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KABANATA 21

Author: Eyah
last update Huling Na-update: 2024-08-06 12:25:38

JANIYA'S P. O. V

IT'S ALREADY BEEN A MONTH NOW.

But ever since my college journey began, I felt like I was living a double life. Sa university, kilala ako na outgoing, confident, at maingay. Life of the party— laging napapaligiran ng mga kaibigan at laging may tawanan. Pero once na makauwi na ako at nasa bahay na, bumabaliktad na ang lahat. My laughter and noise immediately shifts into a heavy silence, descended upon me like a suffocating shroud. Maisip ko pa lang na lumikha ng ingay sa bahay ay naiisip ko na agad ang Death glare na maaaring ipukol sa akin ni Strike. We're civil, yes. But the house where we live in, it seems like it had turned into a battleground of silent wars and hidden wounds.

Hindi rin madali ang binubuhay ko ngayon. Ang hirap mag-adjust lalo na at mas kumportable ako sa mga ikinikilos ko sa school dahil iyon ang totoong ako. Kahit si Mamay ay sanay na maingay ako. Hindi ko na nga rin mabilang ang dami ng pagkakataon na gusto niya akong chikahin pero hindi ko siy
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  • Under His Possession   KABANATA 22

    JANIYA'S P. O. VBUT AS THE SAYING GOES, EVERYDAY IS NOT ALL ABOUT RAINBOWS.Kahit anong ginawa kong pagtatago, nakarating pa rin kay Strike ang tungkol sa koneksyon ko kay Ryuu. And when the rumor reached SV's ears, a storm brewed on the horizon of my world. His sharp gaze and stern words cut through the air like a knife, his warning clear and uncompromising. "End any relationship you have with that professor. I thought, I already warned you about you being a f***ing stupid," he once commanded, his voice laced with authority and disapproval.Pero sa kabila ng iyon ay hindi ko siya pinakinggan. I still continue meeting with Ryuu. Mas dinalasan ko pa. Dahil ang target? Pagselosin pa lalo si Strike! Nagawa ko na kasing lahat ng technique na pwede kong gawin. I cooked for him, served him, be a good girl towards him. Pero ni isa sa mga iyon ay walang gumana. So, I have to shift plans. Because as the saying goes, kung hindi na madaanan sa santong dasalan, daanin na lang natin sa santong

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  • Under His Possession   KABANATA 23

    JANIYA'S P. O. VMALALIM NA ANG GABI PERO HINDI KO PA RIN MAGAWANG MAKATULOG. Malinaw pa rin kasi sa isip ko ang itsura ni Strike nang makita ko siya kanina sa pool. Every detail of him lingers on my mind. At hindi ko maipaliwanag kung bakit… kung bakit may kakaibang init akong nararamdaman habang paulit-ulit na nagpla-play sa utak ko ang itsura niya kanina. "Oh, yes, you're really hot, Strike. You sure are…” anang isip ko. On my mind, Strike was kissing me pervently as he grabbed me in the waste. We're kissing each other as if there was no tomorrow. Then his lips came lower. On my jaw… On my neck… Napapikit ako ng mariin. "Okay, Nia, you have to understand that this is beyond the "crush" thing now. Pinagpapantasiyahan mo na siya and that isn't great!” babala ng utak ko. Pero hindi, eh. Thinking about him this way made me feel alive. It feels like… I was in to something I never experienced before. At gusto kong maranasan iyon. Kay Strike. My mind continues to create fake scene

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  • Under His Possession   KABANATA 24

