~Just toss me around.~
Arcane POV:
Next morning when I woke up, I was feeling mortified. The scenes from last night started to flash by my eyes. When I did that, I was completely sober. If I was drunk, I would have blamed the alcohol. I sighed and stood under the shower. All the remains of pleasure on my body washed away.
"Arc, are you ready? Let's go, I will drop you at school." Mom shouted from downstairs while I slipped into jeans and a simple shirt.
"Okay, coming." I shouted back. There is no way, I am going to say no to a free ride. My lazy ass won't allow me.
I hurriedly grabbed my thing and found Mom in the kitchen. She had already prepped breakfast for me. That was shocking to be honest. Because her work starts late so mostly she is asleep at this time of the day.
"Did the sun rise from the wrong direction today?" I could not help but get sarcastic with her. My mind wasn't at its place after the dinner.
"Shut up, Arc." She breathed loudly and served me the pancakes which she freshly made, "I am trying to be a good mother here and you have to help me in becoming one." She was saying, sincerely.
I glanced at her deeply, "And why did this thought occur to you suddenly?" I rolled my eyes.
I never had a really loving family. My dad was a total sadist. He used to abuse us whenever he wasn't in his right mind and when he died a year ago, I won't lie, but we weren't sad at all. In fact, I felt like a huge burden has been lifted off my shoulders.
I still don't get why Mom never divorced him before...?? And then Mom, she was busy working her ass off and she never had a time for me.
"I know you have a lot of complaints and I will try to work on that." She hugged me, "I am sorry, baby. I love you." She kissed my cheek.
My eyes welled up instantly. "If I knew that this whole marriage thing will bring such a drastic change in you, I would have married you myself." I wiped the corner of my eye and smiled.
Mom did too.
If I am getting my Mom from this, then it's worth it.
"Are you free after school today?" She settled in front of me and cut a piece of pancake before putting it in her mouth.
''No, I have to go to the cafe. I couldn't go yesterday either." I can't take a lot of days off from my part time job.
Disappointment drowned her face. "Really?" She put her cutlery back to its place, "How about on the weekend?"
"What is it, Mom?" I gave her my full attention.
"I have to choose a wedding dress and I want you to come with me." She said carefully, ''and can you be my bridesmaid?"
I was too stunned to speak. I did not think this far. "Mom."
"Please, Arc." She placed her hand over mine and gave it a gentle squeeze. It bit my bottom lip and nodded, "Okay, if this is what you want." I plainly answered.
"Thank you. Thank you, sweetheart." She escalated. Okay, for the sake of her happiness, I am ready to take this bitter gulp. Mom really deserves some happiness too. Her experience with Dad wasn't great at all and anyone can see that Vincent is a great guy and he likes Mom a lot.
"Let's go or you will be late for school." She grabbed her things and snapped me out of my thoughts.
"Oh, yeah." I put my satchel over my shoulder and followed her. The rest of the drive was covered with utter silence. When we arrived at school, I turned towards Mom, "We will go for your dress on weekend" and got out of the car.
A really loud 'thank you' from behind resonated in the air and it also grabbed the attention from some of the students. I shook my head and walked inside.
"Hey, you crazyassbitch." Abby shouted this time.
"Hi." I waved my hand and gave her a tight lipped smile. I braced myself for what's coming next.
"What the hell were you doing with Xavier Jones last night?" She wriggled a brow and here we go with the interrogation.
"Nothing." I shrugged my shoulders.
"Nothing? Then why did he drag you out of the cafe?" She grabbed my satchel and caused me to stop in my tracks. I noticed that I was getting some attention from the girls. So, I looked around and found that almost all of them were glaring at me with disgust.
"What's wrong with them?" I frowned.
"The hottest guy at school grabbed your hand and dragged you to somewhere private.... their jealousy is on point." She increased my information.
"O". My mouth turned round.
"Spill the beans." Abby was really not ready to let go of this topic.
"I loved his perfume so I asked him where did he get this from?" I rolled my eyes.
"Bitch." Abby muttered but it was loud enough to be heard by me. She knew that I do not want to talk on this topic again and I am happy that she understood me.
We walked inside the classroom and settled on our seats. It has been just a second and I saw Ashley. She strode inside and stopped right over my head. I glanced at her and the coldness which her grey eyes were executing..... it caused my heart to tremble.
"You slut." She spat the words. I wasn't able to comprehend what the fu*k was happening and in the next moment, a slap was printed right on my face. It was so hard and rough that my face moved to the side. I literally saw stars and my mouth was agape.
