"I'll do whatever you want, I'll marry you if you promise to help my husband" " Help him pay off his loans so he can live a good life" Those were my words, as I divorced my one true love, I broke his heart , I stood before him, spunning lies, of how I couldn't stay, that my heart belonged to another, and he was nothing to me. He wouldn't let me go, if I didn't take it on me to hurt him with those words. I did it all for him. I married someone else but for his sake. It was a deal, a contract, and I had to give in just for his sake. Years later, he returns, Now the town's most successful billonaire, he isn't the same man I know, he desires revenge and he's back as my new neighbor. Doing everything to get my attention. He wants to break me, he wants to hurt me. If only he knew the real reason why I left. If he knew about the contract, the secrets, the deal. He doesn't care about my marriage status. He's desperate, as his eyes searches mine, his hands holding me in place possessively. "Why did you leave me?
Lihat lebih banyakI struggled with myself, I should not care, but deep down I didn't want him to go.I wanted to see him, even if we were no longer together.How could my heart take it if he left?Still I could not let him know it my true feelings, I knew he wanted me to stop him.To say something, he was waiting for a signal, a hope.If I dashed his hope, he could finally believe that we meant nothing to each other.He could be free to carry on his life, I would no longer be an obstruction on his path.Rev needed to be free, he needed to dream, and I felt it could not be achieved if I stayed."You should go, it would be for the best" I said, and his eyes clouded, my heart shattered too...What I wanted was for him to stay, if he left, how many years would he choose to stay away?.My heart would ache everything, I would miss him, yearn for him, but I cjosed to shut him off."You didn't ask why" his eyes narrowed."I don't need to know why, it's your choice, and it's for the best" I swallowed."I haven'
I stayed up late, my mind wandering on the text,I was definitely going to go see him.I wanted to know the reasons why he'd left, and also Why he'd stayed away from us, all those years.I'd received another text the moment that Julie left.A message from my father, urging me to come to California, and that he could further all expenses and that it was very urgent.I needed answers, and for that I was going to leave.The building was already almost completed, I could Leave anytime I wanted to.But first I needed time again with my wife, I wanted to hear her, maybe see her one more time before leaving.Finally accepting that it was over between us, that we were done for good, and that there was nothing left to look back to.I wondered what mom could think of this?She's always be anxious whenever we mentioned our Dad, to her he never existed, and she made sure both I and Julie knew that the only one that existed for both of us was her.I could not tell her about this, most importantly
I closed the windows, blocking away those memories.How long Could I bear this torture?This was how it felt when you could not be close to someone you love.We were so close, yet so faraway.I've convinced myself repeatedly, that this was the right decision.I could live with Rev's hate, I could live with the torment, but I could not live without him.And so whatever it took, I was willing to pay that price.Even if I wasn't part of his future happiness, I could be happy that I was part of what made it possible.REV.The windows closed, and I breathed in.Images of her beautiful face still in my head.The building construction was moving on fast, and in three weeks time, the house would be ready.And I could be out of here, but I could not approach her till the last day I could spend hereI could look for her, and pour out my feelings, regardless of if Jedd was there or not.She was my wife, and I still yearned for her no matter the pains, she has put me through.I Still believe that
I took the package, waiting to present it to her. I didn't know how she'd react.It was lovely, and I liked it the moment I saw it.She was outside at the moment with Essy, I'll wait till she comes back in.I wasn't sure if one thing tho, if she'd accept.I waited as she walked back in.She was really really pretty, right from the first moment I saw her.I connected with her more than other ladies I've met.Even Essy connected with her, she was not often happy with other ladies, I introduced to her.When I saw her so at ease with Lyssa, I knew she had to be the one.Knowing she was married, I knew it couldn't work.But it did cos of the contract.And I could forever be indebted to her."Jedd you're still here, you should be...""At work, I know, here, I got this for you"I presented her the package, I watched as her eyes shone with different emotions.I couldn't quite read her eyes, as she covered up her emotions with a smileShe took the package, she brought out the dress.The flowe
