Desiring him.

~You are my favourite fu*k toy.~

 

Arcane POV:

 

I stood in front of the mirror. My eyes were swollen while the tip of my nose was red. The signs of how much I have been shedding tears. 

 

I exhaled loudly and slipped inside the white lace dress which Mom picked out for me. I let my curly hair loose and put on a little makeup to hide my miserable state. 

 

''Are you ready, dear? We are getting late." Mom shouted from outside and then, rotated the knob of the door before peeking inside my room. 

 

''Yes, I am.'' I said with the bitterness in my tone and picked up my long coat. 

 

Mom drove us to the restaurant where we are supposed to be meeting our so-called future family. But my heart was thumping really badly against my ribcage. All I wanted was to run away from here. 

 

''Mom, can't we do this some other time?" I made a last attempt in changing her mind. 

 

"For fu*k sake, stop it, Arc. I am tired of your tantrums now." She scolded me without asking once why I am feeling so uncomfortable. She has always been selfish. 

 

I sighed and looked out the window while I tried to blink away all of my unshed tears.

 

The car halted in the parking lot of the restaurant. Vincent was already waiting for her at the entrance. ''Hey, babe." He rushed when he saw Mom and kissed her cheek but I could only look at them with my lips pursed into a thin line. This disgusted me. 

 

''Hey, there." He waves at me and I force a smile at him. 

 

''Let's go. Xavier is inside." He informed us and my heart started to beat at an uneven rate at the mentioning of his name. 

 

I literally had to drag my feet as I walked inside the restaurant. Vincent has booked a private room. A waitress opened the door for us and I instantly saw him. He was wearing dress pants and a shirt while unlike his appearance at school, his hair was combed back with the jell. For the first time I realized how wide and perfect his forehead is. 

 

He was typing on his phone screen but when he lifted his head, his deep blue eyes met mine and I had to clench my pussy at the sight. The tips of my earlobes were on fire. 

 

''Xavier, this is Melissa and Arcane. Xavier.'' He introduced us. 

 

''Hi.'' Xavier greeted Mom in his deep voice but his eyes never met mine. I clenched my thighs at that. 

 

"Oh my God, you are really handsome Xavier." Mom was saying and he flashed his best smile at her.

 

''Take a seat ladies." Vincent said. 

 

I quietly took off my coat and pulled the chair to take a seat. Mom was sitting parallel to Vincent so I had to sit in front of Xavier forcefully. 

 

''You must be hungry. Let's order." Vincent added. 

 

The waitress gave us menu cards. All of the dishes were so expensive that I had to think twice before making a choice. 'Well, they are Jones. They don't lack money.' I thought.

 

"What do you want, Arcane?" Vincent asked me. Only then I realized they all are done ordering. 

 

My mind went blank and the stares from Xavier were making me nervous. I bit my bottom lip, "Whatever you will recommend." I said to the waitress. She smiled at me before taping at the ipad which she was holding and then left. 

 

''So Arcane, are you freshman at high school?" Vincent inquired. I could see that he is trying to make an effort here.

 

''No, a sophomore." I answered.

 

"Really?" He raised a brow and glanced at Xavier who was acting like he is invisible here, ''Is she in your class?" He was asking his son. 

 

"I don't know." He shrugged his shoulders. 

 

"We take some courses together." When I figured that the ambience had turned heavy, I told them. He doesn't know my name and I found him looking at me for the first time today. I am sure he doesn't know I take three whole damn classes with him. 

 

"That's great." Mom acted all chirpy. 

 

I let out a sigh of relief because I wasn't a center of attention anymore. I looked at him and found him staring at my body. My brows instantly slammed together. Maybe he felt me looking at him, that's why he peeked into my eyes. 

 

A smirk caused his lips to curl up. I know that look... he looks at the girls whom he wants to fu*k like this. My eyes became wide. He must have stretched his long legs under the table as I felt the leather of his shoes touching my bare skin. 

 

I instantly pulled my legs back. It felt like someone struck me with the 440 volts. 

 

The smirk on his face deepened. Without my knowledge, my panties grew damp. I clenched my thighs tightly to get some friction in between my legs. 

 

Xavier gave a slight nod. At what? I don't know. 

 

The sexual tension in my body was making me light headed. The waitress came back and started serving us food. She placed a steak pasta in front of me and I thanked her. 

 

During the whole dinner, I could feel his eyes on myself from time to time. The moisture kept on building inside my virgin and horny vagina... and that scared me. I desired him. 

 

So, I did not lift my head again. I was sure I was going to get indigestion from this uncomfortable dinner. Mom and Vincent tried to pull us in the conversation but I gave them short answers. 

 

''Mom, shall we leave? I have to do some homework." I said to Mom. 

 

"Okay, sure." She smiled at me. I immediately stood up from my seat and grabbed my coat. I didn't even say goodbye to Vincent. It was getting hard for me to breathe the same air as Xavier.

 

Mom followed me and the moment we took seats in the car, she snapped at me, "Where the hell are your manners? Can't you at least bid them farewell and thank Vincent for dinner?" She had her teeth clenched tightly.

 

"For God sake, Mom. I did whatever I could. My head is hammering." My voice was loud, "Are you driving? Or shall I walk back home?" I threatened her.

 

She sighed and gritted her teeth. 

 

The moment we arrived home, I rushed to my room and locked the door. My body started hyperventilating. "Xavier, why the fu*k are you making me feel this way?" I murmured. 

 

The wetness was pooling in my panties, now I could feel it trickling down to my thighs. 

 

I stripped out of the dress and plopped on my bed. I was only in my panties. Because the dress was padded from above, I did not need to wear a bra.

 

I dimmed the lights and laid straight on the bed. For the first time, my pussy craved pleasure and one of my hands moved to my buds while the other slid inside my panties. I felt like I was under some kind of spell. 

 

I gasped when I pinched my nipples and closed my eyes. Instantly, Xavier started to cloud my thoughts. I could imagine his hands roaming on my body. His hot breaths on my neck, then he used my wetness as a lubricant on my clit and pinched it so hard that I screamed and almost came from that. 

 

"Shhhh." I heard a whisper. 

 

He rubbed my clit and then his middle finger slid inside me. I gasped, my ass arched in the air. Time stopped.

 

He kept his movements still for a few seconds before slamming that thick digit inside me once again. My breath hitched. He took one of my nipples in his mouth and sucked on it really hard.

 

His finger started to move in a rhythm. I was so lost into ecstasy that I did not even realize when he added another finger inside me. 

 

I felt full to the core. My jaw agape, my ass in the air, while I could not breathe anymore. Suddenly, he held my throat harshly in a tight grip. But the pressure wasn't that uncomfortable. To my surprise, it added to the pleasure.

 

All of my senses heightened. His hand moved in a manner that his fingers were perfectly stroking my g-spot while the palm of his hand was rubbing my clit. 

 

An unfamiliar knot started to build in my stomach. My whole body broke into sweat as I came hard onto his fingers. 

 

My heavy breaths and moans resonated in the air. When I came down from my high, my eyes snapped open. "What the hell was that?" I asked myself and looked down. Two of my fingers were still inside me. 

 

"Fu*k, did I just musterbated while thinking of him?" I could not believe that. "Why did you do that? Fu*k, fu*k." I cursed at myself and pulled my fingers out. My juices were coating them. 

 

I felt I have comitted a grave sin. I felt mortified. He is my soon to be step brother and I thought of him in ways I shouldn't be thinking.... I fu*ked up and now I have no idea how I will recover from the new desire which I built for him tonight. 

 

At first, it was a mere crush but now it developed into a desire, pleasure, needs and wants. This is unholy.