Murmurs started to rise and some of the students were even recording us. "What the fu*k, Ashley?" Abby instantly walked towards us.
"This whore-" she pointed at me with the index finger, "What the hell did you do to Xavier?"
"What? I did nothing." I got up from my seat. So, this is about Xavier.
"Okay? Really?" She folded her arms against her chest and it caused her boobs to bounce. I could not stop myself from appreciating her perfect figure.
"Then why the fu*k he stopped talking to me? Ever since he left with you yesterday, he has been avoiding me like I am plague." She was hurt. I am also on these pins and needles... I can understand her.
''I have nothing to do with Xavier. He does not even know my name." I remembered how he said those words to me yesterday and instantly a lump was formed in my throat. I barely pushed it down, "Instead of being so rude to me, you should ask him...." I rolled my eyes and tried to walk out of there. However, she grabbed my hair. I was pulled back from the force which she used.
A loud whimper came out of my mouth. "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU, ASHLEY?" I held her hand and tried to get out of her grip but she increased it more.
"I AM NOT LETTING YOU GO UNTIL YOU WILL TELL ME THE TRUTH." Ashley shouted louder than me.
"That's enough, Ashley." Abby came to my help. Moisture filled my eyes. This humiliation which I am facing just because of Xavier, I am not going to forget this... not anytime soon. "Arcane told you already that she does not have anything to do with him. So, stop being such a pain in ass or else I am going to file a complaint against you." Abby threatened her, "I guess we have enough evidence right now." She pointed towards the cameras that were directed towards us. It was clear that Ashley assaulted me. I never laid my hand on her.
The colors on Ashley's face faded. She was about to let go of my hair as her grip loosened.... she was scared, I could see that but Xavier really walked in at the wrong time.
He was smiling at something which Joshua said to him but his pupil contracted instantly when his eyes fell on me. I looked away. Ashley let go of my hair and fidgeted innocence before hoping her way towards him.
My hands trembled and my legs were about to give away. If it weren't for Abby, I would have fallen down.
''What happened here?" His deep voice caused everyone to get back to normal. His aura is dangerous and intimidating. I don't know how he does it.
"Oh, nothing.'' Ashley shamelessly wrapped her arm around his.
"Nothing? Really, Ashley?" Abby gritted her teeth, "And Xavier you.... you are no different from these pathetic bullies. Try to tuck your girl in your bed. Don't let a toxic bitch like her roam on streets so carefree. She is a burden on society."
Abby is a savage. I love her for being so confident. She was taking a stand for me. But I don't want more attention on me... and Xavier. What if our relationship will come out in the broad daylight? I shuddered at the thought. So, I squeezed her hand and stopped her from ranting further.
"It's fine." I forced a smile at him, "I am fine." I added and his brows slammed together.
"Okay, if you girls say so." He shrugged his shoulders. A wave of pain passed through my heart. He knows there is nothing that's fine. He definitely saw Ashley grabbing my hair and how can he ignore Abby's words?
I wiped the tear from the corner of my eye.
"Bastard." Abby murmured. I was feeling suffocated in the environment so I rushed out of there and ran to the bathroom.
"Arc." Abby followed me to the restroom.
The tears started pouring out like a lava. "Oh, girl." She pulled me into a hug.
I cried my heart out and after I was done with a little mini drama, I glanced at my reflection and bit my bottom lip upon seeing my red and swollen eyes while a clear handprint was right across my cheek and beads of blood were coming out from my skin, causing it to burn. I must have gotten that cut from the ring that she was wearing.
I was done. I was really done with the day. Although it was just a start.
