“I’ve missed you.”
He was here.
With me.
That was the only thing I wanted.
“I can’t stop thinking about you,” he added.
That made me shiver.
Even harder.
I felt movement, and the blanket shifted. Then, suddenly, he was on top of me.
His smell.
His touch.
His presence.
I loved all of it.
While I stayed on my stomach, his mouth traveled down my back, peppering my spine with kisses. It forced my lips to spread almost as wide as my legs.
“You’re so fucking beautiful, Alix.”
Oh God.
My arm shot out from under the pillow, and it feathered down the front of me until two of my fingertips were pressed against my clit. “I want you,” I moaned.
My hips shifted higher to give him more access, his tip easily finding my wetness.
He growled in my ear, and then I heard, “You’re going to get all of me.”
I swallowed.
And then I gasped as his long thickness thrust deep inside me.
It was perfection.
So was the sensation that consumed my entire body, the tingles that spread to each of my limbs.
Emotion burned my chest.
And, with each stroke, my pussy pulsed even more.
“I love you,” I breathed.
It was true.
I loved him more than anything in this entire world.
He knew that.
I constantly told him.
“I love you, too, Alix.”
He always made his feelings extremely clear, and they were as strong as mine.
The prickling in my navel moved higher, the pulsing in my clit began to really throb.
My hair was pulled, and my face came out of the pillow; warm air surrounded it, and I felt his kisses on my neck and along my shoulder and all the way up my cheek.
It wasn’t just the intimacy I craved.
It was the affection, too.
And the build.
I was there.
So close.
I tilted my hips up, rocking them back and forth as the orgasm began to burst through me. “Dylan!” I shouted.
“Come for me.”
His demand was so incredibly sexy.
And it was what I needed to take me over that final edge.
While I moaned his name, his strokes turned even deeper and harder than before, and then he switched to short plunges until everything inside me and around me went completely still.
“Your pussy will always be mine,” I heard him say before he slid out.
My hair was released, my face slowly pressed into the pillow.
“Yours,” I uttered so softly.
His warmth moved across my back once again before the blanket was tucked over me, and I heard, “Good night, Alix,” spoken in his low, growly voice.
I felt his hand surround mine.
My eyes remained shut.
I took a breath.
And I whispered, “I’m so happy you came home tonight,” before I fell asleep.
Light from the open blinds trickled into the bedroom, shining directly on my face, waking me from the deepest of sleep. As my eyes opened, the sun burned my lids, so I quickly shielded them with the back of my hand.
I was still on my stomach.
I’d slept all night in the same position.
Rotating to my back, I gradually let in more of the light until I could keep both eyes open.
The first thing I saw was the empty spot beside me on the bed.
A coldness slipped inside my body.
I lifted the blanket, pulled it over my head, and tucked myself in a ball.
I hugged two pillows against my chest.
I squeezed them with all my strength.
My face dropped into the top of one.
My mouth opened.
I filled my lungs.
My jaw widened as far as it would go.
My eyes squinted shut.
And then I screamed.
This one didn’t have any sound.
This one was silent.
Still, my body shook as it all came out of me.
And it continued until there wasn’t any air left.
That was when I stilled.
When I shut my mouth.
When I waited for something to happen.
When I waited to feel different.
But nothing happened.
Nothing felt different.
So, I peeked out of the comforter to reach the tablet, hitting the button that would close the blinds. Once they were drawn, I wrapped the blanket over the top of my head.
I was in complete darkness.
That was where I belonged.
And that was where I stayed.
Unknown: Hey, it’s Peter. I work with Rose. Hopefully, she told you I’d be reaching out.
Me: Hi, Peter. Yes, she told me.
Peter: Are you free this weekend? Maybe we could do dinner or something?
Me: Yeah, that works.
Peter: How about Madison’s? Saturday at 8:00?
Me: I’ll see you there.
She’d called.
It had taken her three weeks and two days, but at last, she’d finally reached out.
It’d happened just as I was stepping out of a meeting with a company that was trying to sell me leather. It would be used to reupholster the seats and couches for my entire fleet of planes.
All forty-three of them.
I was a few paces past the conference room on the way to my office when my cell rang. The screen showed a number that began with Maine’s only area code.
I shut my door, held the phone to my ear, and said, “Dylan Cole.”
“So, that’s your name.”
I smiled as I walked to my desk.
I received over fifty calls a day.
But, before I’d answered, something had told me it was her—a woman whose name I still didn’t know.
“Now that you know mine, what’s yours?”
“Alix Rayne.”
Alix.
I liked the sound of that.
I also liked how sexy her voice was on the phone.
“You don’t do anything on a whim, do you, Alix?”
