THREE YEARS AGO
REV MONTAGO
I sat at the bar, a drink in hand, thinking of my next interview.
I came from a poor background, it was just me, my sister and mother.
According to her, our Dad was not alive.
So it was just us struggling to survive.
We didn't have much, but we were happy.
I wasn't really happy tho , I wasn't content with the sphere I found myself.
I was meant for great things,
And I could struggle to get to the top.
Exactly that moment was when she came in..
Hair flowing, bright smiles, eyes filled with warmth.
I could not help but notice how her skin glowed against the light in the bar.
She was not alone, she was with friends, and as she talked with them, her smile melted my heart.
I could not take my eyes off her.
I could not remember the things that weighed me down, I was lost in the beauty of her.
It radiated everywhere, and I could feel the warmness go through my chest.
I could not possibly be falling for her.
Thatt was what I found myself doing.
Falling for her smile, her charm, my chest tightened as I took another sip of whiskey.
I felt the burning sensation, as I watched her.
Commiting every act, every thing about her to memory.
When her eyes mine, it lingered on me, causing the warm feeling to intensify.
I swallowed, as she looked away to her friends, a smile on her lips.
What was happening to me?
My heart was thumping, and all I wanted was to stare at her.
Love at first sight.
I'd never really believed in it...
But at this moment, I believed that anything was possible...
She was mine, she was meant for me.
I could not go out of this bar, without taking her number.
How would I go about it?
I didn't know what to do or say, the only thing I knew was that I wanted this woman.
She'd ignited something in me...
And Everytime her eyes swept, over me, the feeling intensified.
Even if I'd not achieved much, having this woman, could equally amount to much more..
I would not let her or this chance go.
I stood up, and made my way towards her and her friends.
I took a chair, and joined them.
"Hi ladies" I smiled, my eyes darting from each of their faces to settle on the woman who had captured my heart.
She smiled back at me, and it melted my heart again.
Falling like this was not in my list
Fuck, this woman was wrecking havoc on my heart..
"Hiii" I was drawn back to reality by her friends, they stared at me, a small smile on their faces.
"Uhm.. really sorry to interrupt.." I said, and right From that moment we all clicked
I fitted quite easily into the group, got to know their names.
Nothing was more impressive, than when she said her name.
"Allyssa" she looked at me with cute brown eyes.
"Lyssa" I called out, maintaining eye contact.
Her eyes were very beautiful.
I wanted to drown in them.
I was loosing it,
And I didn't care.
Ren cleared her throat from beside me
"Now tell us Mr Rev Montago, are you in love with my friend? She asked, a small smile on her lips.
What have I done?
Did I make it too obvious?
They were all staring at me, smiles on their faces.
"It was really obvious, you've been concentrating on Lyssa only, and you want more than anything for us to dissapear"
I smiled, the redhead, had read my mind quite well.
"Okay, I like you Lyssa" I turned to her.
"Right from the moment, I saw you step in, I couldn't get you off my head "
" Really..? Well thank you" she replied, breaking eye contact, that small smile on her lips were doing everything to my heart..
She really didn't think I could give up easily, I still was aware of the clap, the awws, coming from her friends....
I could not give up this woman.
So I continued,unfazed
" I want you.. "
"I really do"
Her friends could not keep it down, but it didn't matter.
I knew what I wanted, and I wanted her.
"You want me, you like me, why?
" You make my heart skip like this, and you still question me"
"Smooth" Ren whispered from beside me.
"Keep going" she whispered.
I did just that...
"I'll tell you this, but cos of you I believe in first love, I want to be with you, I want to wife you"
I leaned closer, maintaining eye contact.
She looked at me, her brows furrowed.
I wasn't going to give up.
"Can I have your number?
" I don't give out my number " she replied.
"What now? Give up I guess" Ren tapped her hands on the table.
"It's about to start" Tia said..
"Camr here to watch the wrestling match, holding today" Ren replied..
" Well I'll participate in the game" I said and Ren smiled.
" If I win, you'll give me your number"
Her eyes lingered on mine, I couldn't help but notice the blush on her cheek.
" You really won't participate in a game, and get beaten up, just to get my number?
" I would"
Her eyes widened, as I stood up.
The organizer was a few feet away, I joined him, enlisting my name..
What was I doing?
This could end up really bad, but I didn't care, I had to win this.
I didn't care about the bruises I ended up with, I just wanted her number really bad..
I watched as her and friends were engrossed in a conversation..
I noticed the way her eyes lit up as she stared at me.
My life wasn't on track, it was a mess, but I could do anything to keep this woman.
To make her look at me, to make her love me.
"Well it's Time" the announcer looked from me to five hefty men.