~Those sloppy wet kisses.~ Xavier POV: When I saw that Ashley was grabbing Arcane from her hair, my blood boiled to the point where I felt like my veins would burst due to its intensity. Moreover, when she rushed out of the classroom, I saw a clear fresh wound on her face. Droplets of blood were oozing out from her fair skin. I don't know why, but something happened to my heart. Furthermore, her eyes were so deep and hurt that they could pierce anyone's soul with them. I sighed. It took everything in me not to run and pull her into my embrace. That will make things harder for her. It was all for her sake. Meanwhile, Ashley clung to me like a loach, "Do you really have to go around and bully others?" I threw my backpack on the seat and stared directly into her eyes but she immediately changed the look on her face. There we go again with that puss in the boots look. "I don't like when some other girl tries to come close to you. I want every fucking person in this whole world to k
~When I looked into his eyes, I said yes.~ Arcane POV: Everyone knows what they want to be in their lives. They have dreams and goals. I mean, look at Xavier, he is a star player of the hockey team and I am sure he will make it big one day. While Abby loves playing instruments. She is always busy learning something new. But what about me? "One hot cafe latte." A customer ordered. "Coming right up, sir." I took his order and went to whip his coffee immediately. Am I going to be a server and stand behind this counter for the rest of my life? Just the thought sent shivers down my spine. I sighed and focused on the task ahead. After I was done serving all the pending orders, I inhaled deeply. "Tired?" Morgan asked. He is the cafe owner, not that old, probably in his late 20's, still twice my age. He is charming with that chocolate brown beard and clear skin. Even at one glance, he gives an impression of a good boy. But I am more into bad boys. I smiled and nodded, "Yeah. But men
~Grab me, spank me, choke me.~Arcane POV:When I woke up in the morning, my whole body felt sore and the aching pain made me groan. My eyelids were heavy and I practically had to drag myself out of the bed. How I took a shower and changed clothes last night, I seriously have no idea but when I looked at my reflection in the mirror, all I could see was my pathetic self. The eyebags were sagging, I looked pale and my lips were chapped. Moreover, the scratch I had on my face, it was now turned into a bruise. "What the fu*k." I cursed myself and brushed my teeth. It is Friday and thank God, there is a weekend ahead. Before I used to wait for Mondays, so I could see Xavier but now I am surely going to wait for the off days. After changing my clothes and grabbing my things, I tiptoed to the ground floor of our place. I don't want to see Mom for the time being. I mean, how can she tell Vincent about Dad and what he did to me? Now, come to think of... Vincent isn't that great either. How
~Harder.~ Arcane POV: Mom was trying almost every single dress in the shop and now I was getting frustrated. This isn't why I came here. "Mom, it's been 2 hours. Can't you select a dress?" I shouted while she was still in the dressing room. "These kinds of things take time, okay? It is my big day. I can't choose anything randomly." I groaned and sat on the couch in the manner of practically laying. I am so done. A weird feeling which I continuously have in my heart is making me lose my sh*t. Finally, the door of the changing room opened and I saw Mom. She was wearing a white lace wedding dress. Simple yet elegant and most importantly it looked exquisite on her figure. I am sure my jaws fell onto the floor. "So, how do I look?" She nervously asked. "Mom, this is perfect." I got up and went to hold her hand, "You are beautiful." I wholeheartedly said. I am sure if this marriage wasn't with Vincent then I would have been really happy for her. But Xavier has messed up everything
~She desired those savage fucks.~Arcane POV:I was so uncomfortable in that tiny and tight dress but when Abby said that she would drag me to the party, she meant it. She literally turned a blind eye to all of my complaints and took me to the venue... that was surely Marcus's place. A loud music was booming, the lights of different colors were making the place bright and I thought there might be few people here but the place was packed. Moreover, to my surprise, the girls were wearing even shorter dresses than me. "I told you. You look ravishing." Abby shouted as the music was loud and winked. I smiled. We pushed the people aside and tried to find a quiet corner but Abby is such a social bee. She met someone she knows. "I did not expect to see you here." She hugged the boy and said excitedly. "Nor did I." He kissed her cheek. I narrowed my eyes at the exchange they had. How come I don't know about this? The man itself was good looking and tall and he had that pretty boys kind of a
~You like that, huh?~ Xavier POV: When Marcus invited her to the party, I thought she would deny his invitation but I got the shock of my life when she agreed. Although, initially I did not intend to go there but it became a major reason for me to go. "We are going, right?" Ashely clung onto me. I have hated her ever since she hurt Arcane. No matter what, no one has the right to do that. But instead of leaving her now and aggravating her further, I decided to to stay with her. That’s how I decided on taking my revenge. The moment I walked inside Marcus home, I saw her. At first, I hated the sight. She was talking with Marcus and there was a huge smile on her face. I have never seen her this happy before. Whenever she talks to me, she is fiery. I can’t believe that she has this sweet side too. Furthermore, when I looked at her from head to toe, I felt like I was hit by a thunderbolt. The red dress clung to her body like its life is dependent on it. While her perfect sized boobs ar
