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2024-10-29 19:42:56"We just walked for minutes but I am already tired because of it," I mumbled and even felt his hands around mine. We were not in the shore anymore but I was still trying to distract him for him not to let go my hands.
Call me desperate because I really was one, and I was proud for being one. We're meters away from the shore and we're now making ourselves comfortable with our paid cottage. Many were still enjoying the sand but I was already used to feel its softness against my skin so I just decided to take a break for awhile.
Also, I was not just staring at the exquisiteness of the surrounding, for I was also busy observing our 'their' moves. All right, they were many of them, and counting them using my hands would be not enough. And if you're wondering why I was not afraid anymore, the answer was it's because I was not alone, Neil was beside me. This situation of ours was confusing but I trusted him enough. As always, he made me feel safe a
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