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2024-10-29 19:42:56The man's hands traveled up to my thighs, and I did not have any strength to swat his hand away. All I could was to shift into my seat and my eyes looked around searching for something -- for someone precisely, because that someone was my only solution for this man in my front, who seemed not having a plan in staying away from me, to go away.
If you asked me how irritating this man was, I would say that words were not enough to describe what I felt. I regretted drinking hard liquors because I couldn't move anymore. I wanted to but my seemed glued inside my body
"Do you want to go to a room?" the man asked huskily. And I could not help but to cry, knowing Neil was not coming back. I was here waiting for his help, but he was now with Feli taking care with that bitch. "I know you want what I am doing. Let's go somewhere else--"
"Get yo
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In just a blink, Neil was already in the stage holding a microphone. He's standing in a beautiful posture and one look at him you would realize how dangerous he was. Using my phone, I also took some photos of him. I was used to do this, anyway, when he still could remember me. Many also did the same thing. Well, that was Neil, he caught attention without doing something. I even saw someone, a woman to be exact, who giggled as my husband looked at her direction -- that's how he affected people. He's like a curse, a very beautiful curse, and everyone would be willing to be a victim."In behalf of my team, I wanna say my gratitude for standing in here to face such important people in this industry," I heard him again. And then, he mentioned mom's name and the some names I knew that were part in our company. "And of course, special thanks to the one who stole lots of pictures of me earlier, Sydney Klein, how's my pictures?"Cameras immediately turned at me and my nose just
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It was somehow a great activity, I guessed. I thought Mom and Felicia would ruin my day but they did not. Well, I still could not trust them since the day had not ended yet and so they still had time to bother me.So, we finished the activity with our smiling faces. Me and Neil actually did have fun in enjoying the calmness of water, because we ended up talking about life, causing me to know his perspective, and I had just realized on how deep it was. He's not drunk yet he seemed like one because he's very exposed in telling me his voice.At the same time, my system was being poisoned by his eyes, making me to tell my side too, also causing him to hear and feel how painful it was.Mom and Felia totally enjoyed the water and that was probably the reason why they forgot to annoy us."I have committed a sin," I heard his statement again. That was what he said to me hours ago. And yet, it was already hours ago but it still sounded so fresh, the regrets and ac
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I came back to my apartment with my heart still aching so hard, memories after memories happened minutes ago between me and mom still dancing in my head. I wished to just forget since my mother was also like wishing the same way, but I just could not because I was not the only one who's involved in here, dad was also included in here.I thought he had passed away in this world without commiting such a big mistake. Actually, before, if you ask me me about cheating, my father would be surely not pop up in my head because I had known him well -- he would never do such thing that would ruin my future."Stop being a dramatic woman, you dumb. I do not have any idea who said that to you but pasts are pasts, Sydney. Do not cage yourself," I heard mom again. If it was easy for her to move on, please do not ever count me in. Actually, I could still remember that after mom said that, Feli revealed herself."You bitch!" That was much I said in too much irritation. Although
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Mom and I were finally okay. She asked for my forgiveness even though I never loathed her. For all the bad things she had done to me, I still loved her. Nothing could change that fact."What is the name of this place once again, Mom?" Kyra asked curiously as she roamed her eyes around the place.A smile touched my lips. "Azucalda."We were safe to live not worrying about anything. Ambrosia's family were now settled in jail. Daniel, also, already found his life, the woman who would change the fake romantic love he felt towards me. "This is where we belong, Kyra. Be comfortable in this place, because starting from now, we will leave here, we will start new memories," I hugged her."When Dad will come back?" she asked me out of the blue. "I mean, we have been already waiting for years! Last night, Dad and I talked, but since this morning, he never texted me anymore. I am worrying, Mom! What if he alread
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We still lived in the same house, and I witnessed how they both loved each other. But I never liked that."Auntie Trinidad, I successfully closed the deal," Neil announced to me. To my delight, I smiled. "Thanks to Sydney, though. He pushed me to work hard."I heard a lot of news from work, especially from company employees. Because Sydney and Neil worked often at the same time... they also went home together so that caused surprise to others."I know they are both married," Marcus threatened me. This businessman had never really changed. Still ruthless. There was no sanctification. Even so, I still treated him well because we were just relatives. I know he was not gay to spread the word."Just do not let them know." I got up. I would have planned to build a boutique. Because since I was a child, that was really what I wanted to have. Now that Neil was taking care of the company, maybe
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When we were at the venue, we looked around. Until the woman who invited us to be in here acknowledged us with a big smile. I immediately recognized her because of the sweetness of her smile. She talked to us and the other guests. I could say the event was really social and prepared for elites because you could just see from the guests' gowns that they were really expensive. Not to mention that Neil Sandoval was admired by many."Hi, there is still an empty table near the long table. Other guests also want to meet you. Because you know how much everyone admires you, Neil Sandoval," the woman praised him again.Neil was really grabbing attention now, not only because he was handsome in what he was wearing, but also because he looked like the girl he was holding so tightly. Just a look at them and you would know that they were blood related - the way they walked was similar.Anyway, he was no longer wearing jogging pants. Before we finally went here we also reserv
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"Thank you, Sydney," said the one in front of me. Because of the bonfire, his eyes seemed to be on fire as well. You could even mirror yourself through those orbs. "I will be back. I will be back safe. I am not going to hurt myself."I knew. Because of Kyra, you would have even more reason to be safe forever. We both knew we could not afford to see Kyra struggling, so that was enough reason for both of us to make sure we were safe."Are you cold already? Do you want us to go inside?" he asked me."You? Do you want to?""Yeah, so that Kyra can lie down properly."I laughed and immediately stood up. We entered the house, and I helped him put Kyra to bed. Even though I was just helping, I could already feel the weight of my daughter."I'm leaving--"I stopped him."Just sleep here. It's okay with me."He was shocked. He looked at me with indescribable amazement in his eyes. "All right. But I will just sleep on the sofa so y
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"You are really sweet, Dad! Mama must have sweetly answered you so you prepared all of these!" Kyra shouted happily at Neil. Neil, on the other hand, still looked serious, who also seemed to just chose to smile even though the truth was, just like me, he also felt a lot of embarrassment right now.Soon, the cold wind blew, and we all sat down to begin what had to begin."Kyra, darling, don't be surprised by what we are going to say but ..." Neil took a deep breath, and in the depth of it, I almost drowned. "I'm doing this for you, for your future and for your mommy's. I can't just be here forever and happy without worrying about of our business."Kyra fell silent. Her smile faded. She turned to me, and I averted my eyes. I had tears in my eyes now, and I did not want them to see me being emotional.Maybe it was just because I was so tired. Tomorrow, I would definitely okay again."Are you leaving?" My daughter's voice was full of fear. I also rarel
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I almost kissed him. I meant, I almost kissed him! Marcus' appearance was really right so that Neil wouldn't think that only Azucalda would soften my heart and push me to kiss him. Goodness, I still had to control myself. It was not because I was happy with what he said that I would tolerate it. You were indeed a great fool, self."Oh, why did you two stop? Go on with what you were supposed to do and I will just quietly watch it." And as expected, Marcus never left us again. He would really use what he saw to make me die of nervousness. "It's a pity that Kyra did not see you almost kissing. I hope I was able to take a picture too!"Neil picked up some sand and threw it towards my cousin's face. I also wanted to keep laughing at him because his cheeks were red like a ripe tomato."Jerk! Get out of here! You have a business problem so prioritize that over messing with us here!" I told him. Really, right? His business was also in danger so that was what he should f
