SEVEN

Hope.

I look down at Jude as he eats me with my back on the door it feels nice but I can't enjoy this. He wants to hurt me with people around me I can't let him do that. His tongue swirls I lose the train for thoughts for a minute when I feel his two fingers entering me nothing soft about it rough In and out I moan my breath coming in and out matching the rhythm of his fingers I put my hands on his hair trying to push him he stops looking at me in the eyes and smiles.

"You enjoying this aren't you , does he know I had you first " he says standing up like a dash of cold water I come back to my senses I was this close to having a an organism in Jude's door for fucks sake. He moves to his bed his bedroom is minimal decorated he has grey bedding white walls with a huge painting it has little furniture.

I move about to exist when suddenly he comes back to me "We not done , where do you think you going ?" He whispers in my ears " But you said.." he doesn't let me finish " You are indebted t