“Why do you say that?”I waved off my assistant as she popped her head in, and I swiveled the chair around to face the wall of windows. “Most people send a text the next day, two days max. Or they scrub off the ink with no intention of ever calling. But they don’t usually keep the number and wait three weeks to use it.”“I was moving. That’s why I didn’t phone you sooner.”I grabbed a stress ball off my desk. I threw it into the air, caught it, and tossed it right back up. “My best friend owns a moving company. I could have had you relocated and unpacked within a few hours.”“I wouldn’t have accepted your offer, Dylan. My roommates and I are more than capable of handling it.”I shifted in my seat as the ball went wide to the left, and I threw it high. “It sounds like you have more than one.”“I have three.”“Three?” I said, laughing.I hadn’t lived with that many people since college, and that was ten years ago.I wasn’t sure how old Alix was. I guessed mid-twenties, which meant she s
A few months later, I’d left, too.Just as I began to unzip that memory while Rose was telling me what their plans were for tonight, I heard a sound.It was one I couldn’t ignore.One I’d been tuned in to for years.It was the sound of someone who needed help.My feet stopped, and I scanned the area in front of me and on both sides until I found the source. There were two men just steps inside the mouth of the alley up ahead. One was sitting on the ground, hunched forward. The other was hovering over him, trying to evoke a response.It took less than a second to assess the situation.My heart began to race, my hands trembling to the point where I almost dropped the phone.The man kneeling was shaking the unconscious guy’s shoulders.There was still no reaction from him.My experience told me he would only get worse without a medical intervention.He needed an EMT, and then he needed to be brought to the hospital.It was a process I was quite familiar with.But, even if I wanted to hel
“And they’re showing you that he’s …” His voice trailed off, and he lifted his hand from Joe’s neck and ran it through his hair. “Jesus fucking Christ, Joe. Open your eyes and look at me, buddy.” When Joe didn’t respond, Smith put his hand on his friend’s chest and shook it. “Open your goddamn eyes. I know you can hear me right now.”I didn’t stop him because I didn’t think movement would hurt Joe’s condition.“What the fuck did you take?” He got closer to Joe’s face. “You didn’t have to do this. We would have figured it out. I would have helped you; you know that.”Just as Joe’s pulse slowed a little more, I heard the sound of the siren. By how loud it was, it couldn’t have been more than a few blocks away.“They’re almost here,” I said to Smith.My fingers stayed on Joe’s wrist, constantly monitoring his heart rate in case it lowered to where I needed to give him CPR. My eyes were glued to him, taking in the coloring of his skin, the movement in his face, every rise of his chest. An
EightAlixPresent DayWithin thirteen minutes of entering my townhouse, I was in bed. Naked. The blanket pulled up to my neck, a bottle of wine in my hand that I rested on top of the mattress.HGTV was playing on the television.Muted.Both bedside table lamps were on.In the last several seconds, I’d played and processed my encounter with Smith and Joe.I’d celebrated the moment internally.It was another milestone after all.And it had been a big one.Now, it was time to call Rose, whose panicked texts I still hadn’t replied to.I opened my call log, found her name, and pressed it.“Alix, are you okay?”I shouldn’t have waited so long to call.I should have phoned her when I’d gotten inside my townhouse.But I couldn’t have.My return couldn’t have gone in that order.I’d had to unlock the door first, then drop the keys and my bag, grab the wine, get undressed, and climb into bed.“Yes,” I promised. “I’m fine.”She sighed, and I could tell how relieved she was. “What the hell happe
She needed to understand something, and because I was more forward than her, I said, “Listen to me, Alix. You can always say no to me.”“I’m not sure I can.”As I looked into her eyes, the truth behind that statement revealed itself to me.She felt the same way I did.I didn’t know what to call it.I couldn’t even describe it.But it was something.I’d known that from the moment I stood next to her at the restaurant.Even more so when I wrote my number on her hand.And, now, the feeling was even more intense than ever.Enough that I needed to start walking or my fucking hands were going to reach for her.I couldn’t let that happen yet.“Follow me.” My hand went to her shoulder, moving her closer, before I led her toward State Street.Just as I took a step, I heard, “Wait.”I glanced at my side, our eyes locking.“I need to know something first.”“What?”“Is she still in the picture?”She.The girl I had been with that night.It was a fair question.“She’s long gone.” My lids narrowed
She swallowed the fries. “Same—except I’m an only child, neither of my parents are pilots, and I grew up in southern Maine.”“Portland?”“Falmouth.”“Even nicer,” I said. I knew the area well, as I’d flown into Portland many times and checked out the surrounding cities. “There’s a corner store in Falmouth. I can’t remember the name, but it has the best whoopie pies I’ve ever tasted.”“Nina’s Variety, and you’re right; they do.”Her lips parted as she lifted the gyro and took a bite.A mouthful so big, it made me proud of her.Alix was cool.Much more than just a pretty face.This girl had substance.She had a story.It was one I wanted to hear.And one I wanted to be a part of.“I want to do this again,” I said.“Me, too.”Once I got up, I reached down to help her stand. “You ready for dessert?”She showed me her sandwich, which she’d only eaten half of. “I don’t think I can fit in another bite.”“Find the room.” I tossed her gyro into a trash bin along with the rest of mine and the e
The first was a business account with a photo of him dressed in a suit. I clicked on the profile and learned he was a divorce attorney with a law firm in Downtown Crossing.I knew the location well.Dylan’s office was a few buildings over.I backed out and clicked on the second listing, which was Smith’s personal profile. Even though I was a little hazy on what he and Joe looked like, I didn’t remember Smith being so handsome.But he was and extremely easy to stare at.His features were sharp and rich.His smile was inviting.He had a warmth to him where Dylan was so cold.I focused on the pictures, and what I learned within the first several rows were that Smith was active and outdoorsy.He biked.Ran.And he ate.There were photos of food from restaurants all over the city.The more I continued to explore, I saw shots that he’d taken from different spots around the world.Japan.Dubai.Alaska.Peru.I scrolled through more.Two years back.Three.Smith’s life was fascinating.He did
I’d kept my hands off of her while she was eating the gyro and fries.But I didn’t want to wait any longer.Once she swallowed the mouthful, I said, “Alix …”I needed her eyes on me to see the way she would look at me, how she would respond to the sound of my voice.That would determine if I could reach for her right now or if I’d have to wait.Her stare slowly lifted and landed on mine.Shyness was peeking through her expression.Still, every sign was there—the desire in her glare, the increased breathing, the way her tongue was swiping across her lips. It wasn’t frosting she was licking off because there wasn’t any there.I dropped the small box of cake on the ground.She didn’t watch it fall, but when she heard the sound, I saw the hunger in her grow.I took a step.She did, too, in the opposite direction at the same time she dropped her cake.She said nothing as I continued to move toward her, backing her up to the side of the building until her body was pressed against it.As I s