    JANIYA'S P. O. VNAPABALIKWAS AKO NG BANGON NANG MARINIG KO ANG PAMILYAR NA TUNOG NG SASAKYAN NI STRIKE.Shocks, nakatulog pala ako!Dali-dali kong inayos ang sarili ko at tumakbo papunta sa kusina. Natataranta ako pero hindi ko pa rin maiwasang mapangiti. Kinakabahan ako pero nangingibabaw pa rin ang excitement sa puso ko.I am planning to surprise him. Iisipin niya na walang tao and knowing him, alam ko na ang unang pupuntahan niya ay ang kusina. And that's when he'll see the dinner I prepared.Mayamaya pa ay narinig ko na bumukas na ang pinto. 'Ayan na… I waited while I am in the height of excitement. Pero ilang segundo na ang lumipas ay wala pa ring Strike na pumapasok sa kusina. Doon na ako bahagyang nadismaya. Pero inalis ko rin agad ang pakiramdam na iyon. Sa halip ay naisip kong salubungin na lang siya. Naglakad na ako ng dahan-dahan palabas para salubungin si Strike. "SURPRI—” Kusa akong natigilan dahil imbis na si Strike lang ang bumungad sa akin, nakita ko na may isa

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  • Under His Possession   KABANATA 25

    JANIYA'S P. O. VI WOKE UP LATE THE NEXT MORNING.Masakit ang ulo ko at para iyong binibiyak. Lunes na Lunes pa naman. No choice tuloy ako kundi ang um-absent. Good thing, may kaibigan akong professor.Kahit ayoko lumabas ng kwarto ay wala rin akong magagawa. Wala si Mamay at walang ibang magsisilbi sa akin kundi ako lang din. Kaya kahit natatakot ako na sa paglabas ko ay makasalubong ko si Strike at ang kasama niyang babae, ginawa ko pa rin dahil kung hindi ay ako lang din ang magugutom.Pagkatapos kong ayusin sandali ang sarili ko ay nagdesisyon na akong lumabas. Dahan-dahan pa ang ginawa kong pagbukas ng pinto, sinisiguro ko na hindi ako makakalikha ng kahit anong ingay.But as luck may not have it, pagbukas ko ng pinto at saktong paglabas ko ay bumukas din ang pinto ng katabi kong kwarto. Iniluwa noon si Strike. At ang babaeng kasama niya noong nagdaang gabi.The moment that happened, my gaze automatically met his. And then it locked. Pinilit kong basahin ang mga mata niya pero w

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  • Under His Possession   KABANATA 26

    JANIYA'S P. O. V"WHAT'S WILL ALL THE MESS IN THE KITCHEN? WHO DID THAT?”Nanatili akong walang kibo kahit narinig ko naman ng malinaw at buo ang mga sinabi ni Strike.After the incident that happened a few hours back, narinig ko na umalis din agad sila. Inakala ko na didiretso na rin si Strike sa trabaho niya o sa kung saang lupalop man siya ng mundo sumusuot sa tuwing nawawala siya rito. But hey look, it seems like I was wrong. Dahil nagsisimula pa lang akong mag-enjoy sa morning coffee ko ay narinig ko na agad ang boses ng diablo."Are you not f***ing listening to me?” sabi niya ulit.Hindi pa rin ako sumagot. Kahit ang sulyapan siya ay pinilit ko ring huwag gawin. I acted cool as if I am all alone.Kalmado kong dinampot ang tasa ko ng kape at dahan-dahan iyong dinala sa bibig ko. Pero hindi pa man iyon dumadampi sa labi ko ay kusa ko na iyong nabitiwan. It was when Strike suddenly grabbed my hand, making me stand and face him.Sa kabila ng gulat ko at kaba, na sinamahan pa ng baha

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  • Under His Possession   KABANATA 27