I was going to go against the most toughest of them all.Nickname, Alkaline.This was bad news, this man was taller, heavier, and this was prolly not his first time.I should decline, forget about this woman, and run back home.I had pressing issues to be worried about.But no, my heart was taken by her, all I wanted was for her to be mine."You should quit, you're allowed to" the macho man came over to me with a smirk.My eyes were fixed on Allyssa, she stared back, her eyes laced with a hint of worry.I turned to the man before me."I'll beat you, I have to ""Bring it on, man" he removed his shirt, exposing tightened muscles, I swallowed, as the audience cheered.The atmosphere had changed from cool and quiet, to almost everyone banging a table, and shouting.I removed the black shirt I wore, my eyes on Lyssa, she averted her gaze, as Ren whispered in her ears.Maybe I imagined it, the small blush on her cheeks. I stepped into the Arena, and the crowd cheered for, Alkaline.He h
ALLYSSAAs the wind blew furiously, sending chills to my spine.I layed in bed alone, sweet memories haunting me.I had to be strong, this was for us all.Nothing could please me more than Rev's happiness.Even if I was not part of his life, Watching him happy from the sidelines could give me much happiness.I love him very much, and love was sacrifice.I could not sit and watch my husband suffer, I could not see him try to hide the pain in his eyes.I remembered how difficult it was for us, how he went from place to place, did two jobs at a time, so we could gather five million for the surgery.Maybe someday, he wouldn't hate me so much, he wouldn't think that I betrayed him, he could understand why I did this. It was the only way I could protect him, the only way I could help him out.There were a lot of things that Jedd didn't know about.If hurting him and myself, would save him, I'd do it a million times.He would get a better life, a life where I was not included.I could live
Rev Montago.I gulped, feeling the burning sensation at the back of my throat.I was wrong, maybe I couldn't, I wouldn't ever be able to bear it.This was my cue to quit.Fuck, it hurts.This is someone I imagined my whole life with.I looked away from her eyes, to the child who was staring at me, to Jedd, and back to her.Nothing could please her more than seeing me break.But I wouldn't do it, I wouldn't give them all the satisfaction to see me break.I would not quit, no matter how the jealousy burned, no matter how it hurts, I was going to endure it."Can we go now? We're already late" the little girl looked from Allyssa to Jedd."Let's go" Allyssa said, and I watch as they walk past me.I clenched my fist, revelling in the burning sensation, building in my throat.Why can't I let go?I didn't believe that the things, the time we shared together was fake.Why?The question lingered in my mind, I knew I wasn't going to walk away, I wanted to hear more from her...Of how miserable I
RinI sighed.She always got whatever she needed, either by nook or crook.I stared at Essy, she stared at me innocently. That was one thing about Essy, she was completely honest with answers to questions.Too honest.She was open, and talked about what she saw or felt.I still remembered the very first day I Saw her.Tears streamed from my face as I stood at the hospital with Rev.He held me close, as my tears continually soak his shirt.I knew he was broken, but he held it in.Held back the worry, the anxiety.His strong hands enveloped me, and as I looked up, he landed a small kiss over my head, holding me to himself, our heartbeats mingled as one.I know what he felt.He was afraid, just as I was.Five million, where would we get that amount?In this moment we were each other's comfort."It'll be fine" I scanned his blue eyes, his eyes reflected the degree of sadness he was trying to hide."I can't loose her... I can't" he squeezed my hands lightly."I can't...""I can't loose yo
Those fucking stupid divorce papers,Still remember vividly how she brought it, with her signature.Her eyes showing forth no emotion."Sign it and let me be"The words ripped me apart."Buddy, a drink would fix you" the contractor looked at me."You in? He brought out the drinks and the others were fast in grabbing the bottles I took a shot and I could feel it raging inside me.I gulp down bottles, trying to calm the storm inside of me.It only made it worse...It only brought things to my head." I love you " I still remembered that very moment.my nose caressed her jaws gently, moving gently to my lips." Stop" she pushed me lightly.I pinned her against the wall, my eyes wandering all over her.Her sparkling eyes, her long hair, her fair creamy skin.Still can't believe she said yes to me, that she actually chose me."I love you very much" I whispered against her ears."I know it, but if mother sees us" she avoids my kiss, looking at the doorway."I don't care if she sees"I hel
We were close, our faces inches apart from each other. Eyes staring into each other's soul's. I always knew one thing,I would never love anyone like I love him. No one would ever make my heart flutter like he did. "I'll get you a taxi home" "Answer my question first" " Did you ever love me? "Tomorrow? " I want to be with you " he meant every word, his eyes reflected it. " We'll talk tomorrow " my hamds held him, as he leaned on me for support. Every action of his toiled with my heart rate. The way his hands came to my hair, the way he leaned on me. I wanted this moment to last for a lifetime, but nothing of that sort could happen. I've made my choice, I've signed a deal, the five million, and every other thing were the price that I had to pay so he could be happy. I still desperately hope that in the future he could understand why I did the things I did. I successfully got a cab and got him in. He held me in an embrace. Before the cab driver pulled him
