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2021-08-14 14:11:19Luan was devastated as he realized that he had lost the love of his life. He felt as if he had failed as he lost the person he loved the most; just like everyone else she also left him. She also thought that he was a failure.
Eliana was standing beside him. She had no option but to watch him from a distance as he couldn't hear her neither could he see her. She wanted to hug him and tell him that she loved him the most and he wasn't a failure. He was the most amazing person she had met.
She was crying with him as she couldn't see him cry; she was feeling the same pain as him. They both were still connected cause of the strings so she could feel the same pain as he felt. They both were crying but at that point, they couldn't comfort each other.
He did not have the courage to attend the wedding as she
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