~Touch me inappropriately. ~ [Mentioning of self harm. You have been warned.] Arcane POV: When I woke up in the morning, my head was banging because of the sharp pain. My eyes felt heavy and it took me great effort to open them. I groaned as the sunray felt too bright for my comfort. "You up?" I heard Mom. So, I tried to sit up but the moment my head lifted off the pillow I winced and fell on it again. "What the hell have you been doing? I told you no drinks, didn't I?" She started the lecture. "Oh dear lord. Mom, please not with your nagging right now." I ignored the hammering migraine and sat up. She glared at me and then poured me a glass of water. God, I really needed that. My throat was so dry that I felt thorns poking it. "Take it too." She popped out an aspirin and put it on my palm. I quietly gulped the medicine with the water and looked at her gratefully. "A high schooler and drinking-" she murmured. "Mom, I can have fun from time to time, can't I? Between classe
~Yes, sir.~Arcane POV:Next day, the first thing that I decided to do was to tell Abby the secrets which I am keeping from her. She has been my friend for a decade and when she finds out that my mother is getting remarried, I am sure she will get mad. Well, even I would do the same if I were in her place.I did not talk to her Mom at all after what she said to me in the morning. Even though she tried to get closer to me, but I think I need time to digest the situation. She cooked me breakfast and called me but I did not bat an eye and grabbed my things before leaving. "Arc. ARCANE." Her loud voice trailed behind however, I slammed the door on her face. 'No more drama in the morning." I thought to myself and walked to school. After taking morning classes, I gathered my courage before talking to Abby. "Hey, girl. I need to talk to you." I said to her softly. When she saw me all serious, she immediately put her things aside and observed me closely. "What is it?" She asked with conce
~I want you fu*king so bad.~Arcane POV:A year had passed since my graduation, and I found myself seated in the sleek boardroom of Jones Corporation. The transition from student life to the corporate world had been seamless, thanks to the opportunity extended to me by Vincent, a man whose generosity knew no bounds.From the moment I set foot in the company, I was determined to not only meet the expectations placed on me but to surpass them. The debt of gratitude I owed to Vincent was one I could never fully repay, but I was determined to try. My dedication to my work became my way of expressing the profound appreciation that lived in my heart.In the boardroom, I exuded a professional demeanor that had become synonymous with my presence in the company. Precision and attention to detail were the cornerstones of my approach to any task, no matter how big or small. Every report, every presentation was a testament to the meticulousness that defined my work ethic."Good morning, Ms. Mille
~Shhh... be a good girl and keep quiet.~ Arcane POV: Maya's eyes sparkled with mischief as she observed me, her curiosity uncontainable. "So, what's going on between you two?" I took a deep breath, knowing that I couldn't keep this a secret any longer. Maya was my closest friend, and she deserved to know the truth. "We... dated," I began, my voice steady but tinged with a vulnerability I couldn't hide. Her eyes widened in surprise, a gasp escaping her lips. "You and Xavier? Seriously?" I nodded, a small smile playing on my lips. "Yeah. It was back in high school." Maya's excitement was palpable, her teasing grin spreading from ear to ear. "Oh my god! Why didn't you ever tell me?" "It just... didn't come up," I replied, a hint of defensiveness creeping into my tone. It wasn't that I had purposely kept it from her; it was simply a part of my past that I hadn't revisited in years. She leaned in closer, her curiosity practically radiating off her. "Okay, spill the details. How did
~My mouth wants to do naughty things to you.~Arcane's POV:The glow of my phone illuminated the dim room, casting an eerie shadow against the walls. The headlines screamed from the screen, a harsh juxtaposition to the silence that now enveloped me."Xavier Jones: From Ice to Fists." The words seemed to taunt me, each letter a reminder of the chaos that had unfolded. My heart hammered against my ribs, a frantic rhythm matching the whirlwind of thoughts in my head.When I saw the image of Xavier, his face contorted in anger, it was like a punch to the gut. This wasn't the man I knew. The Xavier I remembered was composed, controlled, a master of his emotions. This was a stranger, a fractured reflection of the person I held in my heart.And then, I saw the face of the other person involved – Ethan. The name alone sent shivers down my spine. It was a name I hadn't spoken or thought of in years, a name buried beneath layers of time and distance.My grip tightened on the phone, knuckles tur
