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I have always loved you.

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last update Last Updated: 2023-09-30 17:48:26
~Shhh... be a good girl and keep quiet.~

Arcane POV:

Maya's eyes sparkled with mischief as she observed me, her curiosity uncontainable. "So, what's going on between you two?"

I took a deep breath, knowing that I couldn't keep this a secret any longer. Maya was my closest friend, and she deserved to know the truth. "We... dated," I began, my voice steady but tinged with a vulnerability I couldn't hide.

Her eyes widened in surprise, a gasp escaping her lips. "You and Xavier? Seriously?"

I nodded, a small smile playing on my lips. "Yeah. It was back in high school."

Maya's excitement was palpable, her teasing grin spreading from ear to ear. "Oh my god! Why didn't you ever tell me?"

"It just... didn't come up," I replied, a hint of defensiveness creeping into my tone. It wasn't that I had purposely kept it from her; it was simply a part of my past that I hadn't revisited in years.

She leaned in closer, her curiosity practically radiating off her. "Okay, spill the details. How did
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