    JANIYA'S P. O. VMULA NANG DALHIN SA BAHAY NI STRIKE ANG MAARTENG BABAE SLASH HILAW NA LABANOS NA "GIULIA" PALA ANG PANGALAN, AY NAPADALAS NA ANG PAGBISITA NITO SA BAHAY. Madalas ay kasama itong dumadating ni Strike. Pero minsan, mag isa lang ito na pumupunta roon at umaakto na para bang pag-aari na niya ang kabuuan ng bahay. Maging si Mamay ay naiinis sa babaeng iyon dahil kung makapag utos nga naman ito ay daig pa si Strike na mismong amo at nagpapasahod sa kanya. Tuwing dumarating din ang Giulia na iyon ay mas pinipili ko na lang na magkulong sa kwarto. Binibilinan ko na lang din si Mamay na sakaling hanapin ako, sabihin niya na wala ako, umalis, o basta maggawa na lang siya ng kahit anong excuse para lang hindi ako mapilitan na harapin silang dalawa. Gaya ngayon. Pinangako ni Strike na lalabas kami para kumain sa labas bilang celebration sa birthday ni Mamay. Pero hindi naman natupad iyon dahil dumating siyang kasama ang fiancée niya na nagbida-bidang mag-"host" ng birthday cel

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  • Under His Possession   KABANATA 28

    JANIYA'S P. O. V"WOW…”Hindi ako makapaniwala sa tanawing bumungad sa akin nang alisin na ni Ryuu ang piring sa mga mata ko. Pagbaba kasi namin sa sasakyan niya kanina ay piniringan niya agad ang mga mata ko. At ngayong tinanggal niya na iyon, hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko na mamangha sa ganda ng paligid. Maraming puno sa lugar na iyon. Madilim din, pero nang dahil sa liwanag ng buwan at sa iilang mga alitaptap ay parang nabuhay ang lugar. May sapa rin sa hindi kalayuan. May mga bulaklak at damo. "Ang ganda…” amazed na amazed kong sabi. "Hindi ko alam na may ganitong lugar pala na nag-eexist hindi kalayuan sa atin.” Sa tantsa ko kasi ay wala pang fifteen minutes ang ibiniyahe namin. At kahit mabilis ang sasakyan na ginamit namin ay masasabi ko na hindi pa rin ganoon kalayo ang lugar na pinagdalhan niya sa akin. "I'm so glad you like it here,” nakangiti ring sambit ni Ryuu. "Ako rin, eh. Hindi ko rin alam na may ganito palang nag-eexist dito. This is my first time going here as

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  • Under His Possession   KABANATA 29

    JANIYA'S P. O. VHINDI KO INAASAHAN NA MAKASALUBONG SI STRIKE LALO NA'T MASYADO PANG MAAGA. Pero nangyari na at wala na akong magagawa. Sa tono pa lang ng pananalita niya ay halata nang hindi siya natutuwa. And I know in myself na nakita niya kung paano ako sinundo o hinatid ni Ryuu. Sa paanong paraan niya pa ba kasi malalaman na ito ang kasama ko? Nagkunwari akong naiinis at nilagpasan ko lang siya. Pero deep inside, unti-unti na namang nabubuhayan ang loob ko dahil sa nakikita kong reaksyon ni Strike. "I'm not f****ing done with you,” mariin niyang sabi at hinawakan ang kamay ko. He forcefully made me face him. Hindi ako kumibo. Hindi ko rin siya tiningnan sa mga mata niya dahil alam ko na sa ganitong paraan ay mas maaasar siya. "What did you do with that a**hole the whole night, huh? Did you two… f***?” Sinabi ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko ipapahalata sa kanya na apektado ako. Pero matapos ang sinabi niyang iyon ay awtomatikong nagpanting ang mga tainga ko. And sudden impulse

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  • Under His Possession   SPECIAL CHAPTER 5

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  • Under His Possession   SPECIAL CHAPTER 4