~When its good, you are shaking.~Xavier POV:The familiar scent of home enveloped me as I stepped through the front door. It was a comforting blend of my dad's cooking, the wood of the furniture, and the subtle perfume that always lingered in the air. It was good to be back."Dad, I'm home!" I called out, my voice echoing through the house.Moments later, his head popped out from the kitchen, a wide grin spreading across his face. "Xavier! It's about time you showed up. I was starting to think you'd forgotten where you live!"I laughed, crossing the room to give him a bear hug. "Trust me, Dad, I could never forget this place. It's good to be back, though."He clapped me on the back, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "Well, you better get used to it. Look how much weight you have lost. You better prepare yourself to bulk up.""I am focusing on my muscles, Dad. I cannot bulk up. It will be hard for me to play on the ice." I said to him playfully, "Or you want you son to fall on his ass
~I want to be fu*ked and loved by you, for the rest of my life.~3 years later;Xavier POV:The ice rink glistened under the bright arena lights, a frozen stage set for our performance. The crisp air bit at my cheeks as I glided onto the ice, the familiar scrape of my skates echoing in the empty rink. This was where I belonged, where every stride, every pass, held the promise of victory.As the team captain, the weight of responsibility sat comfortably on my shoulders. It wasn't just about winning; it was about leading my teammates, motivating them to push beyond their limits. The anticipation in the air was palpable, a blend of excitement and nerves."Let's own this, Xav!" Mark, my fellow forward, slapped me on the back, his eyes gleaming with determination.I shot him a quick grin, our unspoken understanding a testament to the years we'd spent perfecting our synergy on the ice. With a swift flick, I sent the puck hurtling towards the goal, the goalie's glove barely able to deflect i
~Give me a hickey where only we can find them.~Arcane POV:Stepping onto the bustling campus of the University felt like entering a different world. The air buzzed with excitement and anticipation, and I couldn't help but be swept up in the energy. This was it – a fresh start, a blank canvas waiting to be painted with new experiences, friendships, and knowledge.As the days unfolded, I threw myself into the whirlwind of university life. The first week was a kaleidoscope of orientations, campus tours, and the flurry of faces that would soon become familiar. Eveeryone was nice here and I wanted to befriend them all.One afternoon, while trying to find my way through the labyrinth of buildings, I met Luca. His laughter echoed down the hall, drawing my attention."Hey there!" they exclaimed, extending a hand. "I'm Luca. Lost too?"I chuckled, shaking their hand. "Definitely. This place is like a maze."We struck up a conversation about the art installation on the quad, and within minutes
~Pretty please.~Arcane POV: The room felt different, like a chapter closing. Tomorrow, I'd be on a plane, leaving this place behind. I couldn't predict when I'd return, and it certainly wouldn't be anytime soon. My gaze swept across the room, each corner holding a memory. Here was where Xavier and I shared that kiss, a sweet moment in time. There, he lounged on my bed, playfully teasing me. And it was this very room where he saved me from my darkest moments, bringing me back from the edge. Tears threatened, but I blinked them away, resolute. I zipped up my suitcase, sealing in the fragments of the past. The room stood still, a silent witness to a part of my life that was coming to an end. I took one last look, trying to etch every detail into my memory. Then, with a final sigh, I turned away, ready to face the unknown that awaited me. The room felt heavy, like a bundle of memories tugging at my heart. Leaving meant closing a chapter that had given me so much - a fatherly figure i
~Baby, your pleasure is my priority.~ Xavier POV: I was getting a call from my Dad. I smiled as I saw his name on the screen and I went to the dressing room to answer his call. As I heard my dad's voice on the other end of the line, a wave of warmth washed over me. It had been too long since we last spoke, and hearing his familiar tone brought a sense of comfort. "Hello, Dad," I greeted, unable to contain the smile that tugged at my lips. "I'm doing well. Training's intense, but I'm giving it my all." I could sense the pride in his voice. "That's my boy. I knew you'd give it your best. I've been keeping up with your progress online. You're making quite the impression." His words were a balm to my determination. Knowing that he was watching from afar, cheering me on, gave me an extra boost of motivation. "Thanks, Dad." I couldn't help but seize the opportunity. "You know, there's a game coming up. Why don't you come to it? I would love to see you." The only game that I played i
~Euphoria take over me when your tongue dance on my body.~ Arcane POV: Another year slipped away in the blink of an eye, and here I stood, on the precipice of high school graduation. It was a milestone that I had never imagined reaching without Mom by my side, her absence a constant ache that refused to fade. And then there was Xavier, a presence that still lingered in the recesses of my thoughts, despite the silence that had settled between us. As I watched my classmates buzz with anticipation, their excitement mingling with nervous energy, I couldn't help but feel a sense of detachment. It was as though I was moving through the motions, the weight of the past still clinging to me. The ceremony itself was a blur of gowns and caps, a sea of faces that seemed to meld together. The applause, the speeches—they all felt like distant echoes, reverberating in a space that I no longer fully occupied. I walked across the stage, the diploma a tangible symbol of an achievement that felt bit