I took the package, waiting to present it to her. I didn't know how she'd react.It was lovely, and I liked it the moment I saw it.She was outside at the moment with Essy, I'll wait till she comes back in.I wasn't sure if one thing tho, if she'd accept.I waited as she walked back in.She was really really pretty, right from the first moment I saw her.I connected with her more than other ladies I've met.Even Essy connected with her, she was not often happy with other ladies, I introduced to her.When I saw her so at ease with Lyssa, I knew she had to be the one.Knowing she was married, I knew it couldn't work.But it did cos of the contract.And I could forever be indebted to her."Jedd you're still here, you should be...""At work, I know, here, I got this for you"I presented her the package, I watched as her eyes shone with different emotions.I couldn't quite read her eyes, as she covered up her emotions with a smileShe took the package, she brought out the dress.The flowe
I closed the windows, blocking away those memories.How long Could I bear this torture?This was how it felt when you could not be close to someone you love.We were so close, yet so faraway.I've convinced myself repeatedly, that this was the right decision.I could live with Rev's hate, I could live with the torment, but I could not live without him.And so whatever it took, I was willing to pay that price.Even if I wasn't part of his future happiness, I could be happy that I was part of what made it possible.REV.The windows closed, and I breathed in.Images of her beautiful face still in my head.The building construction was moving on fast, and in three weeks time, the house would be ready.And I could be out of here, but I could not approach her till the last day I could spend hereI could look for her, and pour out my feelings, regardless of if Jedd was there or not.She was my wife, and I still yearned for her no matter the pains, she has put me through.I Still believe that
REVI Picked up the phone, it was juls."How are you doing? She asked" I'm good, how are you? How's mom?"We're fine, everything is great?" I hope you're still not hung about that woman?"Of course not" I replied, I was gradually moving on."Good, I saw her and Jedd at Lauren's event"Those words pricked me.So much for moving on, I still could not admit that I thought about her randomly, and it still hurts."Are you still there? Julie asked." Of course Juls "I replied." What did you say to her?I already knew she wasn't going to leave so quietly."I said what I had to" she said and I sighed."Don't tell me you still care about that woman"I rubbed my head."No"" Anyways I'll call you later, I've something to catch up on "After the call, all I could think of was Jedd and Lyssa, and it ruined my mood.I'd still not forgotten my plans for revenge, I could make them both pay.I concentrated on work, but I couldn't anymore, I sighed.It's been two months.Walking to the bar across th
I arrived at the mansion in Los Angeles.Mr Montago had properties in like ten different countries.The mansion had everything, it didn't lack in terms of luxury.An elderly woman stayed in the mansion.She was instructed by my father to take up on my needs.I was stunned by the glamour of the rooms, the king sized bed, the designs, and everything.My first mansion could have more than this,"Is there anything you want? the chef interrupted my thoughts." No, I'm good"I repliedShe smiled." Call on me,when you need anything" she said and I nodded, knowing fully well that the only thing I needed at this point, was to work hard and achieve my goals.I've received details of the company, and I could meet them the next day.Any goal, any dream could be achievable,it just needed me to work hard, it needed my determination.And I could definitely give my all.In one of the rooms, I sat thinking of the best way to draft my presentation.What change did I want to impact, what could possibly
Lyssa.Rin walked in, a warm smile on her face."Could we go out? Like old times?" No" I replied, I definitely was not in the mood to do so." You know Rev's left? She asked"Yes" I replied"And see the way it's made you" she grinned."Did he tell you of his plans? She asked"Yes he did" "And I replied like it didn't matter, like I didn't care, when all I wanted was to stop him, to tell him not to leave, I only stood there saying nothing, saying words that made no sense to me, when I could scream of my love for him, of the things I could sacrifice just for my love for him.I swallowed the words."You didn't try stop him ? Rin asked." Why would I?"Stop acting like you don't care"Of course, she was right." Who knows? He might come back with someone new? I met Rin's eyes, and she laughed." Just saying" she teased, and I looked away.It was possible, that he'd forget me, I could not even imagine it.The thought of him with another woman."At least, everything is going smoothly, m