    RYUU'S P. O. VThe phone call felt clandestine, even in the privacy of my study. The low hum of the line was a counterpoint to the frantic drumming of my fingers on the mahogany desk. I cleared my throat, the sound echoing unnaturally loud in the quiet room.Nakakapanibago pa rin talaga na wala si Niya at 'yung triplets dito. Sobrang tahimik na. Wala na 'yung dating ingay at 'yung dating energy.“Hello,” I said, my voice a low murmur. “Yes, it’s me. I need you to do a background check… on someone. Her name is Caprice. Caprice… I’m not sure of her last name. Just… Caprice.”Imbis na sagot ay pagtawa lang ang narinig ko sa kabilang linya."Sir, sa lawak ng mundo at sa dami ng taong may pangalang Caprice, imposibleng makita ko agad 'yung hinahanap n'yo,” he said afterwards. "Give me at least the surname, Sir. O kahit ano pang identity n'ya.”I hesitated, the weight of my suspicions pressing down on me. Caprice. The name itself felt like a riddle, a whisper of something both alluring and

  • Under His Possession   SPECIAL CHAPTER 3

    CAPRICE'S P. O. V"Mr. Best Man—” "You call me 'Sir'. Sir Takahashi, or I will f*cking fire you!”Instead na mainis, I just smiled after Mr. Best Man snapped at me."I'm just calling you. Bakit ba galit ka agad?” I asked."Ano na naman ba kasing kailangan mo?”I slowly walked my way towards him. I pinned both of my hands on his desk, and smiled."Do you want my special dragon-strength coffee—”"Dragon-strength coffee na amoy at lasang sunog na goma. Cut the crap, Caprice. And please, lubayan mo 'ko. I have my tasks to do. You have yours, so please. Let's just keep this the professional way.”“So, the proposal you made with the Uytengcos,” I began, leaning forward, my voice a sugary concoction of professional charm and playful flirtation. “I’ve compiled a preliminary report. It’s quite… intense.”I let my gaze linger on his, a calculated move designed to unsettle his composure.He didn’t flinch. Not even a twitch. Just that same infuriatingly calm, controlled expression.“Good,” he sai

  • Under His Possession   SPECIAL CHAPTER 2

    RYUU'S P. O. VThe desk felt colder than usual, compared to what it is when Niya is still around. Pero mas okay naman na 'to—ang mag isa kaysa may umaaligid-aligid sa akin. Adrianne is sitting across the table and facing me. Tinawagan ko lang s'ya kasi kailangang-kailangan ko na ng kausap. I have to take everything out. Or else, I'll explode. Ayoko namang abalahin si Niya dahil bukod sa buntis s'ya at bawal ma-stress, alam ko rin na nasa honeymoon stage pa sila ngayon ni SV. And I don't wanna spoil the moment."It's not just the constant interruptions, Adrianne," I began, running a hand through my already disheveled hair. "It's… everything. The incessant chirping, the way she practically bounces into my office, the… the sheer audacity of it all. Nakakapikon.”Adrianne chuckled, a low, melodic sound that did little to soothe my frayed nerves."Audacity? Ryuu, you're talking about Caprice, the woman who once serenaded you with off-key karaoke at Niya and SV's wedding reception. Remember

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    RYUU'S P. O. V"Next applucant, please!”I slowly leaned my back as I do my stretching. Pumikit din ako ng mariin habang sinusulit ang sarap ng pakiramdam ng pag-i-stretch.Successful ang naging pag-eexpand ko ng kumpanya rito sa Pilipinas. Nakatulong ng malaki ang partnership ko kay SV para maging successful at mas mapabilis ang pagpapakilala ng negosyo ko sa market. At ngayon na alam kong mas magiging focus na si Niya sa pamilya n'ya at sa parating pa nilang baby, alam ko na hindi na s'ya magiging hands on sa kumpanya namin gaya ng dati. Besides, kailangan ko rin ng mga bagong tao para makatulong ko sa pagpapalawak pa ng business at influence ko. And now, I've been scanning several applicants for various positions. Diretsa naman akong kausap—sinasabi ko agad kung tanggap ba sila o hindi sa kumpanya ko. At kung tanggap sila, binibigyan ko agad sila ng posisyon. Gano'n lang kadali.Sa ngayon, isang posisyon na lang ang hindi ko pa napupunan—ang secretarial position."Sorry, Sir. Last a

