"We just walked for minutes but I am already tired because of it," I mumbled and even felt his hands around mine. We were not in the shore anymore but I was still trying to distract him for him not to let go my hands.
Call me desperate because I really was one, and I was proud for being one. We're meters away from the shore and we're now making ourselves comfortable with our paid cottage. Many were still enjoying the sand but I was already used to feel its softness against my skin so I just decided to take a break for awhile.
Also, I was not just staring at the exquisiteness of the surrounding, for I was also busy observing our 'their' moves. All right, they were many of them, and counting them using my hands would be not enough. And if you're wondering why I was not afraid anymore, the answer was it's because I was not alone, Neil was beside me. This situation of ours was confusing but I trusted him enough. As always, he made me feel safe a
My plan for this day was to swim with Neil because the weather was so great. But I guessed I should think for a new activity that was good for one person only. Since early in the morning I did not see any a glimpse of Neil. I expected a note from him informing me his whereabouts but I found nothing but our empty table. Anyway, enough of worrying about him. I should do my plan for this day.From Mom:We are coming.I found her text unanswerable so I just hid my phone inside my drawer. I guessed she just sent her message to the wrong person because as far as I remembered, only me and Neil knew where we were now. Mom only knew that I was taking a vacation and she did not know a specific place."Did Neil left something? Or even a reminder?" I asked the guard who was seemingly had no plan of saying any words. He might being instructed to be a robot. "All right, tell your boss that I really like his attitude, to the point that I am starting to blame myself why I
So am I, we are just even, my love, I answered in my mind.He finally left me alone, and I had no choice but to face the closing door. At first, I was torn between staying in here or just going to another hotel for my mother not to know my location, then I chose the first one. I went to my baggage and chose for a short shorts and black-colored brassiere. My clothes were already packed nicely and so I had no trouble in finding my favorites one.Swimming.I wanted to swim now.Even it meant having a bonding with Felicia and Mom."This is great. The foods are already cooked. I planned to call you but since you are here already, let's start eating," Neil announced to all. I forgot to mention that I was facing two people who were also amazed seeing the foods.Mom and Felicia were literally facing each other, while I was in my left side putting some content in my p
It was somehow a great activity, I guessed. I thought Mom and Felicia would ruin my day but they did not. Well, I still could not trust them since the day had not ended yet and so they still had time to bother me.So, we finished the activity with our smiling faces. Me and Neil actually did have fun in enjoying the calmness of water, because we ended up talking about life, causing me to know his perspective, and I had just realized on how deep it was. He's not drunk yet he seemed like one because he's very exposed in telling me his voice.At the same time, my system was being poisoned by his eyes, making me to tell my side too, also causing him to hear and feel how painful it was.Mom and Felia totally enjoyed the water and that was probably the reason why they forgot to annoy us."I have committed a sin," I heard his statement again. That was what he said to me hours ago. And yet, it was already hou
His kisses went deeper and his nakes was all I could think off. Again, I had been used to touch and feel what's mine -- since we had made lots of love whenever I was disguising as Mindy -- but the sensation I felt still spectacular, as if I could be burn again -- no, crap that!-- I was always burning! I would be even feel surprise if my skin would create a smoke!"Are you sure with this?" he asked me again, and this time I laughed again, could not get the fact that he's still unsure despite it's obvious we both wanted to end this. "I am serious, Sydney. Do you want me to continue?""We have been doing this so why asking nowM? Besides, he did not ask for permissipn for those the times that we became like -+ sticking out bodies into each other's. "Go on, Neil, continue what you started."He laughed at my words and carried me in a bridal style. Wanting to feel his broad shoulders, I leaned my head into his chest, an I felt how his heart took leaps, and I did like t
After the conversation with mom, I never saw her and Feli for hours, and until now, I was still searching for her -- though take note that I had no plan of searching Feli.To cure my boredom, I turned our television on and watched my favorite series in Netflix. I was having my good time when the door opened, I thought at first that it would reveal Neil because he probably forgot something, but it was my Mom, who now looked problematic and judging by the look in her face, she was blaming me again. Surely, she had searched Feli but she just did not find her, and so I readied my ears for it's obvious she was gonna rap again and again."I told you to help me but you are just here doing nothing. You really have no conscience. She's your childhood friend yet you're not minding her absence now."I am right, I told myself using my mind, she would never let this moment to pass without scolding me. Anyway, she did say about childh
I again let out a heavy sigh when Neil excused himself, to probably stay away from negative vibe, and it's away from me.Mom revealed herself using her worried face again. She said something that I did not hear -- I was sure it was all about Feli again. Searching that woman was the least of my concern now, I had many problems to think.When the bell rang, I walked toward the door and put my eye near the little hole, only to notice men in their own designated uniforms. They were not Neil's guards. I was sure of that because Neil's had different uniforms.So, this is it, I whispered to myself. This is what Daniel talked about.I did not want to look rude so I opened the door to welcome them."Hi, Miss Sydney Klein. Sir Daniel brought us in in this room and blablabla..."I was not that interested to hear all their explanation since knowing them as Daniel's
The man's hands traveled up to my thighs, and I did not have any strength to swat his hand away. All I could was to shift into my seat and my eyes looked around searching for something -- for someone precisely, because that someone was my only solution for this man in my front, who seemed not having a plan in staying away from me, to go away.If you asked me how irritating this man was, I would say that words were not enough to describe what I felt. I regretted drinking hard liquors because I couldn't move anymore. I wanted to but my seemed glued inside my body"Do you want to go to a room?" the man asked huskily. And I could not help but to cry, knowing Neil was not coming back. I was here waiting for his help, but he was now with Feli taking care with that bitch. "I know you want what I am doing. Let's go somewhere else--""Get yo
FlashbackWhat really was the reason why I was becoming like this -- disguising as a woman and asa dancer, a sexy dancer to be exact?"You have just made the right thing," I whispered to myself for me to calm down. Majority of me wanted to step backward and do not continue my plan. But I shook my head at the end. I should do this.I should do this because in this way you would feel relieved. This was you want, right? You wanted to test Neil's love for you? So what are you waiting for? Never hesitate because what you are doing now is for your own sake.Fortunately, I knew someone who's a manager in a bar. We were not thatclose,