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Hope.

I pick myself up shaking i try to sit the pain hits me I am going to kill him I am going to ruin his life who is he to take what's not his. I got myself in this situation how I can ever believe Jude had any redeeming quality  I really thought he would want to help me.

There is small closet in the pool house I rummaged there finding clothing I find sweat pants  and white T-shirt clothing huge means they belong to Camden Carmens twin.  I stand up trying l need to sneak out of this party go to the hospital then police to report him where will I even start yeah he paid me for a blowjob the proceeded to rape.

Every step I still feel that bustard I have to somehow sneak out of this party I am almost out of the house when I hear a shriek of a voice that can only be Carmen "Hope I have been looking for you we about to cut the cake come " she drags me to the house "what are you wearing ? Wait are you okay " my eyes red my hair is a mess she can tell I am not alright " oh my God what happened ?" I try to tell her but I see Jude walking straight to me " ah I was about to go home great party Carmen see you Monday " I just become silent as anger consume "oh before I forget my phone is Charged Hope..." Okay let's go " before he said anymore rubbish in front of her.

Carmen hugs me I will call tomorrow okay. I hug her back as i walk behind Satan before we out of the house he pushes me to the wall " i hope you were about to tell her happy birthday " he says in a malice this is the Jude I know " I am

Going to tell everybody I am going to the police you burstad how could you ?"I spit at him with tears in my eyes he goes quite looking at me "I am sorry I didn't know you were a virgin i found out too late " you had no right to do that " let me tell you then if you go lying on my name people know we don't get along I will never touch you who do you think they will believe you mutt of a servant " he puts his hands on my neck cutting my airways i scratch him I fight him.

"Oh hey man " a guy who goes to school with us walks up to us he immediately lets me go like I burned him " Todd man I will call you tomorrow " I cough gasping trying to breath " You sick son of a bitch " I walk off taking out my phone requesting an Uber. While he's busy catching up

With Todd this is  all a bad dream I must be dreaming all this shit is a dream I am sleeping in my twin bed.

It takes five minutes for the Uber to arrive I go straight home , thanking the man walking straight to the house the Miller house is huge and grand Victorian mansion white you will think a President lived here no it's just the Millers and their son leave here.

I run to the house it's so unbelievable on what happened to me tonight Tony.

Getting arrested me getting violated.

I make my way to the servant quarters maybe I will wake up My Grandmother and tell her what happened will she even believe me.

I open the door "Oh my Hope you back " I am Mama May " I was expecting you to come later it's only 10:00pm " I Uhmm I got bored " Are you okay honey " she walks closer to me

It takes everything to me not break down and cry I know she needs this job if I tell her we will end up back in the streets that can't happen.

" I am

Fine I just need a shower then the bed go to sleep Mama May please "I see worry her face " go to sleep Mama May " I walk to the bathroom straight to the shower everything becomes slow motion as I shower washing the evidence away he's right no one will believe he touched me people know he doesn't like me. His father will probably pay the cops evidence will disappear.

After I am done I go to bed numb maybe it's a dream I don't know when I sleep sore from Jude's brutality. The next morning  It's Saturday I wake up to check my phone I find a bank notification I open I see $6000 bank notification everything comes crashing down last night really Happened Jude Miller took my virginity I could i cry again but I have to get Mark out

He's going to collage he's a good guy I know he doesn't sell cocaine.

I wake straight to the shower i put on black jean and a black oversize T-shirt with matching black sneakers  I go stair's to assist Mama May with breakfast it's just 8am in the morning. I don't know how I am going to even act seeing Jude.

By the time I reach downstairs Mama May is already done I say good morning to the other servants of the house. I take a plate already prepared for me a toast and Jam

I gulp it

Down with orange  juice in rush to go down town to assist Tony.

" where you rushing too slow down child food will

Choke you " I am meeting Carmen

Can I use your Honda" she nods her head while moving from the kitchen to the dining area.

I take her keys going to the garage when I bump

Into the last person I wanted to see in my life. I look ahead and pretend I don't see him as I head to the garage " Morning to you too Hope , I know Mama May raised you better than that " I could kill him still saying nothing I walk.

I get to the 2005 Honda Civic  we keep in the far back from all the expensive collection of cars.

I get in starting the car leaving the Miller Mansion in the dust.