  • Under His Possession   EPILOGO

    1 month later… JANIYA'S P. O. VThe courtroom was a symphony of whispers and hushed conversations. The air crackled with tension, a palpable energy that vibrated through the room. Giulia, the woman who had orchestrated the accident that had nearly taken my life, sat before the judge, her face a mask of defiance. "Your Honor," the prosecutor began, his voice a steady drone. "The evidence is clear. The defendant, Giulia, acted with malice aforethought, deliberately causing a car accident that resulted in serious injuries to the plaintiff, Janiya.”He recounted the events, the meticulous planning, the calculated actions, the chilling indifference to the potential consequences. I sat in the witness stand, my heart a heavy stone in my chest, reliving the terror of that fateful day."The defendant," he continued, "has shown no remorse for her actions. She has exhibited a complete disregard for the law and the well-being of others. She is a danger to society and must be held accountable for

  • Under His Possession   KABANATA 89

    RYUU'S P. O. VThe wedding reception was a blur of happy faces, clinking glasses, and the sweet scent of lilies. I stood at the edge of the dance floor, watching Janiya and SV twirl, their laughter echoing through the garden. It was supposed to be my night, the night I celebrated my best friend's happiness. But a strange emptiness gnawed at my heart. Janiya had chosen SV. It was her choice, her happiness, and I was happy for her. Truly, I was. But a part of me, a selfish, stubborn part, wished it had been me standing there, holding her hand, watching the sunset with her.As the night wore on, I found myself drawn to the bar, seeking solace in the amber glow of a whiskey. The music pulsed around me, a hypnotic rhythm that did little to soothe the ache in my chest."Well, well, well," a voice slurred beside me. "Looks like someone's got the blues."I turned to see a woman, her face flushed, her eyes sparkling with a mischievous glint. She was beautiful, in a messy, untamed way, with a w

  • Under His Possession   KABANATA 88

    JANIYA'S P. O. VThe air crackled with anticipation, a symphony of laughter and whispered secrets. The sun, a benevolent witness, bathed the garden in a golden glow, illuminating the scene with a warmth that mirrored the love that pulsed through the air. It was my wedding day, a culmination of a journey filled with heartache, healing, and ultimately, a love that had triumphed over every obstacle.My reflection stared back at me, a vision of happiness in a white gown that flowed like a gentle waterfall. My heart, once burdened with pain, now swelled with a joy so profound it threatened to spill over.Earlier that day, as I stood before the mirror, my hand resting on my swollen belly, the doctor had uttered the words that had sent a wave of pure bliss through me. "Congratulations, Janiya," he had said, his smile mirroring the joy that illuminated my face. "You're going to be a mother of four.""Four?" I echoed, my voice filled with disbelief and delight. "Are you sure?""Absolutely," he

  • Under His Possession   KABANATA 87

    RYUU'S P. O. VTomorrow's the big day. Ikakasal na s'ya.Masakit pa rin sa akin isipin na at last, matatali na rin si Niya sa lalaking mahal n'ya at certainly, gusto n'yang makasama habang buhay. Yes, I am happy for her. But that didn't change the fact that I am still hurting. Masakit pa rin pala.Ini-imagine ko pa lang na makita s'ya at si SV na nagsisimula para maglakbay to spend their entire life being together, parang ang sakit sakit na. But what else can I do? May choice ako na pigilan si Niya at kausapin but of course, I won't do that. Dahil masaya ako sa naging choice n'ya at alam ko rin na doon s'ya magiging masaya. Plus, she'll be fine with SV. Alam ko 'yon. And if time comes na balewalain s'ya ulit ni SV, siguro ro'n na lang ako babalik sa picture. To save her again and be with her. Because I swear, I can do it for her endless times. Only for her."Tapos na sa final fitting ng gown at shoes n'ya si Niya. Ayaw mo bang makita?”Mula sa magandang tanawin sa balcony ay napalingon

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