REVThe elderly man with a huge smile standing in front of me, was the man I just texted.This man was my father, it was him, and I couldn't even doubt it.His face reminded me so much of Julie, I could even see part of me, this was exactly how my nose was curved, his full lips, he was definitely my father."Son, good to have you" his eyes danced all over me in delight."I know you have lots of questions, come with me first"I followed him, I indeed had lots of questions. The only way I could get answers was to do exactly as he said, and I did Just that.The mansion was huge and everything about it screamed of wealth, including the help's who were in neat uniforms.The cars, the men who followed him, and everything, including The high ceilings, adorned with intricate moldings and glittering chandeliers, seemed to stretch up to the sky. The walls, painted a soft, creamy white, were lined with floor-to-ceiling windows that allowed the warm sunlight to pour in.Everything was perfect.A
While on the plane, I could only think of Lyssa.I had not said goodbye.I didn't want to, seeing her again could break my last resolve.I would want to keep staying, even if it meant torture.I still could not get her off my head, not while the two couples on the other seat were so lovey dovey It reminded me of her, of what we used to be, of what we've becomed.I looked away from them, and closed my eyes.My mom didn't know of this trip, neither did julie.I didn't tell them in details, only that I was leaving time for a while.I had to meet him first, fuck.I had to know how he felt comfortable, leaving his family to perish.My thoughts did not linger much on his.The next minute, they were on Lyssa'sI was once again, reminiscing old memories."Are you angry? She asked peering at my face" No" I replied."Tell me what I did wrong""The guy who dropped you off" I said and she smiled "It was nothing, I missed the bus, and he wanted to help""Are you jealous?" No I'm not"" I shoul
I struggled with myself, I should not care, but deep down I didn't want him to go.I wanted to see him, even if we were no longer together.How could my heart take it if he left?Still I could not let him know it my true feelings, I knew he wanted me to stop him.To say something, he was waiting for a signal, a hope.If I dashed his hope, he could finally believe that we meant nothing to each other.He could be free to carry on his life, I would no longer be an obstruction on his path.Rev needed to be free, he needed to dream, and I felt it could not be achieved if I stayed."You should go, it would be for the best" I said, and his eyes clouded, my heart shattered too...What I wanted was for him to stay, if he left, how many years would he choose to stay away?.My heart would ache everything, I would miss him, yearn for him, but I cjosed to shut him off."You didn't ask why" his eyes narrowed."I don't need to know why, it's your choice, and it's for the best" I swallowed."I haven'
I stayed up late, my mind wandering on the text,I was definitely going to go see him.I wanted to know the reasons why he'd left, and also Why he'd stayed away from us, all those years.I'd received another text the moment that Julie left.A message from my father, urging me to come to California, and that he could further all expenses and that it was very urgent.I needed answers, and for that I was going to leave.The building was already almost completed, I could Leave anytime I wanted to.But first I needed time again with my wife, I wanted to hear her, maybe see her one more time before leaving.Finally accepting that it was over between us, that we were done for good, and that there was nothing left to look back to.I wondered what mom could think of this?She's always be anxious whenever we mentioned our Dad, to her he never existed, and she made sure both I and Julie knew that the only one that existed for both of us was her.I could not tell her about this, most importantly
I closed the windows, blocking away those memories.How long Could I bear this torture?This was how it felt when you could not be close to someone you love.We were so close, yet so faraway.I've convinced myself repeatedly, that this was the right decision.I could live with Rev's hate, I could live with the torment, but I could not live without him.And so whatever it took, I was willing to pay that price.Even if I wasn't part of his future happiness, I could be happy that I was part of what made it possible.REV.The windows closed, and I breathed in.Images of her beautiful face still in my head.The building construction was moving on fast, and in three weeks time, the house would be ready.And I could be out of here, but I could not approach her till the last day I could spend hereI could look for her, and pour out my feelings, regardless of if Jedd was there or not.She was my wife, and I still yearned for her no matter the pains, she has put me through.I Still believe that
I took the package, waiting to present it to her. I didn't know how she'd react.It was lovely, and I liked it the moment I saw it.She was outside at the moment with Essy, I'll wait till she comes back in.I wasn't sure if one thing tho, if she'd accept.I waited as she walked back in.She was really really pretty, right from the first moment I saw her.I connected with her more than other ladies I've met.Even Essy connected with her, she was not often happy with other ladies, I introduced to her.When I saw her so at ease with Lyssa, I knew she had to be the one.Knowing she was married, I knew it couldn't work.But it did cos of the contract.And I could forever be indebted to her."Jedd you're still here, you should be...""At work, I know, here, I got this for you"I presented her the package, I watched as her eyes shone with different emotions.I couldn't quite read her eyes, as she covered up her emotions with a smileShe took the package, she brought out the dress.The flowe