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2021-08-30 09:52:19Sweat pooled between the two boys. Jacob could feel Seth’s heavy breaths against his ear. He felt weak, and at peace, and he panted as he lifted himself up. Seth looked up at him with wide blue eyes.
“Was that okay?” Jacob asked.
“Yeah…” Seth panted, without breaking eye contact.
Jacob rolled over onto his side so he wouldn’t be putting his weight on Seth anymore. They lay in silence for a time, breathing deeply and enjoying the quiet calm after their experience. Jacob snaked an arm under Seth and pulled him close. Seth put an arm over him and squeezed.
Finally, Seth broke the silence, “Is that how it’s supposed to be?”
Jacob laughed. “I don’
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