as he stared at the college building. His jaw dropped cause it was way bigger than he had expected, with numerous buildings built at some distance. She smiled on seeing him so mesmerized at such a small thing. They arrived at the college after leaving the clinic.“Haven’t you seen it while roaming around?” She teased him.“Ohh...that was a lie.” He said after a long pause as he shrugged and she looked at him all confused.“I put positive energy around you to protect you so my powers got weak. I had to go away to heal myself a little…” He explained and looked away as he was nervous to see how she would react.She didn’t say anything and just kept walking
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“You were amazing!” Luan said as they came back to the apartment. She smiled softly and was a little shy. Even she couldn’t believe that she had done something like that.The whole day went normally, attending lectures the whole day but she didn’t feel so depressed as Luan was by her side the whole time to talk nonsense and make her laugh. She didn’t hate it at all. Instead, she liked that there was someone who cared for her and was happy to see her move on from her past.She smiled and walked towards him.“Thank you for coming into my life.” She said before she hugged him tightly.He didn’t say anything further as he realized that she needed some comfort. They stayed like that for a moment, holding
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“So...let’s try to do things that you love to cheer you up.” She said with a smile as she held his hand.“But you’re not well.” He told her and was worried. She could actually feel her body slowly get weaker.“I know but I don’t care about that right now.” She said with a soft smile and he finally gave in. They left the store after buying that dress because Luan suggested doing so.“So what do you wanna do?” She asked him as they stood outside that store.“Food…” He mumbled.“But you said you can’t eat.” She looked at him in confusion.“I was really
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“Get back at home.” The screen flashed and the text was shown under the name "Evil Brother". She flinched as soon as she saw that cause he only contacted her when he was going to have some fun drama to watch. She gulped nervously as she could tell that something big was coming her way.The message was a shock to both of them. It was too unexpected and shocking. Their life was going pretty well and that message was something that could shatter all of Luan's efforts within a second as it brought back all the fear and anxiety inside her.Luan was nervous as well and didn't how she was going to react. He knew she had a bad relationship with her family but he didn't know any details about how bad it was. He gulped nervously and looked at her as he was a little scared of how she was and what was coming next.
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They both were standing in the middle of the road, at some distance from her family's house. They were holding each other closely as his arms were wrapped around her and she was holding tightly onto his shirt.She was afraid of the unknown, she was doubtful if she did the right thing and was conflicted cause of all that. She was afraid of being too happy as whenever she was, something bad always happened to her."Darling, you're not alone..." He whispered lightly and she closed her eyes. His voice seemed to take away all her worries and she let all her emotions out and started crying harder.He knew what she was going through as he could read her emotions and feelings."I'm here for you okay, you're not alone anymore..."
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It was a normal sunny day, birds were chirping outside and car horns outside the house. It was getting a little too hot and people were getting annoyed because of that.There were people eating ice cream to feel a little cool in that hot weather. While the others were wiping the sweat off their foreheads as they looked up at the sun which was shining brightly and making things difficult for all of them. Some loved that weather while the others just cursed about how hot it was getting.Eli was also irritated because of the weather and had sworn multiple times that day, Luan couldn't feel a thing as he was just a ghost but was surely having a lot of fun watching her get annoyed at everything. She didn't listen to him when he told her to calm down and kept getting annoyed by the smallest thing.Things were a lot
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*25 years ago*-Luan's memories-Eli could see herself as part of his memories; she was seeing the whole place from a third perspective. She could see Luan standing in front of her but he couldn't see her. She walked up to him and stood beside him just admiring his beauty as she had missed that face a lot.“Luan! Luan!” A female voice called out to him. He turned around on hearing her voice and so did Eli, she had no idea about who it could be. A smile beamed on his face as he saw her running towards him, excited and happy. Eli was confused about who she was but it seemed as if they were lovers. She was happy to see Luan smile like that.
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Luan was devastated as he realized that he had lost the love of his life. He felt as if he had failed as he lost the person he loved the most; just like everyone else she also left him. She also thought that he was a failure.Eliana was standing beside him. She had no option but to watch him from a distance as he couldn't hear her neither could he see her. She wanted to hug him and tell him that she loved him the most and he wasn't a failure. He was the most amazing person she had met.She was crying with him as she couldn't see him cry; she was feeling the same pain as him. They both were still connected cause of the strings so she could feel the same pain as he felt. They both were crying but at that point, they couldn't comfort each other.He did not have the courage to attend the wedding as she
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“Evelyn, good job today.” The boss patted Evelyn’s shoulder before she left the restaurant. Everyone was congratulating her because she had managed to crack a big deal that day and was also promoted to a higher rank. They all were proud of her as she had achieved a lot after just a year of working in that company. They all had a lot of drinks that day but they were planning to go for a second round. Evelyn smiled as she saw all of them leave the place; she wasn’t going with them cause she needed to head home. She sighed and sat down in her chair as she was really tired. The day had been hectic because she had done a lot of work and had done a big presentation along with site visits. She was exhausted after such a long day and didn’t want to do
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After sometime Evelyn was finally outside the building that Amaya lived in. She was breathing heavily and bent down to catch her breath. She had a smile on her face as she felt a little happy seeing herself making an effort to do something for herself. She was finally starting to move on from her past. She had started to resent herself after Valeria left her and had started to hate herself at one point, but now she has finally started to get over it, she was running for her own happiness for once. Taking a deep breath, Evelyn knocked on Amaya’s door. She was nervous about what was going to happen if Amaya would be happy to see her there or not. After a moment, the door opened and she saw Amaya standing there, wearing a grey hoodie with black sweatpants; her hair was tied up in a bun and she was wearing gla
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“How was I so stupid? How could I fall for her so easily? Why did I let my walls down for her? It hurts… She’s one of the most popular people in the school and I’m a nobody, I’m just a loser who can’t even make any friends! What the hell was I expecting? She would like me back, no she would just hate someone like me! You don’t deserve any love, you didn’t get any love from your parents! How can you expect it from somewhere else? Just die already! You’re just a fucking burden on everyone!!” Evelyn was shocked after reading all that. Unexpectedly she had tears in her eyes. How could someone love this much and yet hate themselves so much? She picked up a pencil and started writing on the next page, she didn’t know who this person was but she wanted to help them. She was worried about them and wanted to know them.
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Everyone was just shocked to see Evelyn with Amaya. They both were the complete opposite of each other, so why were they together now. “I met Amaya outside,” Evelyn said and Amaya greeted everyone, not getting a proper reply from most of them. The smile on Amya’s face was still consistent even when she already knew that most of them hated her. But the person who hated her the most at that point was Valeria, she couldn’t stand her, not in the past, not even now. Valeria always felt like she was the best and when Amaya topped the exams, it pissed her off so she started making people hate her by spreading rumors about her. Amaya wasn’t bothered by that cause she wasn’t allowed to have any friends, to begin with. Her mother wanted her to be a doctor so she made her study hard and told her not to mak
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"It's so nice to meet you again," A girl said as she laid her bag on the table. The rest of the people who had already arrived greeted her just as they had for others. It had been 3 years since they last saw each other, which was on the last day of high school, and now the president of the batch 2017 had contacted all of them and invited them to the reunion. Everyone was laughing loudly and enjoying themselves; talking about the old times and how they had been doing after that. In the corner sat a quiet girl, brown eyes and black hair, she was pretty but the aura around her was dark enough to keep them away. “Evelyn! Come and sit with us, it’s been so long, you can’t just stay quiet the whole time.” The president called out to her and she smiled lightly.
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Evelyn was fed up and annoyed of all the chatter and laughter in the place when her eyes paused at someone, Amaya, whom she used to notice even in the past. That person set her heart at peace and gave her butterflies. Amaya wanted to run away, she hated crowded places but she was here for just that one person, Evelyn, her unreqruited love. It had been several years but still, those feelings and that happiness that this person brought her was still the same. A reunion, a place filled with happiness but it still had two sad people there. Evelyn and Amaya, two opposites. One was the most popular girl in school while the other one, a loner that no one ever cared about. But what they had in common was their past that no one knew about. It was that one thing that brought the both of them closer...
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*Backstory, in Heaven* Luan had always been humble when he was in the human world and he always believed in God. God admired him a lot because of all that and so did the devil. God never took any actions even though Luan suffered his whole life and the devil found it wrong; Devil wanted him to support the person who believed in him so much. Devil wanted to do something for him and thus decided to take some action. When Hazel left him for someone else Luan wished to die as he didn't have any reason to live on, Devil granted his wish as he knew that he was suffering a lot in the human world. He fulfilled Luan's first and last wish. It was the Devil who made Luan jump off the cliff as he wanted him to live a better life. Luan didn't have the courage to jump
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Luan was devastated as he realized that he had lost the love of his life. He felt as if he had failed as he lost the person he loved the most; just like everyone else she also left him. She also thought that he was a failure.Eliana was standing beside him. She had no option but to watch him from a distance as he couldn't hear her neither could he see her. She wanted to hug him and tell him that she loved him the most and he wasn't a failure. He was the most amazing person she had met.She was crying with him as she couldn't see him cry; she was feeling the same pain as him. They both were still connected cause of the strings so she could feel the same pain as he felt. They both were crying but at that point, they couldn't comfort each other.He did not have the courage to attend the wedding as she
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*25 years ago*-Luan's memories-Eli could see herself as part of his memories; she was seeing the whole place from a third perspective. She could see Luan standing in front of her but he couldn't see her. She walked up to him and stood beside him just admiring his beauty as she had missed that face a lot.“Luan! Luan!” A female voice called out to him. He turned around on hearing her voice and so did Eli, she had no idea about who it could be. A smile beamed on his face as he saw her running towards him, excited and happy. Eli was confused about who she was but it seemed as if they were lovers. She was happy to see Luan smile like that.