We were close, our faces inches apart from each other. Eyes staring into each other's soul's. I always knew one thing,I would never love anyone like I love him. No one would ever make my heart flutter like he did. "I'll get you a taxi home" "Answer my question first" " Did you ever love me? "Tomorrow? " I want to be with you " he meant every word, his eyes reflected it. " We'll talk tomorrow " my hamds held him, as he leaned on me for support. Every action of his toiled with my heart rate. The way his hands came to my hair, the way he leaned on me. I wanted this moment to last for a lifetime, but nothing of that sort could happen. I've made my choice, I've signed a deal, the five million, and every other thing were the price that I had to pay so he could be happy. I still desperately hope that in the future he could understand why I did the things I did. I successfully got a cab and got him in. He held me in an embrace. Before the cab driver pulled him
Those fucking stupid divorce papers,Still remember vividly how she brought it, with her signature.Her eyes showing forth no emotion."Sign it and let me be"The words ripped me apart."Buddy, a drink would fix you" the contractor looked at me."You in? He brought out the drinks and the others were fast in grabbing the bottles I took a shot and I could feel it raging inside me.I gulp down bottles, trying to calm the storm inside of me.It only made it worse...It only brought things to my head." I love you " I still remembered that very moment.my nose caressed her jaws gently, moving gently to my lips." Stop" she pushed me lightly.I pinned her against the wall, my eyes wandering all over her.Her sparkling eyes, her long hair, her fair creamy skin.Still can't believe she said yes to me, that she actually chose me."I love you very much" I whispered against her ears."I know it, but if mother sees us" she avoids my kiss, looking at the doorway."I don't care if she sees"I hel
RinI sighed.She always got whatever she needed, either by nook or crook.I stared at Essy, she stared at me innocently. That was one thing about Essy, she was completely honest with answers to questions.Too honest.She was open, and talked about what she saw or felt.I still remembered the very first day I Saw her.Tears streamed from my face as I stood at the hospital with Rev.He held me close, as my tears continually soak his shirt.I knew he was broken, but he held it in.Held back the worry, the anxiety.His strong hands enveloped me, and as I looked up, he landed a small kiss over my head, holding me to himself, our heartbeats mingled as one.I know what he felt.He was afraid, just as I was.Five million, where would we get that amount?In this moment we were each other's comfort."It'll be fine" I scanned his blue eyes, his eyes reflected the degree of sadness he was trying to hide."I can't loose her... I can't" he squeezed my hands lightly."I can't...""I can't loose yo
Rev Montago.I gulped, feeling the burning sensation at the back of my throat.I was wrong, maybe I couldn't, I wouldn't ever be able to bear it.This was my cue to quit.Fuck, it hurts.This is someone I imagined my whole life with.I looked away from her eyes, to the child who was staring at me, to Jedd, and back to her.Nothing could please her more than seeing me break.But I wouldn't do it, I wouldn't give them all the satisfaction to see me break.I would not quit, no matter how the jealousy burned, no matter how it hurts, I was going to endure it."Can we go now? We're already late" the little girl looked from Allyssa to Jedd."Let's go" Allyssa said, and I watch as they walk past me.I clenched my fist, revelling in the burning sensation, building in my throat.Why can't I let go?I didn't believe that the things, the time we shared together was fake.Why?The question lingered in my mind, I knew I wasn't going to walk away, I wanted to hear more from her...Of how miserable I
ALLYSSAAs the wind blew furiously, sending chills to my spine.I layed in bed alone, sweet memories haunting me.I had to be strong, this was for us all.Nothing could please me more than Rev's happiness.Even if I was not part of his life, Watching him happy from the sidelines could give me much happiness.I love him very much, and love was sacrifice.I could not sit and watch my husband suffer, I could not see him try to hide the pain in his eyes.I remembered how difficult it was for us, how he went from place to place, did two jobs at a time, so we could gather five million for the surgery.Maybe someday, he wouldn't hate me so much, he wouldn't think that I betrayed him, he could understand why I did this. It was the only way I could protect him, the only way I could help him out.There were a lot of things that Jedd didn't know about.If hurting him and myself, would save him, I'd do it a million times.He would get a better life, a life where I was not included.I could live
"How could you? My hands trembled, my eyes burned, I felt the lump on my throat, as I swallowed.I held in the salty taste, maintaining my composure, when all I wanted to do right now, was break apart.Fuck, I love her, the thought alone was breaking me, it was killing me, I was going to go mad, Imagining a life without her was terrible.I felt like a drug addict, I could already feel the symptoms of staying away from the one person who meant everything to me " What do you mean? Tell me it's not true" I struggled with myself, not willing to accept the truth."There must be a way out" I continued"There's none" her face did not reveal any emotions." I'm sorry that it had to end this way, but I can't continue, not with you"Her words broke the last straw of whatever hope I was clinging unto." Fuck you Lyssa" "I'm really sorry, but you have to let me go" her eyes were dark."I want to be with Jedd"I clenched my fist, my body vibrating and heating up.I was mad at myself, mad at the ...
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