Hope.I look down at Jude as he eats me with my back on the door it feels nice but I can't enjoy this. He wants to hurt me with people around me I can't let him do that. His tongue swirls I lose the train for thoughts for a minute when I feel his two fingers entering me nothing soft about it rough In and out I moan my breath coming in and out matching the rhythm of his fingers I put my hands on his hair trying to push him he stops looking at me in the eyes and smiles."You enjoying this aren't you , does he know I had you first " he says standing up like a dash of cold water I come back to my senses I was this close to having a an organism in Jude's door for fucks sake. He moves to his bed his bedroom is minimal decorated he has grey bedding white walls with a huge painting it has little furniture.I move about to exist when suddenly he comes back to me "We not done , where do you think you going ?" He whispers in my ears " But you said.." he doesn't let me finish " You are indebted t
Jude.I am still coming down from the high of fucking Hope's throat she makes me so hard I love that I force the fight out of her. I want her to fight me more I somehow fall asleep when I wake up with pressure in my chest darkness when I open my eyes. There is bag in my head I am dragged from my bedroom the hardwood floors scorching my exposed skin.I try fighting grabbing the hands that are are dragging me when I feel a hug punch on my exposed an so there is more than one assailant.I still fight because who the hell will come Into my house and kidnapped me in my bed. I am thrown hard on the floor a steel boot kicks my back I feel the pain he kicks me again as I try to stand up I feel a punch so hard on my face I fall pain shoots through me and I laugh. I let out a full body laugh as I am goi g to kill these two slowly.I am put in a chair my legs bound with chains my hands bound on my back when I am punched again on my face. "Enough " I hear my father bark the bag is taken off my h
Hope.I have not seen Jude in a week which is weird but fine by me he is usually in my face three times a day maybe his father spoke to him after seeing me leave his room, it's Saturday today I am spending the day with my Boyfriend I haven't seen him also in a while we have been texting back forth.The guilt in my heart gripping me by force Tony is a good guy we have been together for years , he's always been supportive and kind to me.He deserves better than what I had given with a plan in mind I plan a picnic for us, preparing Ham and cheese sandwiches, snacks and soda. I need us to just spend time talk about things hopefully I have courage enough to let him know what really happened with Jude willHe believe me. Mama May and I have already moved most things to our new house I come to the Millers to help her as I have done for years.Taking the Honda I drive to Tony's place it takes me about thirty minutes to get to his place. When I get there I see his car is not in the driveway I d
Jude.Monday SchoolIs bustling with the upcoming prom I have a bouquet of roses huge they make a statement as I walk in to find HopeAnd Carmen standing together."Good Morning Ladies " they both turn to look at me seeing then flowers Carmen's face break into a smile "Carmen will you be my prom date ?" I ask her handing the flowers the smile on face huge while if looks can killI will be dead the way Hope is looking at me.Returning the smile "Yes of course, yes I willBe your Prom date " she agrees I stepClose to her giving her a soft pec on her lips "have dinner with me and my father tonight?" I will be there " she says what an obedient girl she will make a good wife.I look back at Hope not saying anything to her I walk to my class part one of my plan is done. The day goes quick as teachers are talking about Prom and themes I am not hearing anything. My eyes find Hope she's sitting not listening either she's not her vibrant self around Carmen I wonder why. Not that I care I don't
Hope.I should have not come to this party my best friend is turning eighteen she would have never forgave me if I missed it. Carmen and I Met in Freshman year we have been close since we have very different lives she's a wealthy socialite and I will have to work for any wealth I may inquire in the future.My head is not here I am worried about Tony he said he was arrested with a Kilo of cocaine he doesn't sell cocaine he was assuring me on the phone. I am sitting the pool house far from the party I did come say happy birthday I bought her flowers I wore the cat woman suit she wanted me to wear which is a leather body suit cat ears and heels.The door opens and I Jump I turn to look who it is it's Jude Miller I stand up getting ready to leave " Oh halfling don't leave on my account " I am not going to be your entertainment tonight you can find someone to insult "He stumbles in holding his hands up I look up at him as he's 6'2 "I don't want to fight either I just want to sit here and
Hope.I pick myself up shaking i try to sit the pain hits me I am going to kill him I am going to ruin his life who is he to take what's not his. I got myself in this situation how I can ever believe Jude had any redeeming quality I really thought he would want to help me.There is small closet in the pool house I rummaged there finding clothing I find sweat pants and white T-shirt clothing huge means they belong to Camden Carmens twin. I stand up trying l need to sneak out of this party go to the hospital then police to report him where will I even start yeah he paid me for a blowjob the proceeded to rape. Every step I still feel that bustard I have to somehow sneak out of this party I am almost out of the house when I hear a shriek of a voice that can only be Carmen "Hope I have been looking for you we about to cut the cake come " she drags me to the house "what are you wearing ? Wait are you okay " my eyes red my hair is a mess she can tell I am not alright " oh my God what hap
Jude.When I woke up yesterday morning nowhere in realm of my dreams did I think I will take Hopes virginity never even thought she was virgin she's been dating that low life for years now. I hated him I hated that he got to touch her honey coloured skin her beautiful caramel curls , her eyes God those Hazel eyes stare into the depths of my soul I would have done anything to watch her eyes rollback as I gave her pleasure with my cock I instantly get hard.I got to have her again getting that cocaine was the best decisions I ever made somehow I knew she willComeTo me i knew she was going to beg me for this cock.I am disturbed fromThoughts when my father walks in the dinning hall I sit straight facing him." Jude morning you going with me to the office today " he asks I don't have a choice in this matter since I was going to inherit my father's company I have been attending meetings since I was fifteen everything in planned in my life I have never played sports because my father sa
Hope.I hug Tony so happy he's out of prison I know he does not sell Cocaine " I am okay baby stop " he says as I hug him again smiling at him " I was worried " I am fine I promise okay I am going to prove I did not do this you believe me " of course I believe you " I tell him we were suppose to move in together as I was going to go to college he will stay with me to help with the bills." can we go to dinner tonight, we were suppose to do it on Friday before I got arrested " I know " we were supposed to spend the night together on Friday we have been together for 3 years he has never pressured me for sex or anything now how am I going to tell him that I am nor longer a virgin that I slept with Jude "where did you get the money for bail?" I uhmmm got it from Mama May " okay I will definitely pay her back " No it's fine you know I also help out at the Miller's so it's my payment baby " Oh baby alright I am sure my Mothers worried " I hug him again dropping him off